Chapter 171: The First Step 471

There is a certain amount of truth, but I don't think it's just "there is some truth" at all, on the contrary, I take it as the truth. I can't tolerate other people's refutations, but I often refute myself at different times.

What is not allowed is not that others refute the truth, but that refute my sense of existence. It doesn't matter what the truth is, as long as you can make the character feel presence, then it's a good reason.

It's simply prejudice, it's artificially distorted. Whatever the content that makes some sense is nonsense, it's. They wanted me to choose between a binary opposition, but no matter how I chose, I was already in a false position.

In other words, they have taken falsehood as truth.

What are these things for with a certain amount of reason? It's not the truth, and I don't know what makes me weigh it up, I really can't think of any use for these shit things other than brushing up on the character's presence.

I don't want to live, the character must die, and the words and deeds of brushing the sense of existence are to affirm the authenticity of the character. Without me, the role of Yuan Changwen is just a presentation of picture elements, and it has nothing to do with me.

There are no obstacles, no deception, all of them are the presentation of picture elements. Killing is a matter of personal preference, and there is no evidence that a killing can lead to truth.

And there is only real existence, only infinite existence, and these unreal limitations are like dreams. It's just a presentation, it doesn't exist.

There is no me, but I am running around for this role, and I think it's funny when I think about it.

Whenever I talk about surrender and resignation, I will subconsciously accept my fate together in the future. Perhaps it is the meaning of the words themselves, that recognizing fate is simply acknowledging that it has happened, and that which has not happened is only an option once it is resigned to it.

I'm poor now, there's nothing wrong with that, I'm poor. This is the end of resignation, and the rest is the choice, that is, the distortion in the brain.

And what happens to those who are destitute, that's not something I know. Finding a rule that everyone can agree with and enforce is.

Whether the character surrenders or not, goes with the current or against the current, it's not a big deal at all, and it doesn't matter. It's all the presentation of picture elements, without the slightest importance.

Does this mean that I will always be in poverty? Or do I not reject poverty, and then poverty will accompany me for the rest of my life?

Since I don't reject it, it doesn't matter if I'm poor all the time, the question doesn't arise at all. Only those who do not want to be poor all the time will think that being poor all the time is a terrible disaster.

What should I do to get out of poverty?

I do not know. The assumption of this question is that one's own actions can really change something, and the way things work can really receive heroes.

No matter how hard you try, you can't get out of poverty, can this kind of thing happen? Is it more than understanding? More than what is called science?

It's just a product of emotion.

Or, if you don't really do anything at all, and then you have an inexplicable series of good fortune and get out of poverty, what can't happen to such a thing?

Can my actions really make an impact?

It happens this way because it can only happen this way. The so-called "opportunities are reserved for those who are prepared" is just a rhetoric of fear, just wishful thinking.

Yuan Changwen suddenly found that most of what he learned in school was a fearful drag performance. Moreover, the school and society do not see anything wrong with this at all, and continue to educate from generation to generation.

Emphasizing hard work, emphasizing struggle, always being ready, and constantly enriching oneself is ultimately fear. Of course, there is nothing wrong with that, after all, the elements of the picture are presented this way, so what is wrong?

If the opportunity comes and I am not ready, I will naturally miss the opportunity.

This possibility is just a fantasy of oneself and does not exist at all. Anything happens because it can only happen this way. There isn't a glimmer of possibility, "possibly" is just a twist in the mind.

So, do you still have to work hard?

The twist in my head always likes to ask this kind of waste question, how do I know.

I don't have time to bother with these waste issues, or to sort out rules of thumb on how to live a better life.

Unreal is unreal, why should I follow the pull of emotions? Those fears, those worries, all nonsense. I didn't even understand what I was going to kill.

Would I treat everything as an element of the picture? No, because I can't do it. Moreover, to achieve this state is to kill in itself.

Yuan Changwen felt tired, and it seemed that he shouldn't have waded into this troubled water at all. Unfortunately, this possibility simply does not exist.

If there is a causal relationship, then the "possibility" is just an illusion caused by not knowing enough about oneself.

Without causality, everything is a direct representation of the elements of the picture, and the so-called possibilities are simply wishful thinking.

Yuan Changwen wanted to die very much, and nothing could hinder his death. Want to explode, want to shatter, let it all come to nothing.

There's nothing worth grabbing, the existence of the character itself is fake, what are you still struggling to do?

Positive and negative coping are noise.

I thought I was fighting, but it was just a cross-dressing show of fear. Fighting for fear of poverty and fighting for a simple desire to fight are completely different things.

Yuan Changwen found that it was already difficult to understand some words, and he had to think carefully about other people's words to understand. It seems that the characters are collapsing, and a series of the gadget skills that come with the characters are disappearing.

If you are no longer willing to continue thinking, you are no longer willing to believe in the distortion of your mind, and you may end up being mentally retarded. A mentally retarded person who is pretentious and arrogant, but does not feel arrogant at all.

Very powerful to refute any words, but can not give any constructive answers, only "I don't know".

If you don't have money, you won't have a so-called social status, and you may just be a madman at the bottom of society in the eyes of others. Thankfully, I don't need to be believed. It was as if the whole society had taken a step back, from a state that tightly wrapped me around me to a distant picture background.

It's like the social context in the game.

The tide of society, the mainstream of society, various NPCs are busy and have super high intelligence and emotional intelligence. These seem to have nothing to do with me, and they will not be cared about or affected.

My opponent is not fear, and I don't need to prove whether my words and actions are derived from fear. Perhaps, any result that is weighed by a distortion in the mind can be said to be born out of fear.

Perhaps, it really should be dead, right now. ()

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