Chapter 764: The First Step 164
What else is there to kill?
Nowadays, even slashing is something that hinders my view of the world. But I'm not done yet, so why should I stop killing?
How do I know I'm done?
I don't know, but if I'm still having doubts about whether I'm done or not, then I'm not done yet.
Having said that, though, it feels like the distortion in my head has begun to loosen. Although many times you still rely on the distortion in your head to weigh and think, it is more about being able to find yourself relying on the distortion in your head.
After those twists and loosens, it is obvious that the whole person is collapsing. What was once believed, what was once believed, what was once recognized, what was once considered sacrosanct, and what was once not even realized at all, has all become loose.
I'm not going to claim to be free from my fears, and I'm not going to say I've broken the template character. After all, how do I know that I have done this? Maybe, this is still a lie? Right, I still haven't touched the truth, so it means that the character of Yuan Changwen is still in a binary opposition.
Therefore, it is in vain to declare anything.
I remembered my favorite phrase, "Look, I'll just say it!"
It's really good to think about it now, even if you say it right, even if you say it correctly, even if you predict it accurately, this kind of emotion can only explain one thing.
That is, what I said is not accurate at all, so I am so happy after I am right, so I will share it immediately after I am right, and I want the world to know that I am right.
If I always say yes, why would I be so happy? Just like I've always said, "I'm going to pee in a minute," who's going to preach, who's going to show off, who's going to worship the one who says that?
Because the distortions in the mind are limited, it is impossible to be omniscient and omnipotent, and naturally cannot make any effective judgments about the future. That's why after occasionally saying it right, it seems so happy and eager to show off.
Ouch, poor Yuan Changwen, was he so humble in the past? Why didn't he feel humble in the slightest? Why did he once want to work hard to improve his ability to predict? Why did he once see this kind of person who was accurate, and he admired it instead of despising it?
It's amazing...... Fart!
Cognitive upgrades, these things can only be useful in a false duality. Any behavior of a plump character is the opposite of slashing. What's more, this fear-based cognitive escalation is obviously to control life, and it is just a trick of template characters.
Not afraid of life, to put it lightly, how many can do it?
Ouch, why am I still thinking about others, am I a person who cares about the public? If that's the case, then I won't leave the empire, let alone the family I created. Without me, maybe the family would have suffered a catastrophe.
Yuan Changwen smiled slightly, but he didn't have any fear, and he didn't even have the urge to go back to help the family. It seems that it is not his own family at all, and those clansmen do not seem to have anything to do with him, and there is no nonsense that blood is thicker than water.
Scumbag!
If anyone can judge themselves, then I can definitely only get this title. But who can judge me, who is qualified to judge me, and what is the criterion for evaluation?
Where does that thing come from? Is it just because the saint said something, just because most people agree with it, that thing can be the standard of evaluation?
Shit!
Okay, at least not the anger and madness that it had before. I remember when I first learned about this, I was in a state of madness. It feels like I've been deceived for so many years without realizing it, and it feels like I've never suspected these issues.
Like a fool, he set up a brainwashing program, and then he kept accepting all the messages. After any news comes out, he accepts it almost without hesitation, and uses it as his latest self-definition and a talking point to show off.
Even if he is the first person in the empire, even if he has said, "The current information is too messy, and it needs to be screened well" and the like. In fact, there was no screening at all, I just chose what I wanted to believe.
Because all the truth is not reasonable, and all opinions and opinions are one-sided, then whatever I choose to believe, in fact, I just believe what I want to believe. It has nothing to do with whether it is true or not, after all, the real is infinite, how can these limitations be expressed?
Any truth is a limitation, and there is a contrary reason. How can this apparently dualistic opposition have anything to do with reality?
Therefore, the choice of the whole truth is like choosing a camp in a game, and there is no need for logic and reason at all, just choosing the truth that you are willing to believe. What is there to show off about this choice, and what is there to convince others.
Embarrassed!
In this way, almost all mankind, including the character of Yuan Changwen, is in my irony. What I believe is unreasonable. The truth I'm defending is no more true than the game camp.
So, what exactly was I doing in the past?
So, what is there to keep in mind?
So why should I continue to believe in the twists in my head?
Ouch, once you see it, it's hard to continue to believe. Even if I become a loser, well, I'm a loser and a madman. Believing in the distortion in your head is no better than believing in a piece of shit, and sure enough, it's shit again, and it seems that your own shit sect will definitely develop one day.
Who knows, though?
Really, I don't want to continue to believe in the twists in my head, those illogical and groundless affirmations, which are not qualified to control my life. The most ridiculous thing is that for so many years I have believed in the truth in my head and have been acting according to the truth in my head.
Is it true that I am so mentally retarded that I can't even see such a simple truth?
Such a simple truth does not need any analysis at all, as long as you look carefully, you can see it. That said, the twist of the character has become so powerful that I can turn a blind eye to these things, to make me blind to something as simple as that.
It's horrible, it's so simple that I can't see it. In other words, the character doesn't want me to see it, and I'm willing to follow the character and not see these things.
Tsk, I'm a kid. What adult wouldn't see it except that a child doesn't want to see that it's a game? and what adult would refuse to admit that Dragon Quest is just a game?
Haha, if a group of small children play Dragon Quest in the park, then the adults will find that there are other things to do in this park, not just Dragon Quest. At this time, the template character has been broken and become a custom character, which is no longer limited to the setting of Dragon Quest.
And to cultivate to the real is to accidentally walk outside the park.