Chapter 568: Cultivating to the Real 198

What do I want this body for?!

This body belongs to the role of Yuan Changwen, and it is manipulated by the character at the moment.

Excuse me, what am I doing here? Watching the characters play with me?

And those thoughts, those behaviors, those self-righteous opinions, all belong to the characters!

It's a fart relationship with me!

I've always thought I'm in control of my thinking, I've always thought I'm in control of my own thinking and behavior, right, I'm an adult, can't I control that?

But it's not me at all!

That's the character thinking, the character controlling, what does it have to do with me?

I'm that background, watching the characters think, watching the characters choose.

Shit!

What you see with your eyes is false!

What am I doing with my body? What am I doing with my body?

Why isn't the character dead yet, why is he still controlling me?

One-sided?!That's right, I'm one-sided, I just think that love and family are false. You don't agree, no problem, it's my business!

You think everything is love, no problem, love and family are all beautiful. It is also one-sided, you can also identify the beautiful one-sided, and think that my explanation is a whitewash, whitewashing the beautiful love and family.

Fine, why should I care what you think?

False, all false, all of them must be killed!

Die, go die!

The character is always in control, and I know, I can't kill you, so how about ending this life?

This one, I count you as winning, how?

Without a body, how can you be arrogant?

The body, the mind, the consciousness are all yours. I want to see, how do you exist without the dependence of the body?

Isn't it? Isn't it controlling me? Isn't it all kinds of tricks? Isn't it amazing? Isn't it deceiving me like playing with applause?

Come on, everyone die together, come on!

I'm not going to die, that's for sure. Only characters can die, I don't even know what kind of existence I am, what kind of death are we talking about?

You're dead.

Not later, it's now!

After nothing, nothing is slowly killed, just like that, let you follow the flesh and disappear together.

Arrogant!

Why don't you speak?

Keep tempting me, keep fearing me, keep deceiving me, keep playing with me?

Shit!

How long can you control? How long can you exist?

One minute, two minutes?

I withdrew my mental power, and my body was directly exposed to the strong pressure of the sea, and it was impossible for me to survive. Even if he had a physical survival instinct, he had already suffocated by the time he surfaced.

Besides, it's still a question of whether you can float to the surface of the sea!

How do you make me not angry?

Controlling me for so many years has made me run around like an idiot, following my self-definition. What success, what career, what peak, what responsibility, what love, all are false.

What's even worse is that these self-definitions are not set by me, but picked up by others!

Why do you still have a face to control me?

Tell me, what's the point of being alive? to see the character pretending, to see the character's fear, to see the character's ebb and flow?

I'm not interested!

Anyway, I'm going to die soon, character, you speak, why don't you refute it?

Isn't the usual deception very powerful? Aren't those tricks ingenious?

You have the ability to stand up!

What is false, what is not real, will eventually disappear.

It's something that doesn't exist in the first place, why is it so?!

Contort me to an unbelievable degree, what else is there to discuss?

Slash?

I'm so crazy that I'm trying to kill you?

Isn't it just to get rid of you, it's good to die, what to do with your body?

The reason why they want to kill you is that the characters are deceiving, a subtle misdirection.

"You see, after killing the character, you are free, you can get rid of fear, you can enjoy life, complete freedom, complete expansion, and enjoy every minute to the fullest. ”

This Nima is the character's deception!

Who is this part, this part that wants to be kept after the slaughter is over?

It's still a character!

Okay, let's die together, satisfied?

Don't speak in front of me, oh no, you should be given a chance to speak. Come, come, speak, deceive me!

A piece of shit.

Tell me, what are you doing alive?

Those honors, those show-offs, those experiences, none of them are mine!

It's all about the characters, and I'm still complacent with these things.

"Look, how good I am, the first person in the empire, you can't do it. ”

Bah!

What else?

Character, I'm like a buddy now, and I'll talk to you a few words from my heart.

Haha, why don't you die? Haha, die, die.

Oh, time flies so slowly now, sure enough, before dying, it's all back to the light, and then time passes super slowly.

Perhaps, it is the speed of my own thinking that has become faster.

What are you? a meaningless mass, all of which come from other people, from society. What else is there to catch about this kind of thing? What else is there to be awesome about?

I don't understand it, I was so easy to deceive at the beginning, and I went with the flow like an idiot.

"Everybody's like that. ”

Why should I be like everyone else? Who let this stuff get in my head?

"I want this, I want that", "I'm this person, I'm that kind of person", "I care like this, I care like that", "I have to be this, I have to be like that." ”

Character, you TM have a good time with me, huh?

Set a goal, "This society must have money", an unfounded affirmation, and then I TM just foolishly believed it.

"Life has to be like this, it has to be like that. ”

I'm telling you now, the character must die!

That's it, nothing else, any other goal is false.

Killing characters is my only goal of survival.

Of course, now this goal is useless, because we are all dying.

Haha, finally ended this inexplicable slash.

Again, this one, you won.

Anyway, I'm going to die, and the characters are going to dissipate anyway. Look, for so long, the character didn't make a sound, didn't use any moves.

Hey, is it so sluggish? It's not like your style!

Haha, in this case, the character will eventually dissipate. Also, the unreal does not exist, and the real never ceases to exist.

Is this a belief? believing that "characters will die, I won't die".

How do I know I'm not going to die? I don't know, haha, I'm pretending to know again. Perhaps, I will die. Who knows?

It's not important, anyway, I'm not the role of Yuan Changwen, and my current body belongs to the role. I just exist, I don't know what kind of existence it is.

Since I am not a character, why does the character control me, why does the character control me, why does it occupy my life?

All my choices are based on fear, and it would be better to end this life early.

Character, goodbye.