When I separated from my second brother, the time was close to noon, I stopped a taxi, and quickly rushed to the place where I made an appointment with Lin Xuan, Lin Xuan gave me the address on the phone, it was still the hotel where she played the piano, and I saw Lin Xuan standing in front of the hotel, I was a little distracted, as if the time was the same as when we first came to Shenyang, and the two of them were full of confidence and expectation for the future.

Lin Xuan made a lot of preparations for going to the playground in the afternoon, changed into a set of sportswear, and wore a very cute velvet hat, changing the usual style, looking special birds, after the two of us met, her state has been very excited, even I proposed to go to dinner first, she refused, and couldn't wait to ride to the playground.

The amusement park we came to is one of the largest amusement parks in Shenyang, looking from afar, it looks like a small town full of castles, and as soon as the two of them got out of the taxi, Lin Xuan dragged me inside like a little madman.

After buying the ticket, Lin Xuan and I first plunged into the snack street in the playground to eat something, and then began to play constantly, but I went to places like haunted houses in the early stage, I am a person who is very afraid of ghosts, after walking around the haunted house, I feel that my legs and stomach are weak, and Lin Xuan is more finished than me, as soon as I entered the haunted house, I was scared and screamed by a prop dummy, and the rest of the time, I grabbed my arm the whole time, let me pull her forward, and didn't even dare to open my eyes.

After taking a turn from the haunted house, Lin Xuan stood under the sun and kept patting her chest: "Mom, let me tell you, my mother will never enter the haunted house again for the rest of her life, and this lap will almost scare me to death!"

"Eldest sister, let's talk a little more reasonable, you are fair, except when you entered the door, you saw an inflatable doll, the rest of the time, have you opened your eyes?" I looked at Lin Xuan, who kept muttering, and smiled a little dumbly, but after walking in it, I still have palpitations, took out a cigarette, lowered my head and lit one, suppressing my fear.

"What an inflatable doll, you didn't see how terrifying that zombie was at that time!" Lin Xuan smiled heartlessly, and then patted me on the shoulder: "Husband, look at me!"

"What's wrong?" I subconsciously looked up.

'Click!'

As the camera flickered, the appearance of Lin Xuan and me was frozen on the screen at the same time, on the screen, Lin Xuan smiled like a flower, and I didn't notice it at all, and between my eyebrows, there was a deep reluctance.

In the next time, Lin Xuan pulled me to walk over to other amusement projects, on the way, Lin Xuan took a look at the venues that were not open because of the cold weather, and his expression was a little regretful: "Husband, the water sports in this playground are also very fun, but they are not open yet, and when I celebrate my birthday this summer, you will accompany me again, okay?"

"Huh?" After listening to Lin Xuan's words, I was slightly stunned.

"Ah, what, are you listening to me?" Are you peeking at a little girl!" Lin Xuan pretended to be angry and pushed me: "I just said, when I celebrate my birthday this summer, no, when I celebrate my birthday every year in the future, you will accompany me to this playground to play, okay? When we become a family in the future, we will bring our baby here to play, and then we will always be together until we are sixty or seventy years old, and we will still come here to play, okay?"

I grinned: "Sixty years old is still here, you are not afraid that when you ride the roller coaster, your dentures will be thrown away." ”

"Don't be afraid. Lin Xuan shook his head: "As long as you are by my side, I am not afraid of anything, anyway, you must promise me that you will be by my side every birthday in the future!"

I looked at Lin Xuan, who was happy and proud, and was distracted again.

"Speak!"

"Good. I nodded and gently took Lin Xuan's hand.

In the afternoon, I accompanied Lin Xuan, played all kinds of projects in the playground, the two of them were very happy, I temporarily put all the current troubles behind, and began to play happily with Lin Xuan, since I can't hide from the separation, just leave the best memories, the last afternoon with Lin Xuan, I hope to do my best to bring her the greatest happiness, and I don't want to leave regrets in my heart.

For a whole afternoon, I never let go of Lin Xuan's hand, and before I knew it, the sun was setting in the west, and the sky was gradually darkening.

"Husband, it's almost time, let's go. "After Lin Xuan and the two of us got off the space shuttle, although she was still unsatisfied, she looked at the time and still urged.

"Otherwise, let's play a little longer. "In the face of the imminent separation, I suddenly felt a trace of trepidation in my heart, as well as a strong reluctance.

Lin Xuan smiled and shook his head: "Forget it, there will be more opportunities for the two of us to come here in the future, there is no need to play all the projects in this day, leave some projects that have not been played, we will have a higher sense of expectation for the next time, right?"

"That's right. After listening to Lin Xuan's words, I took out my mobile phone, looked at the text message sent by my second brother, and took Lin Xuan's hand: "Let's go, before I go home, I'll take you to another place." ”

"Are you taking me somewhere?" Lin Xuan smiled when he heard this: "You haven't been to this playground, where are you going to take me?" Let me tell you, don't talk about moths, if you didn't say to surprise me last time, we can be blocked by Zhou Hang!"

"Don't ask, come with me. When the words fell, I took Lin Xuan's hand and quietly walked in the direction of the exit of the playground, during which I slowed down my pace and enjoyed the last time of the two of us together, meticulously to every minute.

Even if the pace is slow, but the road will eventually come to an end, soon, Lin Xuan and I walked out of the playground, at this moment the street lights have been lit up on the road outside, many tourists have begun to slowly leave, I glanced at the street sign outside the playground, and took Lin Xuan to a pedestrian side road, a few minutes later, her red BMW Z4, has come into our eyes.

'Brush!'

Lin Xuan walked beside me, and after seeing the car in front of her, she was stunned for a moment, and turned her head to look at me: "Husband, what's going on with this car?"

"Don't ask anything, come with me. I laughed, then walked to the side of the car with Lin Xuan, picked up the car key placed in the front windshield, opened the car door, and took Lin Xuan into the car.

Inside the car.

"Husband, how did you redeem this car?" Lin Xuan sat in the car and confirmed that this car was really the one she sold, and her face was full of incredulity: "You robbed it?"

"Don't ask about this car, close your eyes, I have a surprise for you. ”

"I don't want any surprises, you explain to me first, what's going on with this car. Lin Xuan looked at me sideways, his eyes were full of worry: "Han Fei, you know, I came to Shenyang with you this time, I didn't ask for any wealth at all, as long as the two of us can live an ordinary life together, I will be very satisfied, so these things outside the body, even if they can't come back, it's nothing, but you must not do anything stupid in order to get these things back, you know!"

"Don't worry, I'm not doing anything stupid. Seeing Lin Xuan's nervous look, I reached out and touched her head: "Be obedient, close your eyes, don't spoil the atmosphere!"

The selection is still skeptical: "You didn't lie to me?"

I smiled, "You close your eyes first." ”

"I still don't feel right......"

"This is Shenyang, not Anyang, do you think if I really do something illegal, I can still go out to play with you safe and sound. ”

"But I always feel a little strange that you suddenly drove this car here, and I tell you, don't make a fuss like last time. After listening to my words, Lin Xuan closed his eyes although he was a little worried.

"Come, give me your hand. I gently patted Lin Xuan's arm, and at the same time reached under the seat of the car and touched it.

After listening to my words, Lin Xuan's eyelashes flickered twice, stretched out her slender hand, and joked: "Husband, what are you doing, don't you want to propose to me? Don't be joking, I'm not prepared at all." ”

'Click!'

At the same time as Lin Xuan spoke, I took out the handcuffs under the saddle and locked them on her wrists, Lin Xuan felt the cold touch, opened his eyes and saw the handcuffs on his wrists, and suddenly showed a crying and laughing expression: "Han Fei, are you mentally ill, what are you doing?"

'Quack!'

I ignored Lin Xuan's words, smashed the other handcuff on the steering wheel, and directly locked her hand on the steering wheel.

"Oh, don't make a fuss, I really have to go back to work at night. Lin Xuan moved the handcuffs that were locked on the steering wheel, and there was a sound of 'bang', and his expression was particularly helpless: "What are you doing with me?

"Whew!"

Looking at Lin Xuan, who still didn't know anything about the upcoming separation, I sighed heavily and said, "Xuan Xuan, tonight, I'm leaving." ”

"What?" Lin Xuan was also stunned for a moment after listening to my words: "Leave...... What does that mean?"

"I'm sorry, but I didn't find the pendant your mother left for you. I sat in my seat, finished my words with some guilt, paused and continued: "I have already contacted Lao Fang, and tonight, his people will come over and pick you up." ”

"You've contacted the old house...... Are you crazy?" Lin Xuan asked with trembling lips after listening to my words.

"When I left Ayang this time, I thought I could stay by your side quietly and stay with you, but I broke my promise again...... A few days ago, your father took revenge on Sheng Dong, Dong Ge was also shot, and he is still unconscious, you know that I have a relationship with Dong Ge, and now that he has an accident, I have to go home, not to let things involve you, it is already my greatest ability. ”

"Is this what you call a surprise?!" Lin Xuan's eyes widened as he spoke, and two lines of tears ran down his cheeks, sliding down silently: "So you took me out to play today, not to fulfill your promise at all, but to say goodbye to me, right?"

"Sort of. I tried to squeeze out a smile: "I don't want to leave too many regrets between the two of us." ”

"Han Fei! you fucking bastard!" After listening to my answer, Lin Xuan tugged on her palm twice, and the handcuffs kept ringing, and several reddening marks were stuck on her white wrist, but she was unaware of it, and looked at me with a little uncontrollable emotion: "In your heart, I will never be as good as your so-called brother, right?!Why?Why because of them, you can never abandon me without hesitation, in your heart, what am I?

I leaned on the seat and looked at Lin Xuan in a daze, her helpless appearance made my heart like a knife, I wanted to stretch out my arm and hug her into my arms, saying that I would not leave, but through the car window, I saw the Elantra quietly parked on the side of the road dozens of meters away, I finally put down my slightly raised arm:" Xuan Xuan, I chose to leave, not only because of Sheng Dong, but also for you, I already know about you losing your job, and everything you are experiencing now should not have appeared in your life, knowing me may be the biggest mistake in your life, only when I am gone, you can return to the normal track of life, Zhou Hang said a word to me, he said, the world we see is different, and you should not see the world in my eyes, this sentence once made me disdainful, because I feel that I have the ability to let you live my ideal life, until I see you in the bar for a few hundred dollars, When I went to give up my dignity and pick up the wine bottle, I finally understood that Zhou Hang's words were right, I can't forcibly pull you into my world because of my selfishness, Lin Xuan, in your world, there should only be wind and snow, not as dilapidated as now, and continuing to be with me will only destroy you, so whether it is for Sheng Dong or for you, it is time for the two of us to separate. ”

Lin Xuan shed tears and shook his head vigorously: "I don't care, I really don't care, as long as I can be with you, I am willing to accept any hardship, and I am willing to bear any evil consequences, do you remember the agreement we once had, we said that we would live together, work together, and then open a dessert shop that belongs to us, just a few hours ago, didn't you promise me that you would spend the rest of your life with me......?

"You don't care, but I care!" I shook my head and interrupted Lin Xuan's words, not daring to listen to her tell the next topic: "I am returning to Anyang now to pay off the debts I owed before, and at the same time, I don't want to owe you more, because I really can't afford to pay it back, although the future is unpredictable, but there are too many obstacles between you and me, and it is destined to have no perfect ending. ”

"Don't go, okay!" Lin Xuan grabbed my arm and tried to calm his emotions: "Han Fei, the two of us have been together for so long, I have never begged you for anything, but today I really begged you, don't leave me, okay? Just when I am for me, you are selfish once, don't participate in those rights and wrongs of Anyang, stay by my side, and live for yourself once, okay?"

"Lin Xuan, thank you, thank you for all your efforts and choices for me, thank you for accompanying me through the darkest moment of my life. When I said this, I felt that my chest was so depressed that I almost couldn't breathe: "But the only thing I can repay you seems to be okay." ”

After Lin Xuan heard my words, his eyes became dark: "Don't you love me anymore?"

"I love you very much, and I'm leaving, not because I don't love you anymore, but because I can't see love as more important than everything, the two of us, like two shoes that don't fit, can get together and stumble for so long, it's not easy, since we can't love the result, then I'd rather let everything go back to square one, I've ruined enough girls, I don't want to, you are one of them. ”

"You've decided, right!" Lin Xuan asked stubbornly with tears streaming down his face.

I kept my head down and didn't make a sound.

"I always thought that the amazing encounter between you and me would be the pride of my life, but it turned out that I was just self-inflicted, because what you left me was still the light of hope that I could not see, but the regret of the rest of my life. Lin Xuan wiped the tears on his face vigorously: "I hate you!"

"If it's possible, don't deal with bastards in the future, people like me are not worthy of you!"

When the words fell, I reached out and pushed open the car door, held back my tears under the cold wind, sent Lin Xuan's address to a number with my mobile phone, and then opened the car door and sat in the Elantra car.

When the second brother saw me getting into the car, he tilted his head slightly: "Finished talking?"

"Hmm. ”

Seeing my depressed appearance, the second brother started the car and slowly drove off the road, I couldn't take my eyes off the BMW Z4 outside the window until it disappeared from my sight.

After a while, the second brother lit two cigarettes, stuffed one of them into my mouth, and then spoke softly: "Gentle Township, also a hero's mound, the legendary wind and snow, should never belong to a bastard." ”

"Maybe. ”

After listening to the second brother's words, I looked at the lights outside the car and had a lot of thoughts.

[PS: 5000 words in this chapter.] 】

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