Half an hour later, Chang Xianzhang took Hong Yanwu and Chen Liquan to the outside of the ticket gate of Yongdingmen Railway Station. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

The clock in the waiting room showed the time at 15:35 in the afternoon, just after entering the station, and passengers like donkeys and horses flocked to the ticket gates.

Seeing this scene, Chang Xianzhang, who was carrying luggage, also took his schoolbag, kettle and basin from the two children, and said his final goodbye to them with a serious expression.

"I have to go. You two have to remember the teacher's words, and go back. ”

Before this moment, because Chang Xianzhang's "go" was just a "go" in a language and had no practical meaning, Hong Yanwu and Chen Liquan didn't pay much attention to it. And now that the matter was approaching, the two children suddenly felt something, and they panicked suddenly, as if it had come too unexpectedly, too suddenly, too unreasonably, and too unprepared for them.

Teacher Chang is leaving!

Teacher Chang, who used to tell stories together every day, ate Da Lieba together, and accompanied them to brag and talk nonsense together, just left!

Not for a day or two, but for a long, long time! From tomorrow they will never see him again!

They can't accept this reality either.

"Teacher!"

Chen Liquan suddenly understood. As a result, there was a strong contrast in the emotions, and all the happiness gained along the way just now suddenly disappeared, but tears immediately welled up.

"You can't go!"

Hong Yanwu was also hesitant, and he didn't know what to say. But he suddenly remembered that Chang Xianzhang didn't seem to be holding the cover roll, so he immediately shouted excitedly again. "You forgot the quilt! You didn't take the quilt! Let's go tomorrow!"

Chang Xianzhang shook his head. "No, it's enough to bring books. I can go there and buy it. ”

"Then you ......" Hong Yanwu stammered, his face full of extreme loss.

Chen Liquan couldn't say anything, just wiped his tears vigorously.

"You two, just remember that I'm a person. ”

Chang Xianzhang saw the attachment of the two children to him, and his nose was also a little sour. So, he deliberately made a calm and generous appearance, saying that in the Northeast, there are his relatives, and they haven't seen each other for a long time, and now they can finally be reunited. He also said that no one knew about his departure except them, and even the head teacher didn't know about it now, and they had to keep it a secret for him. He also told them not to be angry with the head teacher in the future, otherwise he would not write to them, and he would not send them pine nuts, hazelnuts, and pecans......

Finally, he resolutely said again, "I'm leaving!" and turned around and went straight to the ticket gate.

"No, no, no, you're our teacher, you can't leave us behind!"

Hong Yanwu was at a loss, hugged Chang Xianzhang's arm, and dragged him deadly.

Hong Yanwu felt that he couldn't leave Chang Xianzhang no matter what, and he suddenly remembered Chang Xianzhang's feelings for them in the past - the hot Russian tea, the wonderful storytelling stories every day, the meat sausages and pickled cucumbers that made them very enjoyable, and the tea jar that they always drank in advance, and even Chang Xianzhang's bitterness and laughter after being teased, and his eyes when he slapped the table when he was angry, all made him so kind.

Because none of this will be any more!

Chang Xianzhang saw that Chen Liquan also wanted to follow Hong Yanwu's example to hug him, so he quickly pulled out his arm and crossed in front of him, stopping them in time.

"Don't do that, I'll no longer be your teacher from now on. Don't you keep calling me Lao Chang behind your back? Now I've officially approved it! We'll see you later, and you'll be grown up, so you'll have to be treated as buddies. ”

As he spoke, he winked playfully again, and deliberately imitated the incision of the rivers and lakes at the two children, "There is no banquet in the world that does not break up, and you can't be indecisive if you are a good man." The green mountains do not change the green water, let's see you in the rivers and lakes in the future!"

"Cocoa ......"

Hong Yanwu didn't feel a trace of relief, he was still reluctant to let go. Only now did he feel that Chang Xianzhang had given them so much affection, but they had never given him anything. No, it's not that he didn't give it, he brought disaster to Chang Xianzhang and ruined other people's marriages! It was his mistakes and omissions that forced Chang Xianzhang to leave the country!

Hong Yanwu suddenly felt a kind of remorse and frustration that he had never felt before, from the bottom of his heart, and an indescribable discomfort and shame. This depression made his heart sink inexplicably, and he faintly felt that he had lost something that he didn't know what it was, but it was the most important.

After all, the language is not as fast as emotion, as if the eyes were suddenly lost, and tears unconsciously occupied the eyes of Hong Yanwu and Chen Liquan. For a moment, none of them could see anything clearly.

When they wiped away their tears, the two children found that Chang Xianzhang had disappeared from their eyes and turned around and entered the ticket gate. Therefore, they also rushed to the ticket gate, but unexpectedly, the ticket inspector with an iron plate expression stopped them and stretched out his hand to ask for tickets.

Hong Yanwu and Chen Liquan said together that they don't take the train. Just going to send the teacher. But the ticket inspector didn't bother to pay attention to them at all, just waved them off.

The two children couldn't help but be stunned on the concrete floor of the waiting room, they watched Chang Xianzhang behind the ticket inspector walking farther and farther, and suddenly had a feeling of being unrelated, as if they were the only ones left in the world.

Especially Hong Yanwu, a burst of sadness involuntarily came to his heart, one of the best teachers in the world for him left him, maybe he will never be seen again in this life. Chang Xianzhang's broad smile always flashed in front of his eyes, especially the corners of his mouth when he smiled, as if he didn't care about anything and could understand everything very well.

Suddenly, Hong Yanwu's heart moved again, and he suddenly thought that he hadn't apologized to Chang Xianzhang in person. Chang Xianzhang tolerated all his mistakes, but left so empty, which made him feel a hundred thousand and ten thousand sorry in his heart.

So, he went crazy all at once and suddenly rushed to the ticket gate. But the ticket inspector hugged him and refused to let him in. If he wasn't really an opponent, he would definitely punch him in the chest.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm wrong, I'm sorry you......"

Seeing that Chang Xianzhang was about to disappear, Hong Yanwu finally howled regardless of it. He had snot and tears flowing together, like a child who was being beaten by his parents, and publicly surrendered and begged for mercy in public, which was an unprecedented shame for him. But if he hadn't done that at that time, he would simply not have been able to live anymore

The ticket inspector froze, and Chen Liquan was also stunned. Hong Yanwu's loud voice like killing a pig shocked almost all the passengers who passed by.

However, Chang Xianzhang undoubtedly heard it. He finally turned around in the surging crowd and waved at Hong Yanwu and Chen Liquan from afar.

His smile was still so wide, so close. It's just that between the eyebrows, there is no longer the indifferent ease of the past, but with an inexplicable melancholy.

And then he was gone. Completely disappeared in the crowd, disappeared under the gaze of the two children......

On that day, Hong Yanwu and Chen Liquan waited until the train left for a long time before leaving Yongdingmen Railway Station.

They did not go home immediately, but sat together by the moat, looking at the green stinking water covered with duckweed, and sat sullenly. They have a lot of things that they can't think of clearly, and they don't want to live in a mess anymore.

They seem to feel that there are too many things hidden in the hearts of adults, and there are often many complex and indescribable emotions behind every easy-to-distinguish expression.

And the world is not as sunny as they imagined. Under the calm surface of the water, there are undercurrents. Just like this moat, don't look at the green moss on the surface, the water is not rippling. But beneath the surface of the river, it was filthy, fishy, and disgusting. There was everything, dead cats, dead dogs, dead children. Once opened, it will be absolutely shocking......

At this moment, they really seem to have grown up.

Different from the forgetful crying when the two children said goodbye, Chen Deyuan saw another kind of silence, but it was even more heart-wrenching.

In the afternoon of the same day, Chen Deyuan got off work at the coal factory and remembered what Chang Xianzhang had entrusted him to do. So when he got home, he only drank a sip of water and didn't even wait for dinner. took the letter left by Chang Xianzhang again, rushed to the head teacher's house before the sun set, and personally sent it to the head teacher's house.

However, Chen Deyuan didn't expect that the cold war at the head teacher's home was still continuing, the head teacher had not eaten for two meals, and the anger between her and her parents was at a critical moment. Therefore, the old couple were not very enthusiastic when they saw Chen Deyuan, who claimed to have come to deliver a letter for Chang Xianzhang. If it weren't for the fact that he was still the leader of the school's propaganda team, I am afraid he would have been kicked out a long time ago.

Contrary to the attitude of his parents, the head teacher was very happy to see Chen Deyuan. She didn't want to talk about Chang Xianzhang with her parents at all, as soon as she saw Chen Deyuan open and shut her mouth, she asked about Chang Xianzhang's current situation, and after hearing that he brought Chang Xianzhang's letter, she couldn't wait to open it and take a look at it immediately. It can be seen how long she has been thinking about this person in her heart.

So, under the scrutiny of the old couple's nose is not a nose and the eye is not an eye. Under the expectant eyes of the head teacher, Chen Deyuan took out the letter very embarrassed.

The envelope wasn't thick, but it was much larger than a regular one, and it seemed to contain something similar to a postcard.

As soon as the head teacher got the letter in his hand, he couldn't wait to tear it open, and he didn't want to open it as soon as he opened it, and the first thing he took out was half a twelve-inch photo.

Yes, it's the group photo Chang Xianzhang put in the frame. It's just that now Chang Xianzhang's part has been cut off by scissors, and only half of the head teacher remains.

In the midst of everyone's astonishment, the head teacher's complexion changed greatly. This clearly made her feel an extremely bad premonition. So, she quickly took out the letter inside again and read it anxiously.

I don't know what was written in the letter. Anyway, due to the excitement, her hand holding the letter was constantly trembling. And while reading, her tears also rolled down like beads with broken threads.

In this situation, the old couple and Chen Deyuan, each of them stared at the change in the head teacher's expression without daring to blink.

Soon, they saw the pain, the loss, the utter collapse of some thoughts. It's a rag, and it's hard to pick it up!

And it wasn't until the end of the reading that the most shocking thing came to them. The head teacher didn't have time to say a word, but his body shook and he fainted directly to the ground!

The old couple was shocked and quickly helped their daughter up, and hurriedly helped her to the chair. It's pinching people again, and it's putting a towel on it, so it's a world-shaking chaos and busyness.

After a while, when the head teacher finally came to her senses, her person had become completely weak. The only thing I did was to lean in my chair, bury my face in my palm, and silently let tears welling up.

Chen Deyuan, who was dumbfounded, was already full of suspicion at this time, and he quickly picked up the letter on the ground to read. What he never expected was that it turned out to be a letter written by Chang Xianzhang.

Only then did he understand what kind of grief the head teacher had just experienced. It's like just seeing the possibility of sunshine in the continuous rain, but a hail that shouldn't have appeared and ten thousand sharp blades mixed with it fell from the sky in an instant.

The content of the letter is actually very simple, Chang Xianzhang said that he has no future and will not have a future. And if they continue to socialize, he will only bring her unnecessary disasters and pressure, so he will never contact her again after he leaves. She should find a suitable person, she should completely forget about him, and pursue her happiness.

He also said that people like him were not worthy of the head teacher in the first place, and they were not even worthy of marriage. Therefore, he felt guilty for failing the class teacher's sincerity, and was also full of gratitude for the happiness she had given him, and he would always silently wish her a safe life.

In addition, in the end, he said that the head teacher in that photo was the best one he took in the photo, so he cut himself out and sent it back, which was also for fear that the head teacher would be inconvenient in the future......

Chen Deyuan is a rough and straightforward person, and his cultural level is not high, all of which he learned to read and write in literacy classes. So although he could recognize the words of the letter, he did not understand the contents of the letter.

In his opinion, Chang Xianzhang made such a choice too hastily and pessimistically, and he could wait for a while to see. In addition, he also felt that Chang Xianzhang was too ruthless, and he could say anything to such a good girl who would never see each other again and never contact again, which was really different from the teacher Chang who had always been generous and funny and polite in his impression.

In the end, he couldn't understand why the head teacher's reaction was so violent. For him, marriage is essentially about having children, firewood, rice, oil, and salt, and helping people live together in weal and woe. It's naturally a good thing to meet Kexin, but if you can't get your wish, it's nothing, just like him and Quanzi's mother, the family affair that was set when they were young, they can't talk about anything at all, but as long as the character is good, they can care about each other, isn't it also a good life?

But even so, for some reason, Chen Deyuan still felt an inexplicable sadness because of this incident. It seems that once Chang Xianzhang or the head teacher really separate, there will still be something that is not quite right.

He couldn't help but wonder what a good match these two people were. It's just like what the lyrics say, talented and beautiful, talented and beautiful. If they could make a couple, they would be happier than many people.

But what is this called, just because of a broken book, such a good pair was broken up alive?

He really doesn't understand, why does this thing like life like to be twisted as people want?

To be honest, Chen Deyuan really feels that today's matter is a bit "left". After that, he was annoyed for a long time, he felt that his temper was too impatient, and he really thought about this matter a little simply, if he had said hello to the head teacher's parents first, maybe he would not have made it like this.