What arrogance!

Deny all the classics, deny all authority, deny those divine will from God.

Yuan Changwen laughed at himself, what can't he do? Who can find himself and beat him up? No, this world has nothing to do with me, and I don't believe that these words will become bestsellers.

In fact, maybe there is no official at all.

Who would want to look at this stuff, a bunch of shit, full of emotions, something that doesn't help life in any way, who wants to watch it?

So, I'd better move on.

If the top of the mountain is the end, then all the classic books are the signs, and all the teachers are just showing the way. What's more, a signboard points to another sign.

What am I doing? Holding on to the signs? Interpreting the signs in a different way? Standing in front of the signs, preaching out loud what they mean, and then not moving forward?

"Look at how well these signboards are written", "They are really broad and profound, rich in philosophy", "Look at this, quoting scriptures, it is very good to explain the true meaning of these signs"......

Where will a person who is on the road stand in front of the sign, and who will stand in front of the sign and preach loudly?

Climbing to the top of the mountain, those paths are dangerous and secluded, who will accompany them, and even, there is no road at all, because few people set foot on the top of the mountain. Those who gathered in front of the signage did not go on the road at all, but were content to read the sign.

Because on the road, you need to slash, you need to hurt the character, and you need to discard everything you think is real. Who will have nothing to do to kill family affection? Who will take the initiative to kill mercy with a joyful attitude?

Alone, walking on the mountain road, lonely and hesitant. The most important thing is that as you walk, the person will slowly disappear. Because truth can't tolerate falsehood, the top of the mountain does not allow characters to exist.

So, in the end, who made it to the top of the mountain?

No one.

"I exist" has always been there, and nothing is greater than "I exist", better than "I exist", more powerful than "I exist". In other words, "I exist" has never been hidden, never disappeared, and has never been kidnapped and bound by something, who has this ability?

If the so-called soul refers to the essence of human beings, there is such a soul world, and the soul will return after death. Then, if there is Zhang San's soul and Li Si's soul, even if the soul is full of all the goodness in the world, it is also false.

Even if there is only one soul in the entire soul world, and all of us belong to the same soul, then the area where the soul is located is in opposition to the soul itself, which is also false.

If the character exists, it must be false.

So, what kind of state is it?

I don't know, it's clear that all metaphors are going to be invalid here. Because all metaphors are in the dualistic world, and my understanding is limited to the dualistic world. When I compare the real to something, then the infinite has become a limitation, it has become a falsehood.

Therefore, the classic books are all false and must be killed.

It doesn't matter who said anything, whether the dead man said it or not, even if he did, even if he was resurrected and stood up right now, it would be useless to say it again. The words that come out are themselves false. The words that are written are also untrue.

Why, then, do I have to hold on to these books, to the teacher's teachings? and then try to stuff myself into the teacher's teachings to see if I have done it right.

How many people will boldly and generously admit that they have completely surpassed their teachers?

Modesty is a virtue, and this artificially distorted view still affects me. If I had the chance, I would have to write a story where people never knew modesty, and certainly didn't know what arrogance was. Then the protagonist enters this world, quite uncomfortable, because the protagonist's values and outlook on life are conflicted.

The teacher is fake, and I'm going to go to the truth, well, maybe never to get to the truth. But at least, I can't keep holding on to anything false. Including characters, worlds, family relationships, teachers, and the like.

What else is there to kill? The unreal does not exist, it is nothing more than one's own imagination, it is completely one's own illusion. What can the character do when he no longer uses his emotions to cling to this shit?

Yes, there is still so much beauty in this world, why should I kill myself? My mother is bitter, I am filial, what's wrong with the joy of family? What is wrong with working hard and trying to make money to support the family, and the family is happy? Anxious and irritable, so I go out and wander among the mountains and rivers, isn't this good?

Yuan Changwen suddenly laughed, "The family is happy", it seems that this description will subconsciously make people think of a couple with a small child, playing happily on the grass. So, what about the couple's parents?

It doesn't matter, what is false is false, and no matter how touching it is, it cannot change the nature of falsehood. Does it make sense? What is the point of this kind of killing? The carefully planned dream is deprived layer by layer, and there is something wrong with the brain.

It's hard to enjoy dreams, it's hard to become a completely different person, it's hard to be a good person this time, and a bad person next time, so why bother if you have to pierce this dream?

The point is that the character can never go to the truth, and if it can go to the truth, there will inevitably be no character. So, what is this thinking doing now? If the killing is over, then this thinking will also dissipate, what is the point?

Yuan Changwen opened his arms and let himself fall into the depths of the lake. With so many chapters of slashing, I knew it was meaningless from the beginning, but I just did something meaningless for so long. The most ridiculous thing is that I don't want to do those meaningful things at all.

Thinking of the distortion in my mind, I forcibly elevated this matter, and forcibly made this act meaningful, which was really as disgusting as eating a fly.

Not only did he not do anything meaningful, but he chose to kill meaninglessly, but he was also sure that he would continue to kill if he didn't finish it for a day. In other words, I have to continue on the path of meaninglessness.

Further.

Anyway, the role has nothing to do with me, and those jobs, incomes, and friends seem to be as far away as two galaxies from me. What is left to ruin life? What is left to destroy the opinion in your head? What is left to ruin your life?

Of course, there will definitely be something left, after all, there is still reality. If the truth has always been there, these distortions are the overlay above, weaving a series of false truths out of nothingness. It's an illusion, and as long as you are honest, you will become invisible.

Not to kill, but to go from seeing to not seeing.

It's better to leave it like this, let the character die, die completely, as if they hadn't lived at all.

Yuan Changwen wanted to cry a little, but it seemed that in this lake, he couldn't cry at all. Or, who can tell the difference between tears and lake water?