"The Wish of the Heart" -

Although these three days seem to be very short, they are long. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

It's not the kind of long life that goes from day to day, but a long time full of freshness, joy, and fulfillment. This long pleasure makes me feel like I've been here for a week.

If you ask me if I feel reluctant or sorry to leave this happy place now. Well, I'll give you an answer like this. The answer is...... Whew, I'll tell you at the end.

When everything was still just a dream, I worked with the vegetables in the field.

I thought that after I was no longer a student, I would have to spend more time working to save money. Indeed, I really spent more than half a year working hard, and I didn't squeeze out a little bit of time to get myself back to nature.

Why didn't I relax when I had a salary? Because my body was exhausted, I didn't have that kind of mood, I didn't have that kind of state of mind, and it was even more difficult to have that kind of physical and mental relaxation.

After a long time, I began to wonder, is that the way I want to live?

Later, he resigned and went home. That feeling is really much more comfortable. Chatting with the vegetables every day, taking pictures of the sky and dusk every day, it is full contact with nature. I was intoxicated.

After helping at home for more than two months, I found that everything was not as simple as I thought. The troubles at work will also find a similar shadow at home. Even, the shadow is more tiring than the real body. I was confused.

It turns out that there is no such thing as absolute and lasting happiness. Annoyance, it always comes, wherever I go. Suddenly, I saw clearly, tired, not really tired, but I didn't know how to deal with tiredness.

If tiredness is a poison, then when tiredness penetrates into the body and mind, it is necessary to take the antidote immediately. But what's the antidote? That's the key question.

I think that everyone's feeling and mood of being tired may not be the same, in that case, everyone's antidote may not be the same, and even the dosage will be different.

What about my antidote? I don't know exactly what it is, but I like to trust my feelings. Because, my feelings don't lie.

Perhaps, in general, my feelings can be used as an antidote to the poison of tiredness. Of course, it can only be suppressed, not eradicated.

That's how everything is connected.

My feeling tells me that when I am tired from work, I don't need to quit, as long as I relieve my tiredness, I can continue to work hard, but I realized a little late.

My feelings tell me that there are many ways for me to relieve tiredness. Writing, drawing, and writing songs can also alleviate the toxicity of tiredness, but you need to stick to it almost every day. If you want to alleviate the toxicity of tiredness for a long time, you have to travel to new places. In that case, the fulfillment and happiness of combining work and rest will make me love life even more.

My feelings, before I knew it, became my direction. Although there is an uncertain direction, the end is the end I want. The route can be changed differently, as long as I can reach the end at the end, I am not in a hurry.

Because of the feeling, I wanted to experience the picture that I had dreamed of once - walking on the beautiful seaside.

I thought, thought, and wanted to see the sea. Growing so big, I haven't even seen the sea with my own eyes. On TV is on TV, I want to be real, to experience it for myself.

And then, and then, I don't remember what the previous causes were, and I got a fruit that I could see the sea.

Three days ago in the morning, I had everything ready. Uncle drove me on a motorcycle, and when I was still 50 meters away from the station, the bus I needed to take had just left.

Uncle regretfully described the above situation to me in the back seat of the car. I was quiet, without a hint of unhappiness. Because, I can go to see the sea.

Uncle just finished describing the pity, and immediately used a surprise tone to describe the arrival of luck. Yes, there happened to be another bus that I needed to take. At that time, I had nothing to express except gratitude.

After that, Uncle went grocery shopping, and I got on the bus to start the journey I was looking forward to.

The process from taking the bus to the station, buying a ticket and getting on the direct express can be described as smooth sailing.

At nine o'clock, the car stopped at a hotel in Enping City at twelve o'clock. In the past, it was difficult for me to accept stopping for dinner halfway because of the tight schedule. But at that time, I was quiet, and there was not a trace of unhappiness. Because, I can go to see the sea.

Still, there are some hiccups that are not bad.

There are a lot of direct buses at the parking place, and naturally, there will be a lot of travelers. There are a lot of travelers, naturally, there will also be a lot of snow-white long legs. It's really a sight!

I didn't eat and wanted to buy a bottle of water to drink. Okay, great! A bottle of Cestbon, four pieces. I looked at the price and turned around silently without hesitation......

Well, forget it, so be it. I went to the toilet. I was just about to enter the toilet when my aunt, who was there at the gate, suddenly stretched out her hand in front of me.

I'm standing, she's sitting. The height of her hand was just a little lower than my waist. Even if it were, it would be fine! The distance between her palm and my good Chinese brother was so close! Although it was still a little bit closer, my weak heart had been deeply shocked!

I was about to kill her with her eyes, only to realize that her eyes were already aimed at me! ”

I...... I...... Speechlessly, he took out a one-dollar coin from his ass pants pocket and put it in front of her.

Her hand was finally removed. I turned around and walked into the bathroom. At that moment, I seemed to get rid of something.

When it's convenient, come out and wash your hands and look in the mirror. There is a beautiful girl who is also looking in the mirror. Whew, I won't tell you, I thought she was looking at me. Quack!

After waiting for an hour or so, the episode gradually ended, and the journey continued.

My cousin, who was waiting for me in Maoming, kept in touch with me on WeChat and kept checking my location. This is love.

I spent most of my time in the car, though, I was quiet because I could see the sea.

After some twists and turns, my cousin and I finally met. So, start a romantic journey between men and men. Whew, don't overthink it. We, it's normal. Quack!

My cousin had a motorcycle, which was nice and didn't have to take the bus.

All the way, the wind was so strong that it was hard for me to breathe. My cousin spoke very hard, and the saliva hit me violently in the face with the help of the wind. At that time, I just want to say, let the saliva come harder, because I will soon be able to see the sea!

By the time we arrived at the legendary first beach in the world, it was already five o'clock in the afternoon.

It stands to reason that it won't last long. So, I cherish it and try to play with my heart.

The moment I saw the sea, my heart opened to the eye! It was so beautiful! I jumped up and down like a child, well? I forgot, I was like a child.

You can't see the sea, the beautiful coastline, the soft sand, and the Hawaiian coconut palms...... It's the feeling I want!

Then, my cousin and I went swimming in the sea.

There aren't many swimmers, probably because it's not a holiday. But I like it, there are not many people, and I am more comfortable.

I changed into swim trunks and exposed my upper body, and I always felt uncomfortable. Because I rarely show my upper body in front of many people.

Phew, there are a lot of shells and snail shells to pick up on the beach.

The water is quite clear and salty. I don't know how to swim, so the most I say I'm going to take a dip in the ocean.

What about my cousin, who tried very hard to teach me how to swim. However, there is a kind of person in the world who is as stupid as a pig. I really can't learn.

The most basic, the whole person comes to the surface, and it is difficult for me to do it. Even if my cousin held me and let me learn to float. However, there is still something missing, and it can't be done.

Whew, then don't care. How rare it is to enjoy the joy of being in the arms of the sea!

I kept soaking and playing until the tide was high and it was getting dark, and I had to go ashore.

Although I didn't take any photos, at least I was able to go to the sea to play, which is not bad. I thought so.

Soon, my cousin had already carried me out of the first beach in the world. When I was about to sigh, my cousin seemed to ask me if I would like to come back the day after tomorrow to take a car through Shenzhen. It was as if I saw God watching over me, and I happily planned it. It's today.

That night, my cousin took me to a very atmospheric restaurant to eat pork chops. Really, that mood is for couples. So, my cousin and I, haha, are a bit romantic!

After that, open the room. Grunt.

Watch TV and watch "The Legend of the Ancient Sword". Seriously, I was watching it for the first time at that time. Unexpectedly, as soon as I saw it, it was almost the finale.

The quality of sleep at night, I woke up many times and dreamed many times. The cousin said that he had never slept soundly. Perhaps, we all fell for the magic.

The next day, a new itinerary. My cousin took me to the forest park and asked for a marriage sign by the way. Well, it should be the other way around, my cousin took me to ask for a marriage sign, and by the way, I went to the forest park.

When you arrive at Linghui Temple, burn incense and worship God. It is really a temple with aura! There are many birds living on the top of the temple, and there are many bird nests. The singing of birds beautifies the whole temple.

Whew, omit some trivialities.

After asking for a marriage sign, I looked at the explanation. It's the same as the marriage sign I got in a small temple in my hometown in my junior year of high school. It's all about waiting for time. It seems that my lack of impatience is good.

After that, I bought two strings of hand beads in the temple to wear. When I was a child, I wore Guanyin, and I wore it to junior high school since I was a child, and finally because junior high school did not allow students to wear neck ornaments, I could only take off the Guanyin jade pendant, so I lost it. I bought hand-beads because I wanted to convey an emotion.

This is the feeling I want.

I left the temple and went to the forest park to play. Look at animals, see plants, play military through obstacles. It's OK.

When I watched the animal show, I really couldn't laugh and I didn't want to take pictures. Because, I think they're so pitiful.

The lion, the king of beasts, the tiger of the king of the forest, was forced by the whip to do what he did not want to do. Even if the roar is loud, it will eventually give in.

The animal tamer in front of him is dressed in a non-mainstream image, with dyed hair of several colors. Watching them shout and scare lions and tigers with whips, I think they really look, demons!

I read a Weibo before, saying that in the zoo animal show, have you ever seen a wolf?

I really hadn't seen a wolf tamed to show animals, so I admired wolves.

However, at the animal show, I actually saw the figure of a wolf. At that time, there was a special feeling in my heart that tore at the faith.

After the animal show, my spirit seemed to be so devastating that I couldn't be happy.

Later, my cousin and I went to play bumper cars. Although it was just me and my cousin playing, it had the flavor of childhood. I like it!

Continue to walk and pat and pat and walk, it is already evening.

When I saw a camel, I was shocked! Because it was the first time I had seen a camel up close, it was so big! It was eating dinner right in front of me.

But looking at it, I also think it's so pitiful. Because it looks like it's so hungry.

Its food is small pieces made of unknown origin, placed on a stone slab, and then licked and eaten.

I saw that there were no more crumbs on the slate, but it was still licking and licking. Looking at it, my nose was sour.

It's terrible to lose your freedom!

Whew, after that, it's night. Continue back to the starting point in the morning and open the house.

I don't know if the ending is good, after all, I haven't watched the previous plot. But judging from the filming skills, the ending is a bit bad.

The quality of sleep that night, barely okay. However, my cousin said that he was caught by the traffic police in a dream that he was driving a motorcycle without a helmet, but fortunately because he was from the fire brigade, he was fine again. Dreams, so cute!

On the third day, this morning, we set off again on the first beach in the world.

This time, when I got to the sea, I took pictures to my heart's content. Not bad!

My cousin and I rode to a quieter corner with very nice water. Because there are more stones, there are not many people, except for one or two local fishermen passing by.

Don't think about it, take it off, go to the sea and continue to bathe.

In order to satisfy my narcissistic psychology, I have taken selfies from multiple angles. Blue sky and sea, I love both.

I used to be afraid of diving because it was painful to breathe. Strangely enough, I was diving today, and although I was a little unaccustomed to it, I felt good and my body seemed to recognize that I could have good contact with the water.

Perhaps, the surface that my cousin taught me the day before yesterday had already made me feel it.

We played, soaked, and lost track of time. I like this, if I play with a restrained heart, it is better not to play. To play, to be natural.

When you go ashore, you pick up shells. I picked up a lot of small, beautiful shells that were still alive and put them in my bottle. Rattle!

A brief overview of the journey, so. The process is the most important, long and fulfilling.

In the past three days, I have been able to live happily, and the most important thing is my cousin's dedication to me! Not only has I paid for the amazing Red Bull, but also for me! Good cousin! Cousin, I love you! Thank you, my precious cousin!

The car was already on the road, and the picture I had dreamed of had come true. Feeling, happiness!

If you ask me if I am leaving this place now, will I feel reluctant or regretful.

I'll answer you like this: the answer doesn't matter.

What the heart wishes, the dream is also true.

If you want to be happy, then make it happen for yourself.

Are the process and results important?

Well...... Just be happy!