One day, when you accidentally believe in fate, the world changes. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

Mobile phones, bringing me half heaven and half hell, piecing together a world that is neither good nor bad.

It can give me psychological comfort, one is music or inspirational writing, and the other is illusory entertainment.

At that time, I was often in a mood, and the mobile phone I carried with me naturally became a treasure. I will listen to the song and let the mood fly. But when listening to songs doesn't work, then entertainment will kill me inside.

Because of confusion, because of fear, because of low self-esteem, I became obsessed with the horoscope.

I look for my own zodiac sign according to my birthday, and since it is Western, then I will use the Gregorian calendar.

Well, my zodiac sign is Sagittarius, or Sagittarius. I like it so much! Because this sign yearns for freedom, and the pursuit of freedom is my inner thought.

My sick heart still wondered what to do, so I even went down to look for constellations on the lunar birthday. Fortunately, just now, it was still a Sagittarius, and it almost became a Capricorn. Given that I have obsessive-compulsive disorder, if the solar sign is different from the lunar sign, I will be bothered that I don't know which one to believe, or even both. So, it's good that it's all Sagittarius!

There are good and bad explanations of Sagittarius in astrology. Okay, there are 2B optimistic, sunny, and I know a lot of friends. However, it's a bit different from me, I'm not sunny, and I don't like to communicate much, but sometimes it's just 2b. What's not good, the most prominent thing is that the flower heart! is not the kind of flower heart that steps on two boats with one foot, but the flower heart that likes one and quickly likes the other, in other words, the flower heart that is greedy for the new and hates the old. It's nothing, the problem is, I actually believe it!

I think of the girls I liked since I was a child, oops, it's really hearty! And because there was a kindness in my heart at that time, I didn't want to hurt girls, and I didn't want to drag it out, for fear that my heart would hurt people.

But it's that perverted kindness that makes me more vulnerable to hurt. Something like that, for your own good, I don't want to affect you, let's not contact again. That's the most hurtful, and then there was someone who was hurt by me like this.

I fell into this so-called "constellation fate" full of entertainment, which was originally stated to be for entertainment only, but somehow, I believed it!

Believing in the horoscopes sometimes gives me happiness, sometimes gives me confusion. Lost constellations, lost themselves......

At that time, among the girls I knew from childhood to adulthood, I only knew Gan's zodiac sign because I knew her birthday. She is an Aries.

Since then, when I look at horoscopes, I usually look at two zodiac signs, one is Sagittarius and the other is Aries.

I once looked curiously at the pairing of Sagittarius and Aries, and it turned out to be a natural pair with similar personalities.

Will I believe it......?

It's not so good to go through memories with the mood of the present. Because......

Maybe it was a humorous memory, but I accidentally saddened it. Maybe it was a sad memory, but I slipped it through with a light description.

It's best to travel through memories with a plain state of mind, but it's not like you're willing to look for me every day.

I can only think like this, the past and the present are also linked, it doesn't matter if the mood doesn't coincide, as long as the memories of the past can be preserved, it's fine.

In my sophomore year of high school, I can't find too many shining memories in my mind, after all, I live too singlely.

The hard work of the first semester of my sophomore year was not in vain, my final grades were good, and I made progress in all except politics.

The geography test at the end of that semester was relatively simple, and many people got perfect marks, but fortunately, I also got 98 points! Even my weakest math was a pass! I actually scored 46 points in the politics test! My overall score was not able to squeeze into the top few of the class because of my lag!

But it's not bad, the overall score is already a leap forward compared to the previous grades! I also won the Progress Award, which is the only award I won by grades in high school. There are not many other awards, and they have nothing to do with the results.

After seeing my own progress, I finally realized that reading motivational books can motivate people to improve. So, on weekends and holidays, I always go to the big supermarket to read books. At that time, I completely subverted me who didn't touch books much before. That's a good turnaround!

Because my grades have improved, Mr. Qiangqiang even asked me to take care of discipline for a certain day. It's the kind of self-study that when someone speaks, they write it down. Phew, I don't like it! But I don't have a choice......

Several times I sat on the podium and looked at the many strange pairs of eyes in the classroom, my feet would tremble!

I've written down their names, and they'll come to me at the end of class to theorize, as if I'm going to hurt them on purpose. I hate this feeling, it's not free at all! So, it's not good to be a class cadre! Here, I salute the conscientious class cadres! You are wonderful!

Phew, it's finally placed! I may have sat in third place because of the progress in my grades.

The same table is called Yue, a boy who writes very well and is also very good at mathematics. One thing he and I have in common is that he also likes to watch "Superman Diga"! Huhu, but he knows how to watch it better than me! He thinks that the male protagonist in it is his idol, and the female protagonist is the type of girl he likes. I really, really, admire it to the end!

I don't remember who was next to the seat and behind the seat, but I remember that there were two girls in front of the seat, one was Yi, and the other was Juan who suddenly greeted me before. They are all very good students, and I feel like a little person in front of them.

However, both of them are quite talkative and have a slight sense of humor.

So, I had a new flower name, called dragon!

Whew, they're good at English! That's why they're always dragons. I also like this nickname, at least it's better than "Brother Long"!

I love studying geography and one of my favorite subjects in the first semester of my second year of high school is geography. Because I find joy in studying geography, I can extend my interest in learning to other subjects, and then improve my overall grades.

Therefore, I like geography to the point where I learn geography in math class and geography in Chinese class! Whew......

Once the geography teacher talked about a problem, I forgot what it was, and I found the explanation in a small corner of the exercise book that almost no one would read. The geography teacher disagreed at first, but I was sure to explain it myself. He agreed.

These little deeds made Juan turn around and applaud me gently: "Wow, you are so amazing!"

I smiled shyly...... Hee-hee!

Juan also told me: "I saw you answering questions on the blackboard before, and I feel that you are so tall!"

I asked, "Isn't Big Head Wise taller than me?"

She said something that touched my heart: "No, he's tall." Yours is a high image!"

I'm a little shocked!

Feeling, very special!

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