Chapter 235: Like a Flower Withering, Never to Return
Fang Ning's party played until it was dark, and he was also drunk to the point of being unconscious. He didn't even know when Su Can and them left, but he only remembered that there were some vague impressions, as if Lao Tan sang to the sad place, hugged his thighs and cried vigorously, and said some wine talk.
In fact, he understands that Lao Tan is not a wooden person, he also has his own feelings, but he understands that reality and dreams have something called barriers, which suppresses his inner feelings, and when he thinks about it, many people around him are not like this.
The eight sufferings of life, birth, old age, sickness and death, love and separation, resentment for a long time, can't ask for it, can't let go, as long as you stay away from these, then you are not far from the transcendent sainthood.
They spent a day cleaning up the messy venue, Fang Wei didn't know where to appear with his mobile phone, playing the video that happened that night, Su Xiaoxiao smiled brightly, on the water side, lonely and brave, the sword-hearted and courageous Cheng Fairy is like being in the middle of the water, the ark is opposite and unified, growing up in time, Su Can is still very soft, but also has infinite possibilities, Cheng Xi is still suspicious of this world, no matter who it is, it is like singing loudly at this happy feast at this night, and the demons are dancing.
At the same time, Fang Ning was also in a slight trance, and also understood that in this season of falling leaves at the end of autumn, the climax of a feast like Li Taibai was like a flower withering and never returning.
In the future, I won't have such a heartless time!
Missed this time period, and then gathered such a group of people, those who have participated will naturally not leave regrets, there are more beautiful futures waiting for them to fight, there are three thousand miles of clouds and moons, there are suddenly looking back, but the person is in the light of the light, these are naturally needless to say, for various reasons and missed, will also sigh in the depths of time, leaving regrets.
Things in the world are always so helpless, not perfect, and it is precisely because of imperfection that there will be so many ups and downs, and will remember those missed little beauties.
There are some things that are obviously hopeless, so I can only accept it with a helpless smile, the reality is so cruel, but I am still addicted to fantasy and daydreaming unrealistically.
Tomorrow will there be a girl of your dreams who will come down from heaven, wearing a white wedding dress, wearing a crown, a crown on her face, holding you up and saying self-deception, and then a white-bearded priest will take an oath in the auditorium: "Will you marry this woman? Love her and be faithful to her, whether she is poor, sick or disabled, until she dies?" Do.you?”
And when you shout "I.do!" with excitement, your dream just happens to be here and you wake up, those eagerly awaited guests, the smiling wedding bride, the solemn auditorium, no longer exists, for you, these are just a gorgeous and grand dream, wake up, you have nothing.
After waking up, I won't complain that this dream is broken to the wrong place, but will get up to see if I am late for reading or work time, whether the plan I made today will be called back by my boss, or how to pass the exam at the end of the month, this is the reality, you don't have time to be sad about those ethereal wind and snow, you can only shake your shoulders and bury your head and grit your teeth and stride forward.
But there are always accidents, the planet will also fall, and the sow will go up to the tree......
There is also a handful of snot and tears Lao Tan who was waiting for the bus at the bus stop, just stepped into the warm car, and before he had time to stand firmly, he saw a person who should not be seen, tall and thin body compared to other girls, wearing a light blue cotton coat with white on a black background, and his skin was a little dehydrated in the dry season.
This girl Lao Tan will not forget, or the person he will never forget in his life, so that he, who has never cared about his appearance, touched his eyes that were swollen like walnuts after a hangover from the party, and lowered his head with some inferiority, like a reed chicken burying its head in its feathers, not daring to move, for fear that she would see the embarrassed appearance.
In fact, Wei Qing had already seen Lao Tan, she sat in the penultimate row of seats, and when she glanced at the crowd on the platform outside the window, she took him out of the crowd at a glance, after all, it was a table relationship that got along day and night in a semester of junior high school, and she was courteous to buy comics to please herself after class, clumsy like a toddler walking child.
It can be said that during this period of junior high school, she has little impression of other people, but she is still impressed by this slightly wooden and unsociable boy.
Those phone farewells that have existed in memory, those bosom friend comic digests that have returned to yellow in the corners, are vivid and clear.
It was as if it hadn't changed for many years.
Wei Qing's slight trance was shaken awake by the shaking in the car, she exhaled a breath of mist, smiled at Lao Tan, and said energetically, "Long time no see." ”
It's been a long time. Lao Tan didn't know how long he was stunned holding the ring, and when he came back to his senses, he said, "Long time no see, ah, I should say, why did you come back, you came back, and you didn't call me......"
His voice in the second half of the sentence was lowered, a little sneering, after all, he had already remembered that the two were no longer at the same table in junior high school, one was a student at the end of the crane in the second middle school, and the other was a top student in Changjun.
Unexpectedly, Wei Qing moved his lips and seemed to explain, "My mobile phone is down, and I have no place to pay in my hometown." ”
It happened that there was a vacant seat next to Wei Qing, he asked Lao Tan to sit over, he took three steps and two steps, and sat up, this issue of Ai Ai's appearance was exactly the same as when he was at the same table in class fifty-three.
Perhaps because of the passage of time, Wei Qing and Lao Tan were not in a hurry to go home, but got off the bus at the New Sun Bookstore platform.
As soon as he stood firm, Lao Tan thought of a question in hindsight, and he was actually a little smarter, and asked, "Have you eaten?"
This sentence is very similar to the culture when they usually meet, but I don't know what's going on, but it makes Wei Qing's heart warm, and he whispered, "I just returned to the county, and I haven't had time to eat yet." ”
Lao Tan's heart twitched, and he looked at her carefully, his originally moist skin was a little dry by the cold wind, lacking moisture, and his hands were red from the cold, which made him feel distressed.
Trying to recall the hot pot restaurant he ate last time, fortunately he remembered that it was near his former junior high school alma mater, and it was not too far, so he blurted out: "Then I'll invite you to dinner!"
Wei Qing was stunned for a moment, stared over with bright eyes, suddenly laughed, and nodded heavily, "Hmm." ”