Chapter 64: Fever (64)
What is the original intention?
Personal understanding: initial mindset and purpose.
Well, the beauty of the original heart is like the birth of a new world in the heart.
However, under the complexity, it is difficult to keep the original intention.
The world is getting better and better, and nature is becoming more and more colorful. However, behind the splendor, there is a lost heart that is hesitating, or drifting with the tide, or stagnating, or low eyebrows and melancholy.
I thought that I could grow old with my original heart.
But who knows, creation makes people, and as we walk, we are separated.
If I lost one of my original intentions, I found another one, and if I lost it, I found it again......
only to realize that he was so "flowery".
When I was a child, I copied the lyrics of pop songs to my notebook, simply hoping that I could hold this book and sing at the lyrics in the future, so that I could not only find memories, but also let myself have my own songbook.
As a result, mobile phones are becoming more and more popular, and it is already very easy to listen to songs, and the lyrics are also available, and there is no need to copy them at all. So, the notebook was forgotten. At the same time, the original intention at that time was also discarded.
When I was a student, I began to create records for myself, and the records that made me happy had nothing to do with others. For example, if you write a lot of poems, write a lot of songs, and draw a lot of pictures, as long as you see the number increase day by day, you feel comfortable accumulating and are full of anticipation for the future.
However, the proliferation of the Internet makes people feel that they can be seen by others. So, in order to attract the attention of others, I began to write some statements that cater to the taste of the public, or exaggerated, or pretentious. And when others are not interested in the slightest, they will feel lost in their hearts, so they will slowly stop writing poems, songs, and paintings...... The loss is not only the mood at that time, but also the disappointment of discarding another original intention in order to cater to others......
Well, the original direction was in heaven over there, but I was attracted by the human world halfway and turned around, and after arriving at the so-called "human world", I found that it was a hell that was very good at disguise.
Until the moment the truth is known, it is already difficult to turn back.
It's like accidentally stepping into a swamp that sinks your body down, and there is no one or thing around you that can save you or save yourself.
What is lost is already lost.
Don't try to copy, there are no two leaves that are exactly the same in this world, and there will be no two original intentions that are exactly the same.
No matter how similar it is, the feeling will not be the original feeling, and even the happiness that is copied will be spoiled.
The original intention is like the first love, when she is there, you don't cherish it. She's gone, it's useless for you to shout at the heavens and the earth, and you're still like a madman.
Of course, if one day, you keep other original intentions under the chaos, then when you look back at those original intentions that you lost because you don't know how to cherish them, you may be relieved.
The original intention is no longer there, but the expectation of the original intention has always been there.
If it's really the original intention, I want you to get better!
What was my original intention in writing this thing?
Well, I really hope to write down my growth, and in the future, it can become my autobiography step by step. It's just that at first, I chose to write with the girls I liked. But I didn't expect that part of the reading era turned out to be the most exciting part of my book.
But that's okay, at least I'm still writing.
I wish I could keep my mind calm and not stop writing just because no one was paying attention. After all, I didn't write this for anyone else, I wrote it for myself.
Finally, write something fresh.
Some time ago, I commented on my cousin Jie's WeChat talk.
What she said at that time was a bit sad, and it should be related to feelings.
So, I poured a bowl of "Chicken Soup for the Soul" for her with the optimism that I thought I could save others, but I couldn't even save myself, hoping that after she drank it, it would be effective.
As a result, she barely drank it.
As for the effect, she barely played it.
She replied: I don't want to be in my relationship now, I only focus on getting rich.
Me: That's not bad, then try to be a charming rich woman!
She replied: It's good to get rich, but I don't dare to think about charm.
Me: Since you want to get rich, let's make it more beautiful!
At that time, I was suddenly surprised, hey, let's make the rich more beautiful!
Naturally, I created such a sentence that sounded pretty beautiful, well, it's still good to communicate with people more.
So in the end, I made a beautiful wish: to make the rich more beautiful!