Sunday, October 10, 2010 was sunny

Today I made an appointment with Dr. Shi to meet, the place is still that remote country park, I really don't understand why she goes to that place every time, just because she likes the lawn there? Anyway, none of this matters.

As soon as I met Dr. Shi, she asked me, did she think about the things she asked me to think about last time, in fact, this question is completely redundant, do I still have a choice? Xiaoting's injury is so serious, she may have to spend her whole life in a wheelchair, she can't even take care of herself, and she doesn't even have the ability to speak, who can imagine that a beautiful girl who has just passed 20 years old will have to live like this for the rest of her life in the future?

If I didn't know Xiaoting, if I didn't know how to drive a motorcycle, if I didn't go to Baoquan Mountain to do any competitions, Xiaoting would definitely have a happy life completely different from now, but now all this is completely destroyed, and the culprit is me. Therefore, no matter what kind of conditions Dr. Shi prescribes, it is impossible to scare me, I don't have money, I just have a motorcycle that is worth some money, and I directly gave her the car keys;

Dr. Shi once again emphasized to me that she is a witch doctor who does not have a medical license, and she is engaged in some unscientific witchcraft, especially that I will pay the price for Xiaoting's recovery, let me think about it carefully...... Okay, I know she's scaring me, things have come to this point, and I can't care about any science or not, after all, this doctor Shi has created miracles of reviving dying patients many times, I don't believe her, who else can I believe? Xiaoting's injuries have been sentenced to capital punishment by experts from provincial and municipal hospitals......

After that, we went to the central hospital to find Xiaoting, but we went early, Dr. Shi had to wait until noon to treat Xiaoting, so we found a place to sit down and talk nonsense, she asked me a lot of previous things, how I met Xiaoting, how I was injured...... Anyway, I don't want to wait for a minute, I just want to heal Xiaoting's injury quickly, but Dr. Shi must wait until noon, maybe she has a point, and I can only be patient and gossip with her there. I said that my mouth was dry and finally looked forward to noon, the two of us went to the ward to find Xiaoting, I haven't seen Xiaoting for a week, her parents look at her every day, as long as I get close, they will come to drive me away and scold me, hey, this is also what I deserve.

Today is particularly smooth, maybe her parents have something to go out, we met Xiaoting very smoothly, she is obviously thin, and her spirit is not good, she quickly pretended to be very comfortable when she saw me coming, in fact, I knew that she was afraid that I would blame myself after seeing her painful appearance. But can I not blame myself? Can I still be a human being if I don't blame myself?

Then Dr. Shi started her treatment plan, to be honest, it was really unscientific, if I want to say that it was witchcraft! Moreover, I didn't expect her to cut my and Xiaoting's palms and tell the two of us to shake each other's hands, okay, except that it hurts a little, it's not bad, at least the two of us can be together like this, even if it's the last time.

When Dr. Shi recited the incantation, I really began to wonder if she was a doctor or not, but when I saw the glowing bead slowly entering the top of Xiao Ting's head, I had nothing to doubt anymore, maybe it was really unscientific, but the feeling of something flowing from my palm was definitely not fake, I watched Xiao Ting's face become more and more ruddy, and I myself felt cold to death.

At this time, Xiaoting's father came back and separated me from Xiaoting without saying anything, and I felt as if a part of my body had been cut off and left on Xiaoting. Of course, it must not be the body, it should be something like spiritual power, the so-called things that can be felt, but cannot be touched, just like what Dr. Shi later told me about masculinity, three souls and seven spirits and other unscientific things.

I and Dr. Shi were kicked out, at that time I felt that I was weak, I couldn't breathe evenly, and I couldn't see the face clearly from a meter away, so I quickly called Huzi and asked him to pick me up, after all, my car was already Dr. Shi's, and I couldn't even stand on my feet, and I couldn't drive a car.

Huzi ran really slowly, and I sat on the bench and waited for half an hour before this guy came to pick me up, and Dr. Shi saw that someone picked me up and went back by himself. After resting for so long, not only did I not feel relieved, but my head became more and more dizzy, and I was dizzy more than drinking too much, I didn't know how I got on Huzi's BJ2020, and I didn't know how to get home.

When I woke up, it was the middle of the night, and I felt better, but I was still very weak, and maybe I should take a leave of absence from my boss tomorrow...... Huzi bought me some food and left it on the table, but I didn't have any appetite at all, I just wanted to know how Xiaoting was doing, it was too late to call now, wait for tomorrow, I hope the legend of this doctor Shi is true. I wanted to go to take a shower and come back and then carry the bed board, but when I looked in the mirror in the bathroom, Nima startled me, my hair was all white, my face was full of wrinkles, and I looked like I was dozens of years old, this is not scientific! Could it be that Dr. Shi always said that if I want to cure Xiaoting, I have to pay a heavy price, not to scare people?

But after thinking about it, since there has been a change in my body, it means that Dr. Shi's set of spells is working, maybe Xiaoting is already fine now, thinking of this, I am happy again, anyway, I can't sleep, just turn on the computer to write a diary, and then play CS for a while, and take a day off tomorrow to see what I should do.

Monday, October 11, 2010

Cloudy I was woken up by the boss's phone call this morning, the boss's roar directly pierced my eardrums, almost broke my phone speaker, but I was very grateful to him, because I was having nightmares at that time, first dreamed that I had become a goosebump-haired withered old man, and then became a strong martial arts eunuch in Dongchang, and finally became a male and female Dongfang undefeated, was stabbed in the heart by Xiaoting's sword, I shouted Xiaoting You don't know me anymore, but she twisted the sword a few times...... At this time, the boss called and finally rescued me.

The boss was about to explode at me, because today the customer wanted to come to the company to see the poster and album cover I designed, but at the critical moment I was at home. But when he heard me answering the phone, he allowed me to rest at home, and he said that he thought it was my grandfather who answered the phone, so I asked for it......

In fact, he must have thought that I was indeed terminally ill and blind, and if I died in the company, I would be counted as a death in the line of duty, and this guy was afraid that I would pay a pension to my family, phew!

Although I don't have to go to the company, I also have to contact customers on the Internet, read the manuscript to the customer, and when I got up, I found that the pillow was full of my lost hair, and a handful of it fell on the pillow, fluffy and large, I wiped it, is this the legendary ghost shaving head?

I hurriedly ran to the bathroom to look in the mirror, this photo is not important and almost scared me to death, your sister is me, this is the ghost!!The hair on the top of my head is like a dog gnawing, a long hair here and a bald there, and the wrinkles on my face are almost catching up with the Great Rift Valley, this is not counting, I took off my clothes and looked at it, wiped ...... The skin on my body was drooping and loose, as if my musculoskeletal had shrunk overnight, no wonder I felt that something was wrong, and when I looked closely, I realized that I was at least half a head lower than before! So much so that all my clothes became larger, my shirt became a trench coat, and my trouser legs had to be pulled up several inches to wear them.

It seems that Dr. Shi is really not scaring me, all this is true, she once said that there will be "unforeseen consequences", after my hands with Xiaoting and Xiaoting were forcibly separated by Xiaoting and her father, even Dr. Shi didn't know, what would happen to me in the future, hum, now I know the answer, no, maybe all this is just a beginning......

Okay, I must admit that I was a little scared, but compared to the six months after the car accident, I blamed myself every day because of Xiaoting, wanted to cry without tears, and couldn't die, I still feel a lot more relaxed, after all, I paid the price, I deserved it, at most I hung up, and I was relieved, I dare to say that for so long, my heart has never been so peaceful as it is now.

People may encounter a lot of regrets in their lives, but I was able to get a chance to repent this time, no matter what monster I will become, I must thank Dr. Shi. When I think about it this way, I feel relaxed, liberated, completely liberated. So I went online to read the manuscript to the customer, opened QQ and saw that the guys in the group were there, so I asked Huzi to contact Xiaoting for me to find out if Xiaoting's injury has improved, after all, my current appearance is really not suitable to appear in front of Xiaoting, if I call, my voice will also scare her, and Xiaoting's parents have been monitoring her and not letting her answer my phone.

My client is very easy to talk to, the other party is the head of the planning department of a new company, in fact, it is a little girl, the planning department of the new company is her alone, directly responsible for the vice president, the students who have just left the school have little experience, and it is very easy to deal with. I fooled her in three or two clicks, and she couldn't be the master anyway, and she had to type out the design sample to sign it for the vice president, so I passed the test temporarily.

At this time, Huzi called, and I hesitated for a moment but answered, mainly because I didn't want him to hear my voice. Sure enough, as soon as I opened my mouth, I scared the tiger, so I let his little sister talk nonsense, and pick the main one to say. Then Huzi told me that he called Xiaoting and turned off the phone, so he drove his broken BJ2020 and ran to the central hospital, and when he went to the inpatient department, Xiaoting had been discharged, and he heard from the nurse that Xiaoting was on crutches and walked out of the hospital by herself!