Chapter 30: Stun her

obviously fits well on the return stage, but often before the end of the singing period, Lee Ji-hyun will be depressed and find that he is almost unable to wear it. The place that should be big is big, and the place that shouldn't be big is also big, so much so that it was nicknamed "Qiu Li" by a group of fake fans. In fact, eating nonsense all day long and not being able to control her mouth has a lot to do with her mental state, because women have a behavior pattern called "turning grief and anger into food".

Due to some villains, their combination has suffered a setback in their careers for two consecutive years, even if the six of them supported each other and gritted their teeth all the way through, but this momentum will always be dissipated one day. Li Juli was ordered to be in danger because of her mature and steady character, and became the captain of the group in the most difficult time period. However, she is just an ordinary person after all, and now everyone is worried about the future, and she is too tired to cheer others on while she is uneasy.

The pressure on his body was too great, Li Zhixian was already a little out of breath, but his mouth was too stupid and he didn't know how to express it, so he had to let these things continue to accumulate in his heart, becoming heavier and heavier day by day, "The two of us are really different, if I change it, I will probably only say that it is very uncomfortable, and I want to cry...... That's all. ”

Liang Baoguang smiled dumbly, but he was regarded as a pessimist after just two sentences, "When did I say that I was uncomfortable, on the contrary, life is meaningless, so we can give each other meaning, if life is meaningful, and this meaning is not in line with my interests, then it is embarrassing and embarrassing." ”

Li Zhixian's face was full of embarrassment, and he felt that Liang Baoguang made a good sense, but he didn't know why it was reasonable. She was born in Shumyung Women's University, which was founded earlier than Ewha Women's University, which focuses on women's moral education, just by looking at their school motto of "chastity and wisdom", you can know what kind of content is usually taught, and it is no problem to talk about anything else, but he has some difficulty talking about life, "You give me some time to sort out my emotions." ”

"People who come out to eat talk about what they do. "A thirty-five-year-old man and a thirty-one-year-old woman have long passed the age of worrying about the new words, and they are in a good mood and feel good, and if they don't understand, they won't say it, "Tomorrow will be tomorrow after all, we can just toast to today." ”

"Cheers to today. Li Zhixian picked up the coffee on the table and touched it with Liang Baoguang, many things are not easy to talk about to the people around him, the man sitting in front of him talks decently and behaves generously, it is undoubtedly a perfect tree hole (if you don't know, please Baidu yourself), luring her to keep approaching and falling.

When his mouth was broken, he looked like a tuberculosis with a problem with his head, but when he calmed down, he could also look like an old monk who practiced closed-mouth meditation, seeing that Li Zhixian didn't speak again, Liang Baoguang also watched quietly and didn't speak, just watched the people below come and go to let go of his mind.

Xu is nature is not sociable, and on most occasions, Li Zhixian either thinks the other party is boring, or is afraid that the other party will find her boring. But she did not want to endure the boredom of the other party, nor did she want to bother to make herself amused, so she became more and more silent. Every time I say to myself that being alone is the most relaxing, no need to be uneasy, no need to be entangled, but I can't deceive myself after all, having someone on the side, even if she doesn't say anything and just sits quietly, it makes her feel a lot better.

Countless evenings, lighting a cigarette and sitting in front of the transparent floor-to-ceiling windows, watching the skyline on the edge of the city in the distance slowly darken, feeling lonely, empty, desolate and helpless, feeling that life is being withdrawn from the body little by little. When the sky was completely dark, there was nothing left on the glass of the floor-to-ceiling windows, only her own shadow floating in the night, and she had to face reality. Lee Ji-hyun doesn't want to grow old like this, to be lonely, in her opinion, this is a hundred times more terrible than death.

This coffee shop on the boulevard gave Li Zhixian a different experience, she wanted to escape, she was afraid that she would be addicted to it and could not extricate herself, and she wanted to stay, afraid that she would miss the opportunity and regret it for life. Cats like to eat fish, but they can't swim, fish like to eat insects, but they can't go ashore, God has given many temptations, but they never let people get easily, so life is like a dandelion, it seems to be free but can't help itself.

Lee Ji-hyun struggled for a long time and finally secretly made up her mind, this time she had to try no matter what, she didn't open her mouth in the summer of seventeen years old, so she watched the cicada fly away, and now she is no longer a girl, she has no capital to come again, "How can you travel to Seoul alone?"

"Ha, you want to ask me if I'm married or if I have a girlfriend, no. Liang Baoguang laughed out loud, his words had already entered the realm of the grandmaster, how could he not hear the sound outside the strings, and gave a very direct answer, "Isn't it a little happy?"

"Hmph, you're narcissistic. Li Zhixian pursed his lips and glared at him.

"Okay, I'm narcissistic, but that's a plus, isn't it? "If you want others to like yourself, you must first like yourself, Liang Baoguang likes himself so much that he doesn't dare to look in the mirror for too long every time, for fear of becoming the Greek myth of Cassos starving to death in front of the mirror.

"According to you, it's not a good thing to be modest?" Li Zhixian doesn't think narcissism is an advantage.

"Isn't narcissism corresponding to inferiority, why is it still modest?" Liang Baoguang glanced down at the time, he also asked someone else to have dinner together, it will take a lot of time to go back to the hotel to take a shower and change clothes later, if you can't go back early, you will probably be late, "Anyway, didn't you say that you still have a job, it's no problem to sit here with me all the time?"

"Oops. Li Zhixian stuck out her tongue, she slipped out in the middle of the practice, she must have been discovered by the agent if she didn't go back for so long, she was very old in the company and couldn't be reprimanded, but she couldn't run away after being nagged, "This is my phone number, see you next time." ”

"I thought the big stars were going to sign for me, and I didn't have a Korean phone, so what was the use of just giving the number. Liang Baoguang watched Li Zhixian write a string of numbers on the napkin, smiled and shook his head, but the movement of his hand was not slow at all, and he folded it neatly and cherished it into his pocket, and his mouth was straight.

No matter from which point of view, Li Zhixian is an excellent woman, not only the body and appearance are the best choice, but also the character and morality are impeccable, he has always been deeply influenced by Master Ji Xianlin, there is no other hope in this life, only hope ......