Chapter 152: Heart Barrier

Both children are bitter children, but Chen Liquan is a descendant of the working class after all, and the teacher and the labor propaganda team have to be more or less scruples on the surface. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info plus Chen Liquan inherited his father's open-minded and generous temperament, never take things he doesn't understand, he only listens to the master's words on weekdays, and he should hide and let go, so he can still resist in such a predicament.

And Hong Yanwu is really miserable.

First of all, it is everything he has experienced now that reminds him clearly of the scene when his home was raided and his parents and relatives were beaten together.

In the past, he once misunderstood his parents, thinking that his father was too weak and his mother was too timid. But today's pain made him fully understand the horror of his parents, and also understood what his presumptuous ignorance of the world meant to his family. I also understand that as people like them, there is no difference between weakness and bravery. They simply can't stand up to the whole power. To survive, to live, the only option is to be weak and give in.

But on the other hand, understanding this made him feel even more frightened and afraid from the bottom of his bones. The contrast between the pain forgotten in the past and the pain in the skin today drove him mad and put him in a state of extreme panic and pain.

Therefore, for a long time, he had nightmares almost every day and night, dreaming of himself being executed by many "red five" classmates. Either some people carried him into the reservoir or pressed him into the oil pot, and some people even used knives to cut his flesh little by little. And he always wakes up with loud shouts, and wakes up covered in cold sweat.

Secondly, Hong Yanwu has also grown up, and the arrival of puberty has made him both sensitive and heartfelt. And since Chang Xianzhang made him fall in love with reading, he has become more and more fond of thinking about problems. Even in the books he had read, there were no answers to many of his current doubts. But the more he couldn't figure it out, the more he loved to drill the horns.

For example, he didn't understand that in the past, when the school was turned upside down, the teachers were beaten like three grandsons by the children of the "Red Five". Now that feng shui has turned back, why do the teachers still like these "red five categories", but they are so fierce to people like him who have never touched a finger of them?

In addition, "Huozi" and the second brother of Heizi are both players who advertise themselves with "righteous thin clouds". But shouldn't all those really good men sympathize with the weak and hoe the strong to help the weak? Then why did the "Huozi" actually kill him, but the second brother of the sunspot was unwilling to stand up for him? Could it be that they are all just talking about it, and have no pity at all?

But why did Yue Fei, Yue Yun, and Zhang Xian die unjustly in the Fengbo Pavilion, and why did Song Jiang, Li Kui, and Hua Rong succumb to death in the Tatewo. Isn't it good to be a hero?

If these are the ancients, that's fine. But why is it that even Yu Ye himself is cowering, and only hangs the words "endure humiliation and burden" on his lips all day long? What a great grievance is this!

What's more, in the current era, artillery and tanks are the mainstream, and in vain Yuye said that "platoon fighting" is so important when he teaches art on weekdays, but this thing still can't make him outnumbered, no matter how well he practices, doesn't it still make people fall down!

From this point of view, perhaps Yu Ye strictly forbade them to fight with others, originally because the old man was bragging, and his so-called "kung fu" couldn't beat people at all. So how useful would he be if he learned all the skills of the Jade Master? Moreover, he is still a deceived fool!

In addition to these, Hong Yanwu also has a series of questions about family origins that Hong Yanwu can't understand. He couldn't figure out how big his family's problems were, and he was openly declared an enemy by almost the whole society.

What is even more difficult to say to people is that he knows that he shouldn't, but because he has been repeatedly insulted and bullied at school. He began to develop a resentment towards his family, resentment of why he had been born into this family, resentment of why his father had not gone away, resentment of why his mother had not separated himself from his father. He even treated Chen Liquan better than him because the teacher and the labor propaganda team were better than him, and gradually, he didn't even like to see this friend who shared the hardships with him.

But how did all this happen? Why is there a difference between black and red when they are the same people?

Are his parents really guilty? Have they really done the evil thing of exploiting the people and sucking the people's fat and ointment? Why do the aunts, Uncle Deyuan, and Yuye always say that they are good people?

And also...... What will happen in the future?

Is this going to go on forever? Is he destined to live without dignity and by laughing at others?

Even if he tries to be a good person, will the title of "Black Cub" follow him for the rest of his life? When they grow up, will Izumi stop treating him as a friend?

In short, this series of troubled doubts and daily "inferior" life seem to constitute a huge pressure cooker, which detains Hong Yanwu's whole person and cooks in it. And this oppression from all sides made him unforgettable, and it also began to change his character. From then on, he quickly became taciturn and lifeless. Always gloomy face, in a daze when it's okay.

At the same time, because he was cautious and stubbornly regarded Yu Ye as a liar. Even when I practiced wrestling, I had no energy at all, and my daily practice became perfunctory.

is still the same sentence, Yu Ye knows how to teach his disciples how to strengthen their external limbs, but he doesn't know how to teach his disciples to break through their mental barriers and shape a strong heart.

When the old man saw Hong Yanwu's confused and depressed appearance, although he was angry, he was also saddened by his misfortune. In addition, as soon as a person gets older, his temper will soften, since he knows that it is useless to beat him, why do you have to compete with him, a person who has lost his soul?

Therefore, Yu Ye did not forcibly persecute Hong Yanwu in practice. And the only thing he can do as a master is to leave some bitter words, hoping that this apprentice can figure it out on his own and get out of his heart knot as soon as possible.

Yu Ye's words are like this, "It is fate to be born in such a family, then there is no way, you have to admit it! If someone is born, he is the master, but you are not, so you have to be willing if you are unwilling! But this is not the reason for you to mess around, we practice wrestling so that you don't fall down, even if you fall, you have to get up! If you are willing to be wasted for the rest of your life, old and dead, that's your business. But if you still have the ambition and think that one day, you will be able to stand upright, and you will be able to live like a person with your head held high! Boy, stand up for me! Practice hard!"

But it's a pity that due to the lack of trust, Hong Yanwu disappointed Yu Ye, he gave the master the most unproductive answer, and slipped down like mud......

Things often turn suddenly, and two months later, an unexpected incident finally touched Hong Yanwu greatly, and made his dry heart sprout a trace of vitality.

It was one afternoon during the winter vacation of the first day of the new year, and Yu Ye's house had just had lunch, when someone hurriedly knocked on Yu Ye's courtyard door.

Hong Yanwu recognized the person, this person was the second son of Li Yaochen, a friend of Yuye, and they should be called "Second Uncle" in terms of seniority. The intention was because the Li family came to make trouble with many rebels, and they came to ask Yu Ye to calm down the incident.

It turned out that a group of teachers and students came to the sports school, not only to say that Li Yaochen was a deceptive and famous, but also in the name of breaking the "martial arts superstition", to force the Li family to compete in martial arts. However, his real purpose was to get the news from nowhere, and he came to snatch the "Zhanlu" sword in the hands of the Li family.

Originally, according to common sense, Li Yaochen, who frequently went in and out of Huairentang at the beginning and accepted many apprentices, although he was over 90 years old, would definitely not be deceived by others. However, this is an extraordinary period, and Li Yaochen has been affected by the teaching and training of the 29th Route Army, and he has been sick in bed for a long time. In addition, the Li family's sons have very limited talent in martial arts, and their disciples have not been in the door for a long time, so it is difficult to have the power to protect the treasure. He sent a message asking Yu Ye to help, which was really a helpless sadness.

This incident aroused Hong Yanwu's interest quite rarely. Because although he doesn't really know the detailed history of the "Zhanlu" sword. From "The Biography of Yue", he knew that this sword was an ancient famous sword cast by Ou Yezi, and it was obtained by Yue Fei. But on the other hand, he was a little sneering at the words of this "second uncle".

Because I think that at the beginning, when he and Chen Liquan first apprenticed, they were taken by Yu Ye to meet Li Yaochen. And when Hong Yanwu kowtowed, he only felt that the old man lying on the bed was sick, and he didn't have any of the spirit of the legendary "Dart King".

Naturally, he was very disappointed in this, and he didn't believe that this white-bearded old man with a long beard was once a distinguished guest of the country's leader, nor did he believe how powerful his "Wuji Knife" would be. In addition, with today's outing, the contempt in his heart is even heavier, and he concludes that Li Yaochen is also a "liar" like Yuye.