Guangxi glanced at Han Che who was sitting beside him, and there was a hint of hope in Han Che's eyes. Yesterday, Xu Guangxi asked him to help her find a place to live, and she would not bother him for too long, and by mid-July, she would move to the school dormitory. Han Che was happy to help her arrange a place to live, and proposed that she could live in Qixia District, his grandmother's house, during this time.

Guangxi smiled, signaled him to rest assured, and turned to Ren Pingsheng, "Uncle, can we go out for a walk?"

The hospital is built next to the hill and retains some of the original trees.

On a summer evening, there are still some people who come here to exercise. Some of them were wearing hospital gowns and were probably hospital patients.

They walked along the boulevard, it had just rained, and the air was fresh. She was in front of him, untied today, and her hair was a little longer, down to the shoulder blades, draped over her back.

They walked one after the other, and occasionally, stepping over the stagnant water on the ground, he came to help her, but she avoided him and went on the other side. Since that day, she has been estranged from him.

"Xixi," Finally, he broke the silence and found something to say, "Your Aunt Ping'an told me about your situation, basically there is no major problem, you are very healthy." ”

None of this mattered to her, "You see the sky is beautiful." ”

Ren Pingsheng followed her line of sight: after the rain, the sunlight reflected through the thin air and clouds, refracting into different colors of glow. At a glance, the most striking thing in the desert-like sky is brick red, mixed with blue, gray, and purple that are as slender and fluttering as ribbons.

"Definitely. He said.

She stepped over the dead leaves beneath her feet. There are clouds, light, wind, and dust in the sky, and every day presents a different scene, but few people will stop, even if they look up, for a while, they will forget. They have spent so many cold and summer together, and every day is different, but there are very few times that they can really remember. It's always her waiting, at first she was waiting for him to pick her up at the school gate, and then she was sent abroad, waiting for the winter and summer holidays and the Spring Festival, hoping to return to China to see him, and then later, she came back, I thought I didn't have to wait any longer, who knows, there is another person next to him.

She thought that as long as she worked hard, one day, he would find out that only she could match him. But the matter of feelings is not a complicated calculation problem, she always thinks that she can solve it, but the result is that there is no solution.

A drop of rain dripped along the leaves of the camphor tree to the back of her hand, and she raised her hand to pick it up. "These days before enrollment, I wanted to go live outside. Han Che said that he could let me live in his grandmother's house for a while. ”

The trail of water quickly evaporated and was cool. After a moment's pause, she heard his voice, not more natural than usual: "Xixi, you are not comfortable living and want to go outside to relax? ”

She turned her head sideways and continued to take a few steps forward: "Do you remember the time you taught me to ski? The winter in Hokkaido was very cold, so we were in a rather primitive jungle, ready for tools, and gliding forward. I was scared to leave you and go skiing alone, and you said to me, 'Hee, you have to take this step, or you won't learn.'" I was still too scared later, and I didn't feel at ease until you pulled me, and I never learned. I don't want to, I'm going to rely on you all the time, when I want to see you, what you'll like me to do, everything is centered on you. The world is big, and I can't always stay where I am and wait for you. ”

"Hee-hee, you don't need that. Ren Pingsheng showed a look of regret on his face, "You are here, just be yourself in peace." Even if you can do whatever you want, I won't stop you or interfere. ”

"But it's become a habit," a sourness surged in her heart, overflowing into her eyes, and her eyes were sour, "Do you know that you are light to me." But there are days and nights in a day, spring, summer, autumn and winter in a year, and I can't guarantee that this light will always exist and surround me. ”

Ren Pingsheng looked down at her, his gaze was more real and focused than ever: "If you want, I can always be by your side." ”

She was stunned, almost moved by him again, smiled, and said, "But you have already made a choice." She avoided his gaze, raised her hand to wipe away her tears, and said, "You said that you love me, it is family affection and not love, I believe it and admit it." What else do you want from me?" dodged the question for so long, but it was torn open, mottled with blood.

There were tears on her hand, sticky, she held the hand, wiped away the tears, and the skin on the back of her hand was sharpened by her thumb.

It had been a long time since he had seen her cry.

Not far away, an old man was pushing a wheelchair, and his wife, who was sitting in a wheelchair, was helping to slide the tires with one hand in order to reduce his pressure.

Ren Pingsheng looked at her, he had known each other for many years, but he felt so strange at the moment. "I'm sorry Heishi. From beginning to end, all he could say was still the same sentence.

A wave of disappointment spread, almost overwhelming her.

Ren Pingsheng doesn't know, no matter how sorry he is, it can't compare to a sentence of "I can't bear you".

·

Ren flew to New York three days later to meet with Posner, president of AXA Capital, followed by the semi-annual meeting of CK Electronics.

On the day Guangxi left, Nanjing, which had been gloomy for nearly half a month, finally cleared.

Wu's mother saw her go back to the room to pack her things, and when she was going to go far away, she replied that she was going to go far away, Wu's mother felt dazed for no reason, and wanted to ask again, but she saw her zipping up her schoolbag, staring at a photo at the head of the bed, frowning, or taking it away.

Han Che was already waiting for her in the car, and when he saw her come out, he came over with a smile and carried the schoolbag on her back for her. She wanted to smile at him, but the smile was reluctant. As the car drove out of the boulevard, a large shadow fell to the ground, and she looked through the window to see the sky outside, and beyond the dense forest, the sky was very blue, too blue. A bird flew high and landed in the treetops, and in a few moments flew away.

Han Che's grandfather was a factory worker in Qixia's area in the past, and his grandmother was a music teacher in the factory school and lived on the Yangtze River. After the state-owned enterprises were restructured and the factory was demolished, they were assigned to the community in Xianlin. His grandfather passed away last year, and his daughter married out of town, and he couldn't go back a few times a year, leaving his grandmother to live alone all year round. His grandmother is old, but her spirit is not bad, she listens to plays and visits the park on weekdays, or teaches the little girl next door the piano, and her life is leisurely, but she is still full and interesting. Hearing that Han Che was going to bring a girl to live at home for a while, he was even more happy in his heart, and he packed up his room that morning and came out. Han Che repeatedly emphasized that he and Xu Guangxi were just ordinary friends, and his grandmother would understand, but Han Che was afraid that she would scare away other girls.