In the back alley of the bar, I stood in the puppet suit, looking through the perspective hole at the girl who was vomiting on me, and smelling the pungent smell of alcohol, I felt a trace of disgust in my heart.

"Gross!"

After the girl vomited all over my body, she held on to the door frame and gasped, just about to raise her head to speak, and spit out a big "wow", at the moment when she opened her mouth, I quickly took two steps back, and stood in the rain again, and I was able to avoid the filth that the girl vomited, the girl's hair was pink, and she was very enchanting under the light, so she thought it should be a wine girl or something.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry!" the girl felt my dodge and forced herself to apologize, looking up with an apologetic expression.

'Brush!'

I stood in the rain, and after seeing the girl's appearance clearly, the whole person froze in place, and my body was stunned.

'Boom'

The muffled thunder that exploded in the sky did not wake me up from my astonishment, I looked through the air vent, looking at Lin Xuan, who was wearing a wig, wearing revealing clothing, and being constantly shivering by the cold wind, my body couldn't help but start trembling, biting my lip tightly, and soon, my mouth was filled with a bloody taste.

"I'm sorry, I'm really sorry! When I went out, I didn't know that there were people standing here, and I really couldn't help it. After Lin Xuan apologized continuously, seeing that I still didn't respond, he took out a hundred yuan in his pocket and handed it to me: "That's it, you take this money, just when I give you the money to dry clean this set of clothes, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry! I'm sorry!"

Seeing the money handed over by Lin Xuan, I took a step back in a daze and waved my hand.

"This money is for you, you take it, I'm really sorry!" Lin Xuan saw my movements, stepped forward again, and stuffed the hundred yuan into my hand, the slender and white arm was instantly covered with raindrops, after stuffing the money into my hand, Lin Xuan shook his head vigorously, turned around, and walked back under the rain, looked tired and took out the cigarette in his pocket, lit one, and then reached out to cover his stomach, looking very painful, after a while, he reached out and wiped the corner of his eyes, with a stubborn face.

When I saw Lin Xuan before, the cigarettes she smoked were all women's cigarettes written in foreign languages, and the price was more than 200 a box, but at this moment, the cigarettes in Lin Xuan's hands were very simple, just the kind of Hongta Mountain that cost seven yuan a pack, seeing Lin Xuan squatting under the rain and smoking, I didn't feel that two strings of tears fell, I was distressed, I was really distressed.

"Xiaomeng, are you okay?" At this time, another girl came out of the bar, stood beside Lin Xuan and asked.

Hearing the girl's concerned words, Lin Xuanqiang squeezed out a smile: "It's okay, I'm just drunk too much, just take a rest." ”

"It's okay if you're okay, it's going to be you right away, get ready. ”

"Well, okay!" Lin Xuan heard the girl's urging, threw away the cigarette in his hand, turned around and walked back.

Seeing Lin Xuan disappearing at the back door of the bar, I finally understood, why a few days ago, Lin Xuan would say to me that the hotel needed to work overtime until twelve o'clock, and didn't let me pick her up, for a long time, she came to the bar to work part-time, but in the whole process, I didn't debunk Lin Xuan, just like I deceived her, I still worked in a café, I know, this kind of deception is full of kindness, and I can't muster up the courage to demolish her, I can't imagine what kind of expression Lin Xuan will have when I see me inside the puppet after I take off the mask, but what I know is that if I debunk Lin Xuan's lies, her dignity, will be completely torn apart by me.

When Zhang Zongliang and I first went to Beijing, we not only hurt Gao Lei, but also Zhang Lin, plus Min Yan in Longcheng later, these girls all made me a little disgusted with this kind of Fengyue place, but I really didn't expect that even Lin Xuan would actually embark on this road, think about it, this may be accidental, but it is more like inevitable.

When a man steps into the rivers and lakes, there are many ways to go, but if a woman steps into the rivers and lakes, it seems that there is only one way out after all.

As the back door of the bar was closed, the spring rain was like stepping on the brakes, and it stopped abruptly, and the raindrops that were still falling a second ago suddenly disappeared, I looked at the black iron door, took off the hood, and threw it into the puddle next to me, since I saw Lin Xuan's pale face, I was really desperate for life, in many film and television works, the struggle between lovers seems very beautiful and warm, but the reality tells me how fucking difficult it is for a bastard like me who has broken away from the rivers and lakes to live a normal life。

After a spring rain, the air became extremely fresh, and there was a refreshing smell between my breaths, I liked the air after the rain, but this time, I was very sad.

'Stomp!'

I stepped on the stagnant water and walked to the back door of the bar, leaned over slightly, picked up half of the cigarette that Lin Xuan had just thrown away, and took the mud on the cigarette holder into my mouth together, swallowing it in a big gulp.

The street after the rain was so clean that there were no cars or people, and the lights in the back alley of the bar were not affected by the rain, they were still flickering, and the reflection in the water was colorful, reflecting the lights and reflecting me.

Lin Xuan and I undoubtedly love each other, whether I cheated on her and I still work in a café, or she deceived me that I still play the piano in the hotel, it is because we care too much about each other, we don't want each other to worry about our situation, and at the same time we want to make each other's lives better, but after seeing Lin Xuan wearing revealing clothes and drunk and hazy, I really can't stand it, she went to the hotel to play the piano, which has made me feel indebted to her, and the nightclub work has touched my bottom line.

This kind of life shouldn't belong to her.

After a cigarette was lit, I threw the cigarette butt into the water and began to take off the puppet costume on my body, because the puppet was loaded into the water, it was already on my body, the more anxious I took it off, the more the dress seemed to be on my body, I don't know why, my emotions were inexplicably out of control, and I became extremely irritable.

'Tear La!'

I looked at the cotton all over the floor, and I was extremely disgusted, and I reached out and pulled the back door of the bar, which was locked, and then walked towards the main entrance of the bar with gritted teeth.

"Hey, you stand there!" The two internal guards at the door of the bar saw me wet and walked sideways in front of me: "Have you bought a ticket, just enter?"

'Whoa!'

After listening to the security guard's words, I reached out and took out more than 200 yuan in my pocket that had been standing together in the rain, and fell directly on the internal security guard, and then pushed him away, and was about to enter the door.

Seeing my move, the internal guard reached out and grabbed me: "...... you"

"Hey, forget it, this looks like I've drunk too much!" Another internal guard reached out to stop his companion, then picked up the money on the ground and walked over to the bar.

Lin Xuan's work is not the wine I imagined.

In the bar, the flashing neon lights are even more enchanting in the smoke, on the stage in front of the dance floor, Lin Xuan holds the microphone and sings softly, Lin Xuan's voice is very good, plus he graduated from the Conservatory of Music, so he is very professional in singing, under the stage, a group of young people who have drunk a lot of wine, whistle and scream from time to time, on the side of the booth, a bald middle-aged man, hooked his hand and called the waiter, whispered a few words, took out a few hundred yuan bills, and then the waiter picked up a bottle of wine on the table, walked to the side of the stage, rolled up the banknotes, inserted them into the mouth of the bottle, and shouted a few words to the stage at the same time。

Lin Xuan heard the waiter's shout, stopped singing, nodded slightly, and then bent down and picked up the wine bottle at his feet: "Mr. Liu at table No. 3 sang a song "Song of a Thousand Thousand Que" to the friends who accompanied him. ”

The words fell, the prelude to the song of Qianqianque sounded, Lin Xuan also frowned slightly, raised the wine bottle in his hand, I stood on the edge of the dance floor, looking at the bubbles in the wine bottle in Lin Xuan's hand, my fists were clenched, and my heart was full of powerlessness, at this moment, I really wanted to rush to the table of the so-called Mr. Liu, a bottle of wine smashed on his bald head, and then dragged Lin Xuan away from this place, but reason finally restrained the impulse.

If I do it, my evil anger can dissipate, but Lin Xuan will only make a fool of himself.

The flickering lights of the Di Bar were full of laughter, but for me, it was like purgatory, tormenting my people and my heart.

Looking at Lin Xuan, who was singing softly on the stage, I turned around and fled from this bar as if flying.

……

Half an hour later.

I stood in the lobby of the hotel where Lin Xuan used to play the piano, and looked at the lobby manager of the hotel with a shocked expression: "You just said that Lin Xuan has resigned for a long time?"

"That's right, it's been almost half a month. The lobby manager of the hotel looked at me and recalled: "About ten days ago, the departments of industry and commerce, fire and security, suddenly came to our store to check, that day, the manager of the store talked to Lin Xuan, I don't know what to say, and when the meeting was held in the evening, the manager told us that Lin Xuan resigned." ”

"No, when I came to look for Lin Xuan a few days ago, wasn't she still working here?"

"I don't know when you are talking about, but after Lin Xuan resigned, she still played the piano here for a few days, and she didn't need a salary, she said to the manager, as if she was going to take some art exam, and wanted to practice the piano here for a few days, so the manager let her stay here for a few more days, but those days, there was no salary. ”

After listening to the words of the hotel lobby manager, I compared the time before and after, and quickly found the problem, because the time of Lin Xuan's resignation coincided with the time when I left the café.

I thought that Zhou Hang would only deal with me, but I didn't expect him to do such a desperate thing.

I have forgotten how I walked out of the door of the hotel, I only remember that when I went out, there was only one belief in my mind, I couldn't bear the days like this now, even if I went out to steal and rob, I must not let Lin Xuan continue to live like this.