Chapter 1269: The First Step 669
I don't know what I'm doing, I want to die but I can't.
Money is so big that the characters have a firm grip on it, and the fear of money can be found almost anywhere.
I'm all about to die, and I still don't dare to let go of the money.
In other words, these are all character attributes, but the character attribute of "money" is extremely stubborn.
Always want a character, always want to keep life and slash at the same time.
ruined all this, and wanted to break through the boundaries of the characters in his heart, but he didn't dare to move because of fear.
In the killing, there is no need to just, there is no need for experience, those things are not real.
Firmly grasp the experience, think that what bullshit mature and the like, is just bullshit, just a sign of dishonesty.
"The water of society is very deep", then, is there a society?
How can it be proved that there is really a society in operation outside of one's senses?
What's more, just the picture elements explain the picture elements, and there is nothing real at all.
Maybe you can flesh out the characters, maybe you can look experienced, and then it's just a piece of shit.
The character of Yuan Changwen must die, and the whole world will not exist.
Of course, I would like to be like the character in it, kill the comprehension, and then become a different person in an instant.
Fear makes me cling to falsehood, and even if I see it and kill it, it doesn't seem like I can get rid of it immediately.
Look at how many chapters it took me to kill science before I completely got rid of the brainwashing of scientific theories.
And about all kinds of money, fear is quite unreasonable and directly pulled, and I seem to have to kneel and beg for mercy.
At the end of the day, it's all about the fear of "no role".
None of this is true, and I don't know what I'm still obsessed with.
Of course, that's how the picture elements are presented.
If it's not true, you can end the discussion.
Whether it's for someone else, or for the world at large, unreal is unreal.
And I always treat others as real, and always treat the world as real.
The character wants to struggle, the character wants to fool around the world.
The identity of Yuan Changwen's character seems to be very important, so let me tear up this identity and destroy this identity.
It's as if I'm proud of the character, and the character's actions seem to be worthy of praise.
Even if it was extreme, I left the empire alone, doing things on a strange planet that most people would not do.
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The distortion in my mind deceived me like this, the character of Yuan Changwen is nothing, just a piece of shit.
And my mother, when I think "my mother is a piece of shit", my heart trembles.
Isn't it going too far?
Look at it, you always want to keep the character, and you want to kill the character.
Perhaps, it should have been ruined.
No matter what identity it is, no matter how much you don't care about what you say, you still care deep down.
I can see this clearly, and at this moment, the character is firmly grasping for this identity, just like any other falsehood.
It is said to ruin everything, but when the words "ruin life" appear in my mind, I still have hesitation and fear.
Come and let whatever you want happen.
Why can't you ruin your life, right, it's not worth catching at all.
On the contrary, what I grasp is what needs to be destroyed.
Die, there is no need for the distortion in the brain to exist, let alone use it.
There is nothing that cannot be destroyed, anything that can happen, and I have no complaints.
The unreal world is just presented, and even if I can't accept it, it won't affect the reality.
It's funny to think about it, I don't allow certain things to happen?
What am I and what qualifications am not allowed?
It's not a big deal, anything can happen.
And to take it all as if it were real is to have endless questions.
It's as if it's always about life, as if all discussions have to be based on the premise of making life better.
Life is not real, and no one wants to admit it, and of course, maybe no one else in the first place.
Money is not just money, it is still just a character attribute, and no character attribute can be easily destroyed.
The role of Yuan Changwen is irrelevant, and he will inevitably die eventually, because I can't find a reason to continue to live.
No matter how you think about it, the whole picture element is still presented.
It's not that the thinking is anxious, the picture element presents A, and the thinking is not anxious, and the picture element also presents A, which is not the case.
A holistic presentation that contains the anxiety or non-anxiety of the mind.
Whether or not my mind is anxious is not my decision, but the direct presentation of the elements of the picture.
It's just that at this moment, the character doesn't understand why he is anxious, but at the same time he is really anxious.
Let me die, and then it will all be over.
The character is going to explode, the character is going to rot, and this state will go on forever.
The occasional light-hearted naturalness may just be an excess.
And more likely, none of this will be done, and I will never be able to kill it, but I will only be alone in the depths of the lake.
Living like a madman can neither experience the beauty of the world, nor can you kill and touch the truth.
It's hard work for the characters to hold on to the fake, and I don't think I'll be able to hold on for much longer.
Maybe fear can continue to whip me, but there will always be a moment when you throw it away completely, because it takes energy to grab.
When the horrible things I don't allow to happen, or just allow those horrible things to happen in my head, fear comes and my heart fills with tension.
Then, I started to think about what to do, or to appease myself with these made-up stories, but the tension was always there.
There will come a day when I ignore the tension in my heart and lie on the ground like a dead man and let things happen.
None of this is real, I don't know what I'm grabbing.
Or rather, I don't know why I want to catch it.
The identity of Yuan Changwen's character is a fart, in this unreal world, I am struggling for a character who is not me at all.
Destroying everything, really ruining everything, not just these four words.
If you say too much, you will become perfunctory, and you will become subconsciously focused on the words and forget the specific meaning behind the words.
What is the destruction of everything if you keep your identity, and what is the destruction of everything if you dare not move if you keep your life.
I've always thought I'm honest, but unfortunately the phrase itself escapes scrutiny.
The character is dead, what else is there to say.
Since it is to destroy everything, then naturally all the mind is on the killing, and all those things about life must be killed.
The character will become nothing, the only income will be gone, lying down and waiting to die, never able to return to the empire, people are not like people and ghosts, not ghosts.
It can happen, let everything that should happen.
The distortion in the mind itself is, and fear holds it all together, but it doesn't become real.
All of them have to be destroyed, no matter how terrifying things are, they can happen, and they are meant to destroy the characters.