Chapter 82: I Want to Try to Be With You

After listening to Lu Yan's explanation, Qiao An realized that it was a false alarm.

Before Lu Yan and Qiao An spoke on the phone, the car accident on the ramp had already happened, and Lu Yan's car had already blocked the downward passage. Knowing that the rear was dredging the road and could reverse back to the elevated, Lu Yan estimated the time and prepared to get off the elevated at the next exit, but in the process of returning to the car, the mobile phone was accidentally knocked to the ground and crashed directly.

ā€œā€¦ā€¦ So, the sound I heard, is the sound of your phone dropping?" Joan's face was a little embarrassed.

"It should be. Lu Yan also smiled and nodded.

Seeing Qiao An silent, Lu Yan's heart tightened, he thought Qiao An was angry, because he didn't tell her that there was a car accident on the road that caused a traffic jam, which caused her to be frightened and fainted.

Just as he was about to explain something, Joan raised his eyelids, looked at him, and whispered, "You're fine......"

Lu Yan was stunned, he didn't expect the other party to turn this page over so lightly.

"At that time, I couldn't get through to your phone, I thought, I thought it was ......" Qiao An bit her lip, her eyes turned red all of a sudden, and tears fell out of her eyes.

Nightmares, bad news, brain supplements, had already crushed her at that time.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I should have told you...... I'm just, I just don't think I will delay the time to pick you up, so, so ......" Lu Yan hurriedly helped Qiao An wipe the tears on his face, and apologized incoherently, he had never seen Qiao An so fragile, and he was at a loss, and he blamed himself, "I should have told you, Xiao Xu just had a car accident, and your heart was already hanging, plus, plus your father is also ......"

When Qiao An heard this, her tears couldn't stop flowing down.

Lu Yan realized that he had said the wrong thing, and quickly apologized again.

Just when he was at a loss, there was a knock on the door of the ward, and the nurse brought the hospital meal prepared by the kitchen, which relieved the embarrassment of the two people.

After all the things were placed on the small dining table, Lu Yan realized that Qiao An was on a drip in one hand, and the other hand was still in pain because he broke free from the needle, so he suggested whether to let the nurse help.

Joan shook her head: "Come on." ā€

"I, me?" Lu Yan looked at Qiao An in disbelief, such an intimate move......

"Hmm. Joan nodded affirmatively again, acknowledging his status as a food porter.

Lu Yan took a deep breath, scooped a spoonful of porridge a little nervously, blew it carefully, carefully sent it to Qiao An's mouth, and kept asking if it was hot.

Qiao An's eyes are still a little red, lined with a slightly missing blood-colored face, looking a little pitiful, eating food at the right temperature in small bites, and she is like two people who were full of aura in the past.

After eating most of the bowl, Qiao An felt that she couldn't eat it, so she shook her head, and Lu Yan cleaned up the bowls, chopsticks, and small dining table and handed them to the nurse.

Looking at the time, it's almost eight o'clock. The drip is almost hanging.

Lu Yan thought for a while and asked, "The doctor said that he would be hospitalized for three days." You...... Would you like to find a caregiver, or someone to accompany you?"

"What about Xiao Xu and Aunt Gu?"

"Gu Xu's ward is separated from you by two rooms, and my aunt accompanied him all night yesterday, and let the aunt at home take turns to take care of him during the day, and my uncle will come over at night. ā€

"Gu Huai hasn't come back yet?"

"He'll be there tomorrow. ā€

"Oh......" Qiao An responded, then looked at Lu Yan, "So- can you accompany me?"

Qiao An's voice was very soft, and Lu Yan thought he had heard it wrong for a while, and froze in place.

The ward was very quiet, and the needle drop could be heard, Qiao An looked at Lu Yan, feeling a little lost in her heart, sure enough, it was the previous refusal that made him bruised all over his body, so when she realized her intentions, it was too late......

Sick people are always emotionally fragile, and after not getting Lu Yan's answer for a long time, Qiao An's eyes couldn't help but be slightly sour, but she still had a little unwillingness, and continued to ask: "Can you stay with me?"

This time, Lu Yan heard clearly.

It's just that he is still a little incredulous, but there is a faint expectation in his heart.

"Joan, you, you...... Do you know what you're talking about? You ......."

In addition to Joan's bed, there is also a companion bed in the ward. Even if they don't sleep in the same bed, they are in the same room. He didn't know if he could do the step of a decent man, but Joan proposed to let him stay with her?

Apparently just the day before, he thought Joan had accepted his heart, however, after kissing her, he was cruelly told that he would be wrong. She pushed him away and asked the driver to take him away from the hospital, and she didn't even dare to go home to live......

Now, but he offered to stay with her?

This made him constantly struggle between hope and despair, even if the other party was Qiao An, he would feel suffocated in his heart.

However, because the other party was Qiao An, Qiao An, who was a little sick and pitiful, made him hold back these hurtful words again, and licked his wounds silently.

Maybe it's because she has a fever and burns out......

Or maybe it's because she has been hit by bad news one after another and is on the verge of emotional collapse, so she hasn't thought it through......

Or, she wasn't sure if he really hadn't been in a car accident, thinking it was a dream, and she was afraid that when she woke up, she wouldn't be able to find him again......

Lu Yan kept making excuses for Qiao An's abnormal behavior, but there was always a faint hope in her heart: the eyes she had been staying on him, so hot, so sincere, was it possible, was it possible, was it really willing to respond to his feelings?

The pain of cutting flesh with a blunt knife is really torturous, but compared to her clearly giving him a refusal answer, such ambiguity always makes him feel that there is still a glimmer of hope, and there is still a trace of sweetness in the vast bitterness.

"I know what I'm talking about," Joan looked at him intently, as if she could look directly into the doubts in his heart, her voice was not loud, but her tone was unusually firm, "I don't say these things because I'm sick and confused. ā€

"So, then you're ...... What do you mean?"

Lu Yan found that his voice was a little trembling, trembling with excitement. He looked straight at Joan, looked at Joan's face, looked into her eyes, for fear of missing a little reaction.

Joan took a deep breath, her still slightly reddened eyes full of persistence and determination: "I-I want to try to be with you. ā€

Try, try?

"I haven't accepted other people's feelings, but, but I—I don't know why, you're so important to me that I don't feel like I can accept losing you. I know it's not fair to you, but, if you want to – I want to try to be with you, and that's probably the only thing I'm willing to make, the love of feelings. You, would you like to?"

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