May 2016 was a lucky month for me. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

So, what does it mean to be lucky?

Well, from my point of view, what the heart wants, dreams are true, that's luck.

Some are lucky to be in the right place at the right time, and some are lucky to get the world they want through hard work.

My May, very idle May. Being free means I have a lot of time to do what I want.

However, too much time is not necessarily a good thing. Because there are many and indiscriminate, indiscriminate and disgusting, disgusting and not knowing how to cherish. Unless, there is something in your heart that you are very passionate about doing.

My love has been exhausted, and my heart is a pool of lifeless stagnant water.

I suddenly feel that it is also a happy thing for people to find their love in their lives. I used to think I had found it, but time has proven it for me again and again, and I thought too much......

When I first wrote the first draft of "The Girls I Like", it was true that I had an unprecedented enthusiasm for writing in my heart, but the other things I wrote afterwards had a kind of tedium haunting my heart, and the enthusiasm was gone.

When I first started to experience the feeling of traveling alone in college, the enthusiasm for travel was hot in my heart, even if it was just a big park, my heart was very happy. As time proves the law, I have traveled to many places, and finally even my enthusiasm for travel has become numb. Even though I went to that country to see Angkor Wat, one of the four ancient civilizations of the East, and even to Bali, Indonesia, which I longed for since I was a child, I found that the happiness in my heart was far less than when I went to a big park by car for the first time in college.

When I started teaching myself to draw, even though the drawings looked awkward, I was very excited! Well, I had more than 200 drawings and my painting skills had improved. However, every time I finish a painting, I feel only a trace of joy. Despite the fact that the painting is better than the previous one......

The days when I wrote songs in my second job were the most enthusiastic, and when I was at work, when the melody inspiration drifted through my head, I would try to keep repeating the melody in my head until after work, because I couldn't play with my phone at work. I like it so much that I even give up my daily nap, even though I am likely to "fish" when I go to work in the afternoon. But at that time, the melody inspiration was in my mind like rain, but I ignored it. It seems that I can't find the motivation to write songs anymore......

Dancing too, in my third job, I would even jump from time to time when I walked. Every night after work, I look in the mirror, turn on the music, and dance. Even though I don't know what I'm dancing...... At that time, although I could still jump, my enthusiasm was no longer ......

I had so much enthusiasm that the time I had for that enthusiasm was squeezed out of my overall time, from work time to rest time......

At that time, there was a lot of time, but there was no enthusiasm, boredom, and boredom. It felt like a waste of time.

Time is free, and laziness will become more and more rampant. I'm so lazy that I haven't worked overtime at night for almost two months. When something suddenly requires me to work overtime, I feel very uncomfortable. Too much time and not knowing how to use it well can easily cause a person to develop bad habits......

Since May is so free, and my enthusiasm is becoming more and more numb, how can I be considered lucky?

The luck that Sagittarius carries with it has led me to watch several popular movies that I want to watch, such as "Charlotte's Troubles" and "The Dragon's Quest". Also, I finished watching the TV series "Forensic Pioneer 3" that I didn't finish watching at the beginning. All of these require a strong wifi signal. And I personally can't control these things, unless it is objective providence that helps me.

In those days, I had several work difficulties in a row, and I thought that I would be busy with headaches before I went home. Unexpectedly, when I faced them one by one, the difficulties were eliminated without hindrance! In addition to my own luck, I also needed to dare to face it myself without escaping. So, very quickly, he sat comfortably again......

Heaven has given me plenty of time to do what I want to do and what I have to do. Well, my spiritual world must turn normally, otherwise, I will become very depraved and my life will be full of darkness.

However, I had a hard time finding my feelings. Even if you feel it, it's hard to do it. It seems that there is always a need for a motivation to drive me......

Well, so just when I was hesitating, I made a mistake at work and was scolded by Sister Lina. In an instant, the motivation to write came!

Halfway through the book, her anger at me dissipated normally. It's as if she didn't scold me.

So, I'm lucky.

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