Like is always going on, but I don't know when to understand love and stop walking towards the world of flowers. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

Yes, during the cultivation period, you will also fall into the dream of "liking". Moreover, it is a little awkwardly dreamy.

There is a feeling that it is self-fending "thinking too much". And "thinking too much" is a feeling that seems to be true and false.

The girls I liked before liked were all very normal, but the girls I liked during this cultivation period liked them a little abnormally.

How is it not normal? Hmm...... She and I never said a word. Also, she should be considered a woman. And it's married, and it's still a character who has already become a mother. So, I like it so awkwardly!

She was the woman who worked across the street from my job. Actually, she's not very pretty. However, for the workshop I was in, she was relatively young, and she was a more pleasing looking woman.

I like her, not all because of her appearance. Also, feelings.

Usually when I drive the machine, I will sneak a peek at her. Sometimes, I have the illusion that she's looking at me too.

It's a delusion, but occasionally it's true. Sometimes, she does look at me. But as soon as our eyes collided, I would immediately shyly withdraw my gaze and continue my work in a cranky way.

Originally, I thought that I liked watching her just because of the novelty. However, every time she walked past me, I was awakened by her!

When I first started paying attention to her, I didn't know that she was already a married mother. Because, she looks about the same age as me.

Later, Rui solved a lot of questions for me.

Rui is a person who likes to communicate, and through his network resources, he learned that she is from Guangxi. And I also know that she is married and has children. Her mother-in-law and her husband's eldest brother also work in our workshop.

Once, a new employee came, a middle-aged man. Brother Xia asked me to teach him how to drive a machine tool.

In the process of teaching him to drive a machine tool, I will also talk to him and get acquainted with him. He is from Guangxi. But what I didn't expect was ......

He didn't learn very well, and I was afraid that he would make a mistake, so I kept an eye on him and helped him correct it by the way. I've been teaching for a long time, and I'm getting a little impatient. I kind of want to get angry at the rhythm......

And for some reason that day, she often looked at me, which made me think crankily: Although I am handsome, you can't look at me like this.

It wasn't until I got off work that she suddenly came to me.

I was a little embarrassed to let my heart beat faster, what was she doing here?

When she called the middle-aged man "Dad", Nani?!

I was stunned for a moment! He's her father?!

No wonder she often looks to me. I should have talked to him more so I might have gotten to know her better.

A variety of thoughts, like a fly constantly squatting in my ear.

I thought that when I went to work again, I could also learn about her from him. Who knows, as soon as he went to work, he asked to be transferred to another department.

That nasty coincidence is so nasty!

Why did she have an influence on me? I really don't know......

I didn't sleep at noon, so it was easier for me to doze off when I went to work in the afternoon.

However, when I'm sleepy, I look at her. If you find out that she also looked at me, then ...... Immediately, the spirit was a hundred times greater! Zhou Gong or something, all of them disappeared!

In my cultivation, she may be a stunner gifted to me by God, bringing me endless motivation.

It's a pity that you can only watch from a distance and not play with it!

Heaven has arranged it really, really, really, greatly!

What is a cultivator cultivating for?

And what is it growing up for?

And what is his life for? For his dreams!

Yes, dreams, but at the time, I didn't even know what my dreams were.

There were too many dreams when I was a child, and they didn't have a serious taste, to put it bluntly, they could only be regarded as a wish on a whim.

Without direction and yearning, how can there be hope in life? How can there be motivation in cultivation?

In order to explore my own heart, I often talk to myself and often keep quiet by myself.

What exactly is my dream, and what kind of dream do I want?

I thought about a lot of what I liked and hoped for...... However, none of them are the most agreeable.

One day at noon, because the inspiration was good, I quickly wrote a song. At that time, I felt very, very happy! At that time, I seemed to see the shadow of my dream.

Looking back at the road of my growth, what has I never thrown away? It has been with me no matter what stage of growth I am in.

So, yes, I combined all the little dreams I had from my childhood to that time and I had a new big dream! My real dream is...... Secret.

After that, everything I did revolved around my dreams. Hence my motto: Nothing is in vain.

Yes, I believe that everything I do can be turned into nutrients for the flowers of my dreams. Despite being stormed or trampled......

For the sake of dreams, I only see dreams in my eyes. In order to dream, I always spend more time improving my art. For the sake of my dream, I don't even miss the time I work. For the sake of dreams, I don't care if my body is exhausted.

However, that was wrong! It is extremely stupid and irresponsible to pursue dreams too much and give up other normal necessities! Later, I missed an opportunity to improve my skills, and I began to understand......

After working for two months, Brother Xia talked to me: "Jin Long, you have been working here for two months, have you learned anything?"

I was a little self-righteous and replied, "I learned how to drive a machine tool." ”

Brother Xia said to me a little seriously: "Driving a machine tool is something that ordinary employees can do, and you should learn how to program from a technician." Learning a skill well is good for you. ”

I nodded awkwardly.

Brother Xia hopes that I can stay after work every night and learn to code for an hour.

If I didn't have an art field, maybe I'd be happy to learn to code for an hour every night after work. Unfortunately, I love art more than technology.

When I first decided that I wanted to learn to code, I was able to stay and learn to code every night. But after a few days, I couldn't hold on. Because it gives me a lot less time to improve my art, and sometimes I have a good idea, but I am interrupted by learning to code. Therefore, I only learned the technique of "two days of fishing, three days of drying nets".

In this way, a new employee came - Wei. Wei is a big boy who came out of college for internship, and mechanical and electrical engineering happens to be his major.

He also learned to code. However, he studied diligently. Every night after work, he would stay and learn programming for two hours. And, stick to it.

As a result, I learned earlier than him, but not as well as him. So, he was soon promoted to technician. And I, in a daze, stood still.

I began to reflect, is my time allocation not coordinated?

Later, although I realized that I was indeed too artistic, I did not change. Because I still hope to focus on art, supplemented by technology, let art stand first, and then let technology arise. I naively planned to do so, but I didn't know that in the future I would disrupt my plans and get out of there. As a result, I didn't learn the technology, leaving a regret. Only now did I change that so-called plan......

Although it was more artistic at the beginning, it was very happy!

The louder the noise in the workshop, the happier I am!

I would love to have to take turns, because I could dance.

There's no place to take a nap, and I'm happy because I can write songs.

For me at that time, art was almost always around me.

While other cultivators only focus on the cultivation of work, I only focus on the cultivation of my own art. Therefore, I always feel that I am different and that I am special to me!

Maybe it's really attractive to people! There have been a lot of new employees, but they didn't survive for two days and left. And the ones left, although there are few, can be chatted very closely.

There is an eighteen-year-old new employee, his name is Peng. Chubby, with a voice like Xiong Er, is a cute child. He was the first person there who would call me "Dragon Dragon". I love this cuteness, I love it!

Bobo and I were already talking to each other at that time. He changed his cold face and said to me sullenly: "Sao Nian, let's take a look at it by dancing." ”

Then, I'll just twist my ass twice. He laughed like a fool......

And Wei, I like to say the phrase "Nani?!". And my "Nani?!" was infected by him. Whew......

Although they are not a necessary factor for me to cultivate, they have brought me a lot of happiness and made me a little happy in my cultivation.

Dreams, in fact, can come with a lot of beautiful people and things.

It's just that I didn't understand it at the time.

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