Uncomfortable.

All the choices come from the characters, they are all fake, why I still haven't gotten rid of the characters!

Yuan Changwen was low again, as if the happy situation just now was just an illusion.

Something came, like a mountain, and pressed down on me, and I couldn't breathe at all. The ease of killing fatalism is gone at this moment.

What is it? What is it? What is it?

Yuan Changwen didn't know, he didn't know at all, he just felt uncomfortable in his heart. The sense of relief I felt when I looked at the ground just now was gone. Even if he forced himself to mobilize his emotions, it still looked so relaxed on the surface, but Yuan Changwen knew that this was just a cover-up.

When you don't continue to mobilize your emotions, the discomfort will continue to hit. It's as if I've been blowing into a leaky balloon, blowing desperately, and once I see the balloon getting a little smaller, I immediately blow desperately.

It is in this state that admitting that you are uncomfortable is the solution. Even, why fix it?

I think it's not good to be uncomfortable, so I need to solve it. But who is thinking that it is bad to be uncomfortable?

It's really funny, people say that this kind of emotion is bad, it's not good. So I listened unreservedly and followed the so-called scientists, what uncomfortable emotions can cause damage to the body, and so on.

Am I brainless?

Once there is discomfort, he will throw it away and refuse, and constantly deceive himself with lies. "The future will be over", "The future will be beautiful", is it interesting?

Why don't you stop every time to see what causes the discomfort, and what is going on in your head?

I'm in a hurry!

It seems that he has been panicking to end the killing, and the reason for the anxiety is not that he can't bear the pain of the killing, but just because he wants to end the killing quickly and return to the empire to show off as soon as possible.

Holy!

What's the difference between this and wanting to get to the top early when you're young? Always want to have it when others don't have it, and show off it.

Haha, sure enough, the slash has been pocketed by the character, turning into another tool to show off, another false self-definition.

What am I doing?!Am I going to allow this to happen, when has the character completed this transformation?

If I'm going to die today, how important is it to kill me?

Yuan Changwen stretched out his hand to his temples and felt deep helplessness.

This is the best way to test whether the slash is a forced or a character trick. Obviously, Yuan Changwen's heart tightened, and the answer was that he would give up killing.

And then, if I'm going to die today, what am I going to do after I give up killing?

I don't have anything I want to do, maybe I have a lot of things I haven't done, but that doesn't mean I want to do those things.

So, if I knew I was going to die today, maybe I would do nothing and just sit somewhere and wait for death to come. Maybe it's a park bench, maybe it's a street lawn, and of course it's possible to go crazy or something.

These are all speculations, but according to Yuan Changwen's low mood at the moment, sitting and waiting for death should be the best option.

So, I accidentally put death behind again and fell into the illusion of slashing. Using slashing as my self-definition is like trying to succeed, and it seems that not completing the corresponding content every day is a failure.

How do I know how many I can kill today? How do I know that the slain will show up?

Since you don't know, why set requirements and goals, or even how much you have to accomplish each day. Gradually, it became a daily slash in order to complete the goal of killing.

The character conjured up some content for me to slash, and it seemed that I was improving every day, "Well, today I completed the goal of killing a few thousand words." ”

Shit!

Go around in circles!

Fooled by the characters again!

Think about the previous words, "Even if my life is at the last moment, I will kill", "In this life, I will not do anything other than kill", "Nothing can stop my killing." ”

It's all!

Why did I push death away again?

Every minute that passes is forever a minute less, and every breath is forever less in this life. Can't you hear the ticking of the clock? How do I know when I'm going to die? But I'm sure I'm getting close to death every day.

Anxious, panicked, blind to death.

That's what belongs to me, that's where I'm dishonest.

Slash has become a toy for the character. I'm afraid, "Ouch, if I didn't complete the word count goal today, will the kill be unsuccessful, will it delay the kill?"

Does fear-driven slashing have any self-defining effect?

With the mentality of "well, I've killed this self-definition, it's good, I'm going to be in a more relaxed state" is just interacting with the characters. Not only did it not kill self-definition, but it also strengthened the character attributes.

"I'm a person who has to be killed every day", this character attribute is so powerful, so unusual. However, it's still a character attribute, and it's still a fake thing.

I'm still hopeful that one day I'll be able to finish the slaughter and walk through the crowd in style. "Look, you scumbags, you don't know you're living in a false world. ”

Damn, is there any hope for the future? How can I be sure that this slash will end as I want?

What if, ten years doesn't end? Twenty years, thirty years?

My bloody declaration is just a premise, and it can be killed within a year. Is it me, the toy that made the slash a character, or me, that makes the whole slash go quite unsmoothly so far.

Push away death, pretend that the future is good, pretend to be free after the slaughter. In fact, I just have to be an honest person to embrace death.

I always ask myself why I didn't get out of the role. So, why can I get rid of the character, and how can I get rid of the character's control?

It seems that he is very concerned about the problem of "getting out of the role", and he has been in a very nervous state, and he has been pretending to be a very honest person.

"Ouch, I'm crazy, why haven't I gotten rid of it yet?"

It seems to give others the illusion of "that is, this person has worked so hard, why hasn't he gotten rid of it yet".

It's funny, does anyone say that hard work must be successful?

I didn't care at all if I got rid of the role, I just wanted an area where I could stand at the top and have a toy to show off for the rest of my life.

Depend on!

I don't have any hatred for the character at all, otherwise why would the character easily use cool points to tempt me.

Could it be that there is really no hope of killing in this life?

Or is it really impossible to take the initiative to kill?

Yuan Changwen sat there, suddenly wanting to cry, what did he do? Next, do you want to kill yourself?