Every journey, at a certain stage, is easy to get lost. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info No compass, no directions, no map, just a dazed beating heart.

In the face of confusion, do you grope your way forward, or linger in place, or retreat and go back? There is no answer, because this is the path of each different life. It's up to you to decide how to go on your own way. Whether the road is right or wrong is determined by time.

The same is true of the path of cultivators.

It seems that my cultivation journey has only just begun, and I have fallen into a lost situation not long ago.

Is this a test?

On the morning of the second day of the leaflet, the alarm clock woke me up.

A faint sadness lingers in my heart, an inexplicable loss.

Sit still in a daze, exhale, get up, and continue to face your fears.

Yi and I went out and walked back to the company headquarters. Passing by the vegetable market where we were going to hand out flyers. Yi has already begun to hand out leaflets.

I took the flyer in my hand and held it tightly, so tight that I was shaking a little.

"Morning, Uncle ......" I still managed to squeeze out a smile, greeted politely, and tenderly handed over the leaflet in my hand.

Still with a cold expression, a look of disdain for me, a turn that ignored the leaflet in my hand, and a back that looked at me as disgusted as garbage.

"I will definitely not hand out flyers in the future. Hahaha...... "The words I said when I was a student constantly satirized my heart.

I endured the discomfort, accepted the hate, and continued my fears.

There will be rejection, and there will be acceptance. Fortunately, there are still kind-hearted and understanding old people in the world, who give me little comfort and hope every time I am about to lose it.

Looking at Ying, they all worked so hard to hand out leaflets and persisted. I felt guilty because I wanted to run away. Escape from these things that I fear the most......

I sneaked away from the range where we were handing out leaflets and went the other way—the road I hadn't taken.

I'm not familiar with the terrain there, but I'm not afraid of getting lost either. In this way, on a strange road, leaflets were occasionally distributed. Thinking, is this the path I want to take?

When I walked to a place where there was a small river, I sat on a stone bench by the river and waited for the time to pass.

Isn't it right to keep struggling inwardly?

They worked so hard to hand out leaflets, but I ......

When Ying called and asked where I was, I could only lie and say that I was somewhere in the range of handing out leaflets. On the other side of the phone, the heart factor. For this, I feel even more guilty.

The things that I have been afraid of since I was a child should be accepted at such a close distance, and the inner strength is not strong enough to bear.

However, I don't want to be a burden to others. Gritted his teeth and left two leaflets on the stone bench. Keep going......

It stands to reason that if I really wanted to be lazy, I could have thrown most of the flyers in the trash. But I'm not lazy, I'm just scared. The only leaflets I dared to send at that time were to be sent to places where no one saw them. Comfort yourself that someone may pass by and take a look. This is just a relief from my own guilt, and it is also a deception of my own inability to break through.

That day passed quickly because I wasn't dealing with people most of the time. And, I also discovered a new route. It turned out that I took another way, which was to go back to the company. It's just that it's dark, and I'm still on the road, waiting for a lot of people's concern. I was uneasy and sat down on the bus back to my apartment.

Back in the apartment, looking at Sister Jane with happy energy, perhaps, I should let myself go.

There is only one day left.

The uneasy mood never thought of letting me go, and the nightmares of the night and the alarm clock of fear became my "friends".

Keep bearing the ......

On the third day, the team had already sold several electronic blood pressure monitors, more than our team.

I still went to hand out flyers as I did the day before. Still, I saw Sanshan.

After some kind of chatting, we distributed flyers together. Actually, strictly speaking, it's chatting together.

It was very hot, so I bought ice cream cups and ate them with her and talked with them.

I also took her on a new route I had discovered the day before, telling her my little secret of handing out flyers.

She said she was also confused and didn't know how long she could do it.

I was amazed, because, in her bright smile, it was hard to see the confusion.

She thinks of an angel who loves to laugh in my heart, and in her smile, there is only brilliance, no sadness. Many old people like her smile very much, not only the elderly, but many of us. However, how many people can see the annoyance behind her smile?

As for society, the angel who loved to laugh became so good at acting......

Shanshan, when I first met, I didn't feel very deeply. But since she talked to me, I've found that she touches my heart......

Chatting and leaving, I forgot what to talk about, but I remember talking for a long time. She called me worriedly again, and I felt really sorry for her......

After that, how the end of the day, I forget.

The three days of handing out leaflets were a great test for my heart. However, is this what I want to cultivate?

Am I weak, or am I looking for the right one?

During this time, have I really cultivated to the point of my technique?

Question mark is a good answer.

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