Re-Shedding (42)

No matter how you grow, don't forget the self you like, because the self you like is your lucky star. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

At the beginning of each month, I habitually look at the horoscope, and I like happy little foresights. It's just that foreknowledge is sometimes more terrible than the unknown. Because when you think you know something, you think about it every day, you want to anticipate what might happen, whether it's happy or unhappy. If you think too much, your wishes will come true, whether it is good or bad for you. Therefore, foreknowledge is also a double-edged sword, whether you can play the sword well depends on whether you grasp the blade or the hilt.

At the beginning of December 2016, I naturally checked my Sagittarius horoscope for the month of December. Well, my relationship fortune and work fortune that I am most concerned about at the moment are not good. Emotionally, it is easy to have troubles, most of which are communication problems. At work, there will be a variety of situations, such as being misunderstood and misinterpreted by the boss, being dug by villains, etc., which will greatly affect performance, but with Sagittarius's own optimism, it is still possible to achieve normal performance standards.

So, this trend in my December is engraved in my brain.

And because of this, the little foreknowledge came true......

As I moved to the night shift in mid-to-late November, my communication with Xiaoshi became less and less.

In addition to enrolling in classes, she also found a service job. In other words, her day is mainly divided between study and work. In my opinion, for her who wants to transform herself, this is really a fulfilling life, which is good. I've wanted to live this way before, but my job doesn't allow me to have the time to do it, and I don't want to try my hand at the service industry.

And I, after working the night shift, was more mentally deranged. Every morning when I come back to the "heart world", I have to sit quietly for a long time to clear my mind, and the feeling of sleepiness constantly upsets me. In this state, I didn't want to talk much at all, I didn't know what to talk about, and my mind was close to a blank......

Therefore, after I work the night shift, the communication with Xiao Shi is generally only a simple greeting every day, morning or good night. Other words, spoken less. Maybe it's because I don't know how to chat, which cools her enthusiasm, or maybe it's because she's too busy to be physically and mentally exhausted, and then she doesn't know how to express myself when she doesn't know how to chat......

Although Xiaoshi and I have not become lovers, this feeling of chatting gradually decreasing and fading is just like the two long-distance relationships I have talked about before. This is one of the reasons why I didn't agree to be her boyfriend all at once.

Because I didn't have a job at the time, I had time to chat with her every day, so she thought I was still very easy to get along with. However, she hadn't felt that I had a job and was too tired to talk. If she felt it, would she continue to like me without changing her mind? After all, I am the real one who doesn't know how to chat, and I am not the prince in a fairy tale.

However, she has always tried to maintain her original intention. I can't do it if it's me.

When I was working at DSX for more than ten days, she asked me at night, "Can I ask you an awkward question?"

I knew that every time she asked me that, it meant that she had a knot in her heart that she needed my answer to untangle.

Naturally, I said, yes.

She asked me with a shy expression: "After more than ten days of work, have you met a girl who makes your heart flutter?"

I was stunned for a moment, why did I suddenly ask that?

She sent another one: "Wrong thing, right?"

Phew, she's always so afraid that I'll have a bad reaction.

I replied with two snickering emojis: "Then after this period of class and work, have you met any boys who make your heart flutter?"

She replied simply, "No." ”

I said that the beautiful girls did meet one or two, and although they were attractive, they were not heartwarming.

She replied with a cute expression, "Isn't it?"

I replied with two cute expressions: "It's drip, it's drip." ”

I asked her, confused, "Is this an awkward question?"

Yes, she said.

I can only reply with a "sauce purple".

She added two more shy expressions: "Because I asked, it may make you think that I don't trust you enough." ”

I put on two cute emojis: "I thought you were scared." ”

She replied: "There is indeed this factor, but don't worry, I also said that as long as you live happily, I will support you in whatever decision you make." I just blame myself for not being confident and believing ......"

Because I care, I'm afraid of losing. I know that she, like me, has an inferiority complex at work in her heart, which leads to an insecurity that seems to be lost if you are not careful.

I particularly cherish this feeling, when I was a child, I watched TV, whether it was a costume drama or an idol drama, and one of the plots that I particularly liked was that the male protagonist hugged the insecure heroine, so that the heroine's heart was cared for. So, when I was a kid, I used to fantasize that I could give people a sense of security. However, in the eyes of many people, I am just a boy who does not grow up, not only can I not give others a sense of security, but others give me a sense of security and protection. Therefore, I feel that I am only a mature man when I can give others a sense of security one day.

Thinking about the little poem, I sent a pig-headed emoji: "Fool." ”

In replying to this sentence, I had this image in my mind: she stood in front of me with her head bowed, a little lost and said that she was not confident enough, and then, I slowly approached her, touched her head with my hand, and said two words with a smile, fool.

She replied with a shy look: "This is called ......"

Like, this is one of the technical terms in the world of love. People who are in love generally like to call their partners cute names such as "pig" and "fool". I don't know how this came about, but I like it.

In the world of single dogs, the damage value of these titles is as high as seventy-five percent. Once upon a time, I was often forced to eat the dog food scattered by the couple in the buckle space, and although I pretended to laugh, my heart was helplessly hurt......

Now, although I am not completely out of the world of single dogs, I can feel that my soul is free to roam the world of "good night".

Xiao Shi once asked me to take the photos, well, choose my favorite photos for her.

I asked her what she was for.

She just mysteriously stated, secret.

It feels like a girl's mind itself is a secret.

I guess it has something to do with my upcoming birthday. Well, I guess, I guess, I guess. Maybe I guessed the beginning, but I couldn't guess the end. Well, scissors, rock, paper......

Xiao Shi's service work is often transferred, and she works the morning shift again and the evening shift all at once. I, on the other hand, worked the night shift for a month. What kind of work we go to indirectly affects our chat time and mood. She's free, I'm not. I'm free, she's not. She's free, I'm free, but I'm too tired and unsane to know what to talk about......

Perhaps, this is the test that God has given us. Whether she and I can get together or go on together all the time will be a test of time and space.

I've read a quote before that goes something like this: You've had at least one long-distance relationship in your life.

Because there are too many things to test in a long-distance relationship, whether it is loneliness, emptiness and coldness, or factors such as trust between each other, they can be harshly tested in a long-distance relationship.

Whew, think about it, it's really harsh.

Although my first love and I met in high school, our relationship started in a different place after a short sprint, and ended in a different place after a sprint for more than three months. And my second love and I are even more demanding, not only have we never met before, but the beginning of the relationship is not only a simple long place, but also a foreign country, and it is also a sprint for about three months in a different place and a foreign country. So, I said to myself, I don't want to be in a long-distance relationship again, I hope the third relationship is the last.

This is one of the reasons why I didn't immediately agree to become Xiaoshi's boyfriend. After all, I'm also scared......

So I became cautious and hesitant, I didn't want to repeat the mistakes of the past, I needed time to feel the emotion that the poem had for me. I'm a slow heater, and maybe one day when I do get warm, she's already disheartened and turns away......

But, I'm a slow-burning Sagittarius.

One day after work, when I was physically and mentally exhausted from work, Xiao Shifa asked me, "Is it okay to ask you for Christmas?"

Good, really good. It's just that at that time, I didn't know if there was a holiday on Christmas Day, and I didn't even know who the cat was (who is the cat?) in the workshop at that time, and I wasn't sure if I could take a leave of absence, after all, the cold noodle boss was so cold.

I replied with some hesitant words.

It felt like the fire of her passion had been rained by my stars, and although it would not be extinguished, it was also affected by some slight firefall.

She asked, "Do you have an appointment for Christmas?"

I said, what about Mu You, I'm not handsome, who will ask me out?

She replied naturally, "Isn't it so handsome!"

Well, I'll admit that I ignited the fire of narcissism because of her words, and thus picked up a little spark of confidence.

After that, I agreed. Even though I really didn't know the bottom in my heart, that day was really unknown.

She's happy, though!

I said that if I couldn't make it that day, I could ask her out for a later day.

She just lovingly said that she wanted that day.

I didn't understand why she had to ask me out for Christmas, but when I looked at the calendar, it dawned on me. It turned out that my 2016 lunar birthday was the day after Christmas.

Therefore, a girl's mind is a secret. Sometimes, if she can't guess some faint signal, she may inadvertently break her heart.

However, girls are not the only ones who have secrets. After all, there is another gender on Earth.

My secret, hehe, can't even be guessed by myself.

Will I be able to go to an appointment on Christmas Day?

Since December, I've been working on a heartbreaking schedule...... Moreover, all kinds of unpleasant situations often arise.

Just after getting off work on the first morning of December, I rode "Little Perfect" to "March Wind" with a tired heart. I was looking for some inspiration to fill the void in the spiritual world, and I felt that the night shift life had numbed me. However, a numb heart is numb everywhere it goes......

When it came to the "March Wind", not only could I not find inspiration, but I was also sprayed wet by a sprinkler truck passing by.

The sprinkler sprayed the water very violently, and the small sand on the road was naturally washed to the side of the road. And I, who had just turned a corner, was sluggish because I was in a low mood, so I got wet......

The sprinkler's water sprayed strongly onto the wheels of Little Perfect, causing my center of gravity to become unstable, and I immediately stopped and propped myself on the side of the road with my right foot.

I wanted to hide, but it was too late!

Like, a sudden storm rushed towards a hundred meters in front of me, and I could only silently feel the inspirational quote: let the storm come more violently!

Well, after the violence, my overalls were wet, my hair was wet, my pants were wet on one side, and my shoes were wet. Wet, forget it. But I can still clearly feel that there are so many little sands on my lips that prove to me: give me the power of a storm, and even if I am often trampled underfoot, I can counterattack the intoxicating height, for example, fall in love with your lips.

Well, what an inspirational little sand. After a brief counterattack, I spit them back to their original heights. But, they're not the same anymore. They already have a history of successful counterattacks!

Look at your clothes and shoes, a layer of small sand on them, well, it's a big counterattack like a little perfection.

It's just that the success of their counterattack has caused me to complain about my luck: why is it so declining today?! I feel that December is not a lucky month, and even the beginning is so speechless......

After that day, as expected, almost every night at work, I encountered various conditions that hindered my output. Either the machine is broken, or the mold needs a small repair, or let me stop the machine and help someone else pick up the machine, and directly lose an hour's output.

At first, I would complain and feel so tired! However, complaining and anger are both signs of incompetence.

I am reminded of what I mentioned in my horoscope, and Sagittarius optimism can be dealt with naturally.

That's right! I'm optimistic! Why should I keep pushing myself into the world of negative energy? Optimism is also the luck of my big Sagittarius!

Therefore, I tenaciously recall my luck!

Every night I try to get to 1,700 molds as much as I can, but that's not what I want, I want to go over 1,800 molds, or even 2,100 molds! At the speed at which the machine runs, 2,160 molds is the limit.

Sometimes in order to break through, I even give up half an hour of dinner time in the evening. Check in, go out to buy a few mung bean cakes, come in again to check in, and continue to work hard. Time-consuming, three minutes.

Although I often give up a lot in order to break through, it seems that all the little situations mentioned in the fortune really linger and keep pestering me, and I can't achieve the output I want anyway.

Sometimes I'm really tired, and I really want to take a night off to nourish my spiritual world and regain my motivation. However, I don't know if I'll be able to take time off on Christmas Day. So, I want to cherish every time I take a vacation, I haven't taken a leave of absence since I started working at DSX. I'm afraid that if I take a leave of absence once, I may not be allowed to take it on Christmas Day. Thinking of Xiao Shi, I can only continue to endure the blows of all kinds of small situations......

But the more it hits me like this, the more I want to achieve the output I want! Maybe the law of wishing comes true, I finally once succeeded in counterattacking with the help of Brother Xiang! The only 2100 mold was played, which was 400 molds more than the output standard of 1700 molds.

Since then, the cold noodle boss no longer asks others to pick me up at dinner time in the evening, but always asks me to pick up others. Therefore, the 2100 mold has become a very rare record for me.

I always comfort myself with the arrangement that the cold noodle boss always asks me to help others pick up the plane: Who called me so good? Even if I stop for an hour, I can still produce 1700 molds, and even 1800 molds from time to time. The strong one is the sauce purple, and on the premise of giving up his time and not affecting his own output, he will help other people whose output is not up to standard. Well, this only shows that the cold noodle boss agrees with my work speed and is very relieved that I can meet the output standard even if I don't have an hour's output. Uh-huh, overall, I'm pretty good!

The more self-comforting, the more open the heart.

Another is the impact of my physical insecurity on my work.

Sometimes due to lack of sleep, it can lead to frequent dozing, and once you enter the dozing fishing state, your reflexes will be greatly reduced, which will slow down your work.

I don't want to be sleep-deprived, it's just that the rhythm of the daytime routine makes it difficult for me to fall asleep normally, and I feel like I have a lot of things to do, but I don't have enough time. As a result, I slept less during the day. In more severe cases, sometimes two days add up to less than eight hours of sleep. I can also feel that my eyes may be sinking into their sockets due to the extreme lack of sleep......

In order to make myself feel more energetic at work, I will go to the cold water from time to time to wash my face. Well, come to think of it, I was so cruel to my body! I didn't let it sleep when it was time to sleep. When it can't sleep, it dozes off even once, and I don't allow it. I think that if it goes on like this for a long time, it really doesn't even have the strength to continue to love me......

In addition to dozing off, there is also the fact that the stomach is often a little uncomfortable, after all, the diet is uneven and the weather is fickle.

In the face of these, I always think that the heavens will descend on the people, and they must first suffer their minds, strain their muscles and bones, starve their bodies and skins, empty their bodies, and act chaotically.

This famous sentence does have an inspirational effect, I like it very much!

However, when it comes to this aspect of stomach discomfort, it is quite emotional.

The power of the human subconscious is very powerful! Usually when people specifically expect something to happen or not to happen, those things happen. Among them, the probability that something is expected not to happen but happens is much greater than the probability that something is expected to happen and actually happens. This is because people's inner expectations that something will not happen are significantly higher than people's inner expectations that something will happen! For example, when buying stocks, some people will silently remember in their hearts that stocks must not fall, but subconsciously remember only "stocks fall", not that "don't". For example, when the teacher asked a question by name for the students to answer when they were in school, most students would think to themselves, "Don't call me!" Because what the subconscious remembers is only "call me", not the "don't". I encountered too many situations in my school days, because Sagittarius's luck made the law of wishing come true particularly invincible, even though it backfired.

Well, one day when I was working the night shift, my stomach was very uncomfortable, and there was a kind of stuff containing "hydrogen sulfide" rolling in my stomach, and it wanted to come out to feel the beauty of this world! Mmmm, hydrogen sulfide, as my chemistry teacher in high school said, was one of the ingredients in "fart", and it smelled of rotten eggs. If there is more, it will be highly toxic. Therefore, farting is also said to be poisonous.

I was going to put up with it, but the more I endured it, the more powerful it swelled, and the more I wanted to get out of the last line of defense of the "chrysanthemum"! What's more, imprisoning its freedom was an act of chronic poisoning. Therefore, I sang Mayday's "Tenderness": no warning, no reason, you really said it, if there is one, it will set you free. Freely...... This is my gentleness, this is my gentleness, this is my gentleness, set you free.

I looked around and speculated that no one should be present, so I took a deep breath and said, "Ah! The second pulse of Ren Du has been opened! I feel how beautiful this world is, how fresh the air is!

When I reveled in it and inadvertently looked at the machine next door, I found that the scrap bin under that machine was full. What if the person next door turns on the machine and comes to change the scrap box? Also, the person next door to the machine seems to be ...... Huh?

Oh my God, don't come over and change the scrap box now!

Originally, I didn't believe that my wish was so powerful, however, less than ten seconds after I had the idea of "don't come here to change the scrap box now", the model sister actually appeared in front of me, ready to come over to change the scrap box!

I can't accept it!

They're free to roam the air, and I can't control them......

Well, after that, I pretended to be calm and pretended that nothing had happened. However, the embarrassing cancer flares up......

Why can't you just give me two more minutes to come over and change the scrap box? Alas! I want to sing Xiao Gongju's "The Longest Movie" again: give me two more minutes and let me freeze my memory......

Although the night shift is frequent, it tends to be good overall.

Sister Model, Sister Plump and Sister Snow Eye smiled at me more than before during this time, and it was more natural. It makes me feel so happy!

And the cold noodle boss finally melted the ice on his face for the first time after I got the 150,000 order of products, although it didn't take long, but at least it was confirmed that the ice on his face could be melted.

When I was turning it on, he suddenly slapped me twice on the back of the right shoulder and said, "You still don't know how to press the edges?"

I looked back a little startled, but saw a pair of smiling eyes and a melting face, and replied puzzled, "Huh?"

He continued to smile and said, "I said, aren't you going home for the New Year?"

The first time I saw him smile at me like that, I wondered if I was dreaming, and there was an incredible illusion messing with my brain. It turns out that he didn't ask me about the edges......

I smiled and replied, "Come back, my house is nearby." ”

He continued, "Where?"

I replied solemnly: "In the vegetable field that I will go in again at the beginning of the new year." "As soon as I got back to him, I realized that I had no way out, oh my God! How could I let him know that my home was nearby? If he didn't know that my home was nearby, I might have more reasons to take a leave of absence. Alas, a misstep!

He smiled: "I'm not asking you about your home ...... over here."

I reacted stupidly, "Oh, you're asking about my hometown?"

He smiled and nodded.

I said that I would have to look at how to take the holidays before deciding.

"We may have a holiday on the fifteenth of next month, probably," he said. There shouldn't be much to do then. ”

I thought about it for a while, it seems that the 27th of next month is Chinese New Year's Eve, and the 15th will be a holiday, so cool?!

He added: "If you hurry up, it is possible to have a holiday on the 10th of next month." ”

If I really take the annual leave so early, it will be the longest annual leave I have ever taken in my life!

So, I said that I might come back to my hometown around the fourth day of the Lunar New Year. Because I thought the holiday might be as long as the tenth day of the new year or something.

He smiled: "Haha, you have to go to work on the fifth day of the Lunar New Year, what year will you go back on the fourth day of the Lunar New Year?"

It turns out that the annual leave is concentrated in the year before. Whew, it seems that it is better to re-plan your holiday schedule.

I smiled: "I'll take a look then, what about you?

He grinned: "Of course it's back!"

This kind of joke will appear between me and him, it is really like buying a lottery ticket and winning the jackpot!

After saying that, they laughed, and then they went their separate ways. The process of melting ice is so short, because his ice melts slowly and freezes quickly.

At that time, I began to believe that the harder you work, the luckier you are!

If, under the influence of petty situations, I give up my efforts, then I don't think the ice on his face will melt at me. Because, he has no affection for lazy people. What's more, he doesn't have a good impression of me, a semi-hardworking person.

I try my best to face those small situations, what is the situation, I want to deal with the corresponding way, in short, do not abandon, do not give up! Finally, hard work makes me more lucky, after all, hard work people give others a more positive feeling and people are happy to approach.

At that time, I had just finished being happy, and the small parts of the product were stuffed into the mold because of my carelessness. In this regard, I can only say that in my work, I am still more suitable for the state of "being born in sorrow and dying in peace".

I believe that the harder I work, the luckier I am, and I will solve the problem myself. Well, this night shift life still gave me a little growth.

Horoscope can sometimes tell me a little foresight, but that doesn't mean that you don't do anything. Whether that little foreknowledge is happy or not, as the protagonist of your own life, you should work hard to live the self you like. Because, if you can't be who you like, then how can you be lucky and recognize you as you?

There are gains and losses, and this is normal. If I lose the night shift, I will naturally gain it, and all I have to do is to cherish every gain.

What I lost the most from the night shift was my communication with Xiao Shi, whether it was my mood, feelings, or time, I was losing it fiercely. I went to grab it, but I found that my hands were so weak, and when I stopped, what I lost was still losing......

She and I were both in a state of adaptation, which wasn't so easy to balance, not to mention that we couldn't see each other every day. So, we all need time. We don't know what kind of answer time will give. But at least, I have an eye for our future......

What I get the most from the night shift is the various changes in my mentality, and I think that this month's night shift has made my mentality a full table. Sweet, sour, bitter, spicy and salty, the taste is unique! Every taste, I have to work hard to make my taste adapt, to like, to become the taste I like. I couldn't do it in reality, but I managed to do it a little bit mentally.

Life is mostly ordinary, how to make every day fresh and happy, you know?

I don't understand, but the Sagittarius way of living will naturally teach me to live.

Since working the night shift, I have barely danced or drawn, I haven't read a few pages of books, and I've only written one or two articles. However, I like to come back from work every morning, water the flowers and vegetables on the balcony, and then look out the window at the blue sky and white clouds, and feel the warm winter sun. Then turn on the music on your phone naturally, and pat the sky with a feeling by the way. Well, a little natural little fresh style. When life becomes so quiet, it may also be another gain. Walking too fast, you can't even look at the beauty around you. If you walk slower, you will find that you don't necessarily have to travel to feel the joy of life, and the real small happiness exists around the environment in which you live. A little more imagination, a little more observation, everything around you is actually very interesting.

I tried standing on the balcony basking in the warm sun, looking at the flowers and vegetables I planted for almost an hour without feeling tired, but I thought the time was too short. Look quietly, feel the power of life quietly, and the inspiration in your mind will naturally converge. It was a wonderful feeling! Of course, it was for me personally, and I thought that I would get a standardized compliment for being a person who couldn't stand still, and I thought: crazy!

What's even more exciting is the cold shower in winter. Have you ever felt it? Well, it's a kind of suicidal act that wakes up all over the body.

After the night shift, my shower time became morning or noon every day.

On a morning when it was only 10 degrees Celsius, I returned to the "heart world" with a cold body.

After eating the meat bun breakfast, I looked at the bucket of water in the bathroom, which had no temperature, only cold degree, and wondered, should I take a bath?

Actually, I could boil some hot water and pour it into it to mix or buy an electric heating stick or something, but I don't like it. There are only two options in front of me, to wash or not to wash.

Shakespeare didn't say, to wash or not to wash, that's a question. Well, even Shakespeare didn't say it, and it seems, it's really a problem.

Although I was a little withdrawn, after all, it was so cold, but my hands and feet couldn't help but consciously take off my clothes. From this, it can be proved that people's behavior is sometimes a lie, and they do not play cards according to their inner routines.

Well, since it's all off, what are you waiting for? Come on!!

The moment I poured the shampoo into the palm of my left hand, a paralyzing pain instantly penetrated through the palm of my left hand, pulling my brain out of a big exclamation mark!

My pupils, dilated by the sudden stimulus, could only be used as a supporting role, silently watching all this happen.

I took a soft, deep breath to soothe my slightly uneasy feelings. Well, it's okay, it's okay, why don't you just take a cold shower? It's not like I haven't taken a shower, although the temperature is a little lower today......

When I gently touched the water in the bucket with my right hand, a piercing paralyzing pain ran down my blood like poison between the nerves of my whole body, and the whole person was awake! What tiredness and sleepiness from the night shift were gone! Only the whole body was slightly trembling.

I continue to give myself courage and cheer up! Why don't you just take a cold shower? Generally, it is cold first and then warm, and it is good to endure the cold in the first stage......

I took a deep breath and threw water on my head with my right hand.

The water falls, the chills are cold, and the heart is hard to love.

The piercing paralyzing pain pressed against my head tightly, and the feeling was so intense, and I was living so really! This is not death, the ancients had a saying that "the cold head warms the feet". What can really warm people is the warmth of the soles of the feet, not the warmth of the head. If your head is too warm, you get a fever, okay?

After washing my hair, I finally entered the most shocking and courageous stage.

In my world, as the saying goes, I don't take cold showers, who takes cold showers? If you want to be healthy, take cold showers every day. (For men, women are more suitable for warm water)

Well, I'm brave. For the first time, ......I was brave enough to splash ice water on my body like crazy without doing a warm-up exercise before taking a cold shower in the winter!

So what? well, woo woo ~ woo woo ~ That kind of "cool" feeling is really "cool" to the realm of entering the heart and lungs! My whole body is shaking, and the skin where the ice water flows through it all gives goosebumps horizontally! Even the six lower abdominal muscles in my abdomen are stimulated to stand out! Then, with the light of the bathroom glass on the door behind my back, I can see the heat bubbling from my body! Well, there is an illusion of power! Imagine that I feel like a real-life version of a Dream Saiyan! Yay!

It's just that when I look at my good Chinese brother who is dependent on me, I don't know how to calm his emotions......

Ice water, although it made me strong, but it made him weak in an instant. It stands to reason that the plan of the day lies in the morning, and the morning should be full of strength and vitality. Why did my painting style change as soon as I took a cold shower?

I touched his head and said to him quietly, "You have to be strong, you know, and you can't be weak and retreat because of this cold." You must know that there are still many feats that you need to accomplish in the future! After all, you are the second male lead! So, you have to exercise hard and not let yourself be so weak. As long as you can be strong enough to be on your own, your world will become very full and beautiful! Well, don't learn badly, you have to be a good person in the future, don't be a person who is harmful to society, you know? The most important thing is that you will always be my good brother, the best! I love you!"

Finally, I sang an adapted version of "Super Brother".

Whew, take a deep breath,!

You are electricity!You are light!You are the only myth!I only love you, you.are.my.super.brother!

Singing and singing, I feel like I've been brainwashed by my own adaptation......

Life is not without fun, even if it is just a bath, you can be very happy! As long as you are willing to live life with your heart.

I like to live like this, I'm a Sagittarius with sauce purple. Yes!