Yuan Changwen suddenly felt that he was so tired and played various roles in his life.

The mother's son, the wife's husband, the baby's father, the colleague's friend, an elegant stranger, a customer with a good attitude towards the waiter, a person who is neither humble nor arrogant to the boss......

I didn't think it was normal for me to think it was normal, after all, behavior is an essential survival skill in the office.

Think of a time when I was on the verge of despair, and I seemed to have no intention of managing my image. Everyone knows that they have something on their minds, because they are like a different person, and they are no longer the Yuan Changwen they are familiar with.

Really Nyima is ridiculous!

Who are they familiar with? It's just a set of costumes, a set of characters that need to be played deliberately, a colleague named Yuan Changwen.

When you have no intention of managing your own role, maybe then a little truth is revealed.

Now, Yuan Changwen suddenly felt that he was so tired, and it seemed that he no longer had the strength to play those roles.

Not because he is a son, he must behave and behave accordingly to conform to his mother's mood or social morality.

I don't want to do things that I am tired of because of my husband's identity.

To hell with any colleagues and friends!

As a friend, you should be how you should be. As a subordinate, you are supposed to be what you should be.

Go to the!

How much did you pay to maintain your image?

And most importantly, who is benefiting in the end?

It is the "ego"! It is strengthened again, and when the self instills its energy into the false role, the "self" has already gained energy and begins to manifest architecture in the desert.

The funny thing is that as you play a role deeply, especially after tasting some sweetness, you will consider the definition of self-weaving to be yourself.

For example, "I'm just informal", "I do things, either I don't do it or I do my best", "I never eat bitter melon", "I never eat breakfast". ”

However, sometimes, I will find that I am not so informal, and I will not do things at my best, and occasionally I will eat bitter melon and breakfast.

At this time, I generally selectively ignore myself, and when I introduce myself, these self-woven definitions are like personal labels, which are attached to my chest and shown to others.

It seems that everyone likes this mode of communication, which is a good way to save time and choose whether to continue or not.

If I don't have a label, will I be called cold?

Suppose my label is "I don't have any rules, I can do whatever I want", will people look down on me?

Yuan Changwen didn't know, because he had never had the opportunity to try like this.

Perhaps, if there is a chance in the future, the state after killing self-definition should be like this. No longer bound by any moral concept, no longer use the little brain to weigh the gains and losses.

Thinking about the family responsibilities at the end of the previous chapter, the reason why many people dare not change their minds is that in addition to taking the corresponding responsibilities, it is more actually fear.

What if you are afraid that you will easily change your mind and not find a better woman? What if you change your mind so easily, what if the other person also changes her mind so easily?

So the best thing to do is for everyone to follow the rules and not change their minds. In this way, although he betrayed himself to a certain extent, he also gained a sense of security to a certain extent.

What if there is no fear?

No one worries about their future, so they do things according to their inner thoughts and experience the waves.

No one will worry about a partner or anything like that, if you meet someone who is tempted, then you are really tempted at this time, so you walk together. After a long time or a change of heart, it is better to separate.

I don't have to worry about what will happen when I am old, if I don't have a job income to support me, or if I have no one to do.

If you don't insist on not working hard, you can rest if you want to, and play if you want to, then when you get old, your life will definitely be a mess!

[The goal is the final exam, so of course you have to study hard.] But what if my goal wasn't to take exams at all? What if I just wanted to experience a different part of everyday life?

[No one put a gun to my temple and threatened me that I had to get a high score and I had to succeed. Isn't everything your own choice? If you choose to grow apples, then of course you have to take care of them. But if you choose to play with mud, it doesn't matter!]

(Don't you need to think about the future? let time go by, and then watch others successfully buy a house and live a good life, and then regret your waste of time?)

Isn't that fear?]

(Shouldn't this TM be afraid?)

it!

Fear is coming!

Yuan Changwen felt that fear was seducing his thoughts, and asked him to follow it and make up stories together.

When I think about it, I feel terrible, do I really want to let go, do I really want to let the Tao control my own ship of life?

If life is an ocean, then according to our thoughts, this ocean is full of malice, and we must be careful and work hard all the time to improve our cognition anytime and anywhere before making choices.

Let the ship of life be able to sail smoothly on this vast sea. No matter if there is a storm or lightning and thunder ahead, you must take good control of the rudder.

And Yuan Changwen wants to let go of his hands in this terrifying ocean and let the so-called "Dao" drive this ship of life.

It's scary to think about!

It's like in Star Wars, where the Death Star, with just one shot, destroys the opposite planet. Powerful energy spreads from a single point and covers the entire planet in less than a minute.

Luke pilots the spaceship through the trenches of the Death Star, and everything is so dangerous that the slightest mistake will lose everything. Luke turns off his computer and chooses to trust the Force completely.

Is your life safer than the Death Star?

Look at my own attitude, as if the world is going to destroy me at any moment.

If Luke trusts the Force and lets go of the rudder, then I can trust the Tao and let the ship of my life accept its steering.

Hehe, suddenly a little excited, very much looking forward to the result of such a development.

If you are not careful, you will become the protagonist and become a hero.

If this is a movie or if the protagonist wants to be a new level of being, then the old patterns must be discarded.

Maybe it's just this moment to trust the Force and let go of the rudder.

Haha, it belongs to my Yuan Changwen's heroic journey!

I don't know what's going to happen, and I don't want to weigh the benefits and losses, I'm really tired.

Let everything that should come come, and you must do it this way, so that you can become your own hero.

The Force?hehe, are you going to be a Star Wars fan from today?

Yuan Changwen looked at the sky in the distance, the sun had just risen, and he suddenly felt that life in the mental hospital was quite good.

At least you don't have to bother with managing your role anymore, and you don't need to think about your own way of doing things.

When you have that time, you might as well look at nature, or commemorate the Grim Reaper.

Hah! I lost a few minutes of life!