26 The desire to love each other2

"Mr. Ren," Han Che stopped him, looking a little nervous, because he was worried that Ren Pingsheng would not listen to him, he didn't dare to pause, and quickly walked up to him and said his purpose for today: "Bring Guangxi to dinner today, I originally planned to watch a movie with her after it was over, and I booked my movie tickets in advance." I didn't expect her to be allergic to alcohol, and now that she is like this, I would have liked to take her to the hospital...... But Guangxi didn't want to go, so I sent her home. โ€

The general situation of the matter, in the phone call just now, Han Che had already explained it again, Ren Pingsheng stopped, still listened to him, and said, "You are very honest, this is very good." โ€

After Han Che heard the response, he continued: "I plan to confess to Guangxi after watching the movie, or after watching the movie." He hesitated for a moment and said, "I hope that after this incident, Guangxi can give me a chance......

Ren Pingsheng noticed that when he said the latter sentence, his eyes were fixed on Guangxi in his arms. "It's a matter of Hihi. Ren Pingsheng said: "She doesn't have many friends, so she cherishes it extraordinarily, you don't have to worry that she will hide from you." If you have time to ask her out more, she will be willing. After speaking, he raised his wrist, glanced at the time, and said, "I'm bothering you today, Uncle Li will send you back later." โ€

Han Che wanted to say something more, but Ren Pingsheng had already embraced the girl and walked into the back room. He was a little confused about what kind of emotions Ren Pingsheng had for Xu Guangxi, if it was love, how could he behave so calmly towards him without a trace of hostility. But if it is family affection, just treating Xu Guangxi as a relative, how can he be so gentle and meticulous.

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It was probably the night wind that blew away the dark clouds, and the moon came out of the clouds, and the bright moonlight fell on the house, illuminating the ground white.

Ren Pingsheng helped her into the house, and the door behind her closed automatically.

"Ren Pingsheng?" she sensed that it was him, and she called his name. Due to allergies and drunkenness, her body was slightly hot, and her breath had a faint smell of alcohol. "Hmm. He replied to her, his voice soft. Her room is on the second floor, and the road leading to the second floor is a spiral staircase. He put one hand around her back, squatted down slightly, pulled one arm into her thigh, and hugged her horizontally. Move gently so as not to alarm her. Mitsuki fell asleep deeply, felt a trace of strangeness coming from the base of his thighs, opened his eyes slightly, and muttered to himself: "Are you going to drive me away again?"

What is she afraid of? Ren Pingsheng's heart is like a sponge soaked in water, being kneaded repeatedly, and he feels a slight pain. "Xixi, Uncle won't drive you away, this will always be your home. โ€

The right hand locks the left hand and climbs on his neck. Her voice came to his ears intermittently, as thin as a mosquito: "Don't you want to be with her, okay? Do you know that I love you too." Without any warning, without any trigger, the words came out of her mouth, shattering the peace he had tried so hard to maintain for so many years.

"I've been in love for so long......" These words, only in dreams, she dared to say them. All along, she was afraid, afraid that as soon as the words came out, she would be rejected by him, and she was sent to the United States for three years, she was afraid for three years, and she really didn't dare to make a mistake.

Ren Pingsheng held her with his arms firm, his slippers stepped on the wooden plank, and the sound of footsteps swirled on the empty staircase, like a chord, striking the silence of the night.

The door was open, and Ren Pingsheng carried her into the room. His room, he hadn't set foot in since he had sent her to the United States three years earlier. In the row of bookshelves at the door, there is a pot of orchids, which are in good bloom. In fact, Guangxi doesn't love orchids for ten minutes, just because he likes it, so he also learns from him to raise orchids and appreciate orchids. Looking up, you can see several rows full of books, which are the books he bought for her from childhood to adulthood. After so many years, there are some books that she no longer needs, but she is not willing to throw away any of them, neatly and chronologically.

Walking further inside, I came to her bed, where there was a photo on the bedside table of him and her skiing in Hokkaido one winter, a rare trip between them, and they spent a total of ten days outside. When she came back, she said that she would go to Hokkaido again in her lifetime. He also said at the time that she could come whenever she wanted, but who knows, until now, he has not been able to spare time.

After Ren Pingsheng put her on the bed, he reached out to turn on the bedside lamp, but felt a resistance - her hands were still around his neck, and her left hand was holding the fingers of her right hand, clenching it tightly. He had to prop his elbows on the head of her bed so that he could just lean over and match her tight hands.

Pitch dark night. Moonlight crept into the room, illuminating her face slightly. Leaning over and looking at it like this, it was never closer before, the tip of the nose was against the tip of the nose, and the breathing was entangled, as if the next second, the two were about to touch each other.

Ren Pingsheng looked at her slightly frowning brows, and couldn't help but stretch out a hand, wanting to soothe her discomfort. It wasn't until her consciousness seemed to relax a little that he broke her fingers away, but suddenly felt a sudden force in her neck pressing him against her. Then, a very soft tenderness hit the lips and tongue, as if suddenly an electric current came and went straight to the brain, and after that, it was a long time of warmth. He gradually adjusted to the heat between her lips, closed his eyes, and kissed deeply. The elbow resting on her pillow reached down behind her ear, caressing her cheeks and hair. Between each other, there is no longer a single gap, close to each other.

The wind outside the window blew softly, and there was the sound of the leaves of the sycamore trees falling one after another.

Her brow furrowed deeper, and she breathed very slowly. It was like being in the wilderness of a winter night, feeling the heat of that cluster of sparks, and she was reluctant to let go.

Ren Pingsheng would like to be like her at this moment, half asleep and half awake. But after all, it can't. He looked at her face and looked at it as if tomorrow she would be a bubble and disappear. There has never been such a choppy and irrepressible desire.

Don't you love it? How can you not love it. But can he? How can this girl, whom he regards as his adopted daughter, shamelessly covet and possess her?

Finally, he let her go and held back his so-called desires. It's just that he doesn't know that he's going to lose her too.

It was only after he had left that she felt the itching sensation caused by the alcohol allergy. She sat up from the bed and shrank back when she heard the wind outside the window, as if she felt a little cold. What happened just now was intermittently engraved into my mind, like a black and white film, mixed with snowflakes, unclear, like a dream. She didn't have the strength to think any further, so she pulled out her pajamas from the cupboard and went into the bathroom.

Ren Pingsheng knew that he wouldn't fall asleep again tonight, so he brought the door for her. Holding on to the handrail, I walked down the stairs along the road I had just come up.

The moon is very big tonight, and after Nanjing enters the rainy season, it is rare to see such a clear night sky. He turned on the garden lights, changed into his clothes, and plunged headlong into the water.

Suddenly, the water poured into the ears, blocking the eardrums and blocking the sound of the outside world. The cold water around him made him sober up a lot, and he swam to the other side in one breath.

The blue water of the pond shimmers like fish scales in the moonlight.

Diving deeper into the bottom of the pool, the pool water blocked his eyes, ears, mouth and nose, and the pressure under the water made him breathless, and he felt the pain of suffocation, and let the pain stimulate every nerve in his body. I don't know how long it took before I floated up and breathed heavily.