Chapter 198: Going Home
After dozens of minutes, Su Yan finally returned to the downstairs of the house that Jiang Meng bought.
It's just that he looked at the 'home' that had brought him endless warmth and emotion a few days ago, but he didn't dare to approach the past at all.
It's as if those few short stairs are some kind of terrifying abyss.
He lowered his head slightly, looked at his toes, his lips were pursed until they turned white, and there was not the slightest blood on his face, and he couldn't lift his steps.
He didn't know how he should face Jiang Meng.
When he sat in the taxi, he was still a little anxious to go home, and it was not until now that the door was close at hand, that he couldn't help but think about it.
Should I confess everything directly to Jiang Meng?
No, this can't......
As early as when he was in the hotel, he had already thought that he must not tell Jiang Meng what happened to him last night.
It's not that he doesn't believe her, he's just afraid of losing her.
That's really it......
That's why I didn't want to confess this matter to her.
But in this way, will he really be able to continue and take this relationship seriously in the future?
Is he really qualified to be with Sister Jiang Meng when he is so dirty?
Not only is it difficult for him to let go of his own heart, but it is also unfair to Jiang Meng.
Moreover, even if he wanted to hide everything that happened to him last night, Jiang Meng had a high probability of seeing it.
And then, what to do......
Thinking like this, the boy suddenly raised his head and found that he had unconsciously walked to the door of the house.
In an instant, his heart trembled violently, and a layer of cold sweat broke out on his back, and he turned around and wanted to leave here quickly.
He wasn't ready to face his lover.
But after Su Yan turned around, his movements stiffened.
Because, he remembered that there was a monitor above his head.
If Jiang Meng was at home, the scene at this moment would have already been seen by her.
At this moment, the door behind Su Yan was suddenly opened, and a woman's figure appeared.
"Words ......" Jiang Meng said softly, his voice was extremely hoarse.
Hearing such a familiar shout, the young man only had the thought of 'leaving' in his mind, but he was afraid that Jiang Meng would notice something unusual, so he could only turn around slowly and stiffly.
Then he looked up at Jiang Meng, and the whole person was stunned.
Because, the expression on Jiang Meng's face was very haggard, there were some black marks around his eyes, and there was a faint trace of blood in his eyes, obviously he hadn't slept all night, and his spirit was always in a state of restlessness.
"Yanyan, where have you been? Jiang Meng spoke again, and even his words began to tremble a little.
"I've been looking for you all night, and I've been to many places where I haven't found you. If you don't come back, I'm going to call the police right away. Jiang Meng said, and the end of the words even brought some crying.
By the end, her eyes were already red, and a tear slipped down the corner of her eye.
It is said that her daughter doesn't flick when she has tears, but Jiang Meng, a big woman, left tears at this moment.
Seeing this, Su Yan felt a slight pain in his heart, and subconsciously opened his lips and said, "I'm sorry, Sister Jiang Meng......"
Before he finished speaking, Jiang Meng suddenly reached out and hugged him, a tight gesture of reluctance to let go, as if he wanted to integrate him into his body.
"I'm the one who should say I'm sorry, it's me who didn't protect you, I'm sorry, Yanyan. Jiang Meng blamed himself, and a few tears slid down his cheeks and dripped onto the young man's neck.
Hearing this, Su Yan's eyes instantly turned red, and he could no longer restrain his emotions, so he completely buried himself in Jiang Meng's arms and cried loudly.
"Sister Jiang Meng......"
The young man didn't expect that when she went home and saw Jiang Meng for the first time, she didn't question him, nor did she let him confess, but took the initiative to apologize to him.
This is his lover, this is the person he loves.
It turned out that what Sister Jiang Meng said was all true, and she would really love him forever.
She didn't abandon him because of that.
There really isn't......
At this moment, the despair, fear, fear, and worry in Su Yan's heart all flowed into tears in Jiang Meng's words.
Then, it may be that Jiang Meng's behavior proves her love for him, or her behavior touched him, making the young man cry for a while, and after slowly raising his head in her arms, his lips slightly open, he was going to tell her everything that happened to him last night.
He wants to tell his lover all the truth.
He really couldn't hide this matter from Jiang Meng.
Moreover, only by confessing it can his heart feel much better, and he can continue to love her wholeheartedly as before.
But Jiang Meng seemed to sense Su Yan's thoughts and stopped him.
"Yanyan, you don't need to say anything, you don't have to tell me anything, I believe you. Jiang Meng said softly.
Su Yan was stunned when he heard this, and tears flowed out of his eyes even more uncontrollably.
It's just that while he was strongly moved in his heart, he still regenerated a lot of panic and panic.
He kept hinting that he shouldn't think about it, Sister Jiang Meng loved him, so he said this.
But there was another voice in his heart telling him that Jiang Meng was worried that after he learned the truth, he would no longer love him, and then abandon him, so he didn't let him speak.
Since the truth is cruel, it is better not to know the truth.
Thinking of this, Su Yan's face suddenly turned pale, and his heart was also quietly cold.
He buried his head in Jiang Meng's chest, so that the latter did not see his face.
The two hugged and returned home, and after listening to each other's heartbeats for a long time in silence, just in each other's arms, Su Yan suddenly said, "Sister Jiang Meng, I want to go back to my room." ”
Jiang Meng was stunned for a moment, then nodded and said, "Hmm." ”
With that, the young man stood up, reluctantly squeezed out a smile at Jiang Meng, and then hurried back to his room.
And after Su Yan completely returned to the room, the worried look on Jiang Meng's face quickly turned into an indifferent expression.
Did the boy think that this was the end of the matter?
Of course it can't be, it's just now, it's not yet time for a showdown.
At this moment, Jiang Meng is more concerned about how long Su Yan can last after the onset of drug addiction.
One day, two days, or three days?
Jiang Meng stared at the phone, after Su Yan returned to the bedroom, he buried his head in the pillow crying and crying, and there was only a faint sneer on the corner of his mouth.
The next day, the two continued with their previous lives as if nothing had happened.
Su Yan's heart was originally very uneasy, but after seeing Jiang Meng smile gently at him as usual, he was completely relieved.
On the third day, what Jiang Meng was looking forward to happened.