When I went home from the vacation of my sophomore and junior years of high school, it was the most difficult!

Even if we find a shuttle, it's already a shuttle bus stuffed with human flesh! However, the aunts and aunts who sell tickets will always say to us, "Come on! How many people can stand here! If you wait any longer, it will be a long time before there is a bus!"

Well, from their eyes, I can't see people, only money earned regardless of the lives of others. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

The car is obviously a little offset, but the money makes the driver willing to take risks. Whew, eighteen bends in the mountain road!

But I'm also adventurous!

There are a lot of people in the shuttle, so of course you have to slow down, or perhaps, you can't get up fast at all.

In special cases, it will really accelerate regardless of the squeezing of human flesh!!

As soon as you accelerate, anything can happen. For example, there was a beautiful girl standing next to me, and it was likely that she was thrown into my arms because of the shuttle bus......!

Or, there's a big fat guy standing next to me who hits my ass as the bus goes up and down. I'm going to push my ass back hard, and I'm going to push it back! Whew, the strength is not deep enough, and I'm pushed back! I'm riding in the same car, when is the flesh pressing each other......

So, there are memories of taking the shuttle.

Yesterday I went to my alma mater in junior high school, and it became beautiful, but it was not the alma mater I remembered. Di, it's getting farther and farther away......

Back in the past, at the beginning of the third year of high school, there were not many changes in the students, that is, they were directly promoted to the third year of high school along the class after the second year of high school.

I'm still in Class Eleven.

The morning of the third year of high school is more energetic! It is no longer a boring morning exercise, but a run, about a kilometer!

The mighty three armies of the high school rushed in batches! Huh, it's strange to rush, it's good to be able to run.

Halfway through, many girls walked. Further, many of the boys and girls walked. However, there is still meaning! In addition to making people feel a little more energetic and lose weight, there is also the fact that you can meet familiar people who are usually difficult to meet.

In the third year of high school, I usually have the word "brother" in my flower name, also because of my height. I didn't know how much I wanted to hear a nickname that was like a child......!

Behind the high body is just a child's heart. Nobody sees, no one hears, I'm still quiet.

Back to classroom life.

Okay, the classrooms are new, the dormitories are new. Well, it should feel new too!

At that time, the people near my seat were relatively close, and they were a little impressed, and there was ......

Phineas, a boy who looked a lot like me when I was a kid. It's not about looks, it's about character. When he answers questions in class, his ears turn red so quickly! If the power of shyness bursts out of his ears, then, I will have a "little Guan Gong" to be at the same table. In fact, boys with red ears are very kind at heart. Am I also praising how kind I was when I was a child? Quack! This is normal, I was originally very kind.

Next to the seat is Sister Shiyun, the representative of the English department. There is a mushroom head, not Lin Dalang's kind of mushroom hairstyle, a slightly more normal mushroom hairstyle. At the beginning of the school year, she was said ill by many naughty boys behind her back. But she's tough, don't care! because, she doesn't know. Oh oh......

And Sister Shiyun's tablemate is Sister Jinzhen. That's what it says here, but that's not what I called them at the time. Sister Jinzhen is good at mathematics, so she is a representative of mathematics. Alas, these are all subjects that I am not good at......

Also, Dan, a girl who isn't very happy with her body shape. Well, she didn't talk to me much at the time. But when I was in college, her social circle would have influenced me a bit. Whew, I haven't written it yet.

There are a few more, but they are not impressive enough, so don't bother.

In order to create a new image, I developed a little habit - Chewing Yida.

Well, why is Chey Yida the new image? That's because, I saw on the mobile phone Internet, one of the ten most handsome moments of a man is chewing gum.

Green Arrow gum has been forgotten by me, I fell in love with Yida, so naturally I chewed Yida!

Another reason, scientifically proven, when people chew, the efficiency of the brain will be accelerated, and the memory will also improve.

That's why I always like to do my homework while chewing on Yida. Chew secretly in class and continue to chew after class. It's really like chewing and addicted......

After a long time, Sister Shiyun finally called me. I thought she was asking me how many Yida I would take. Behold......

"Liu Jinlong, why do you like to chew Yida so much? I see your mouth moving all day long!" she asked curiously.

I was still secretly happy, wasn't it handsome? Then, I replied to her seriously: "Because Chewing Yida is very cool!"

She immediately advised me: "Don't chew so much Yida, it's not good!"

I immediately said "Huh?".

Sister Jinzhen also came to add to the fire: "Yes, it's not good! Don't chew so much!"

When I was about to ask why, Sister Shiyun chose the right time very accurately and said: "If you chew too much, you will have problems giving birth to BB in the future!"

"Nani?!" The petrified expression inside me was forcibly hidden under the pretended calm expression, and then timidly spat out a sentence "Won't it?!"

"Really! I didn't lie to you! I saw it in the book!" Sister Shiyun said so really.

Well, chew less...... Oh oh......

Time goes on......

ambiguous, people are wronged, and there is no evidence of love. When to move forward, when to give up, I didn't even have the courage to hug ...... lyrics of "Ambiguous", which is well written.

There is a classic quote in "The Girl We Chased Together in Those Years" written by Nine Knives that made me feel very deeply: The cruelest part of growing up is that girls are always more mature than boys of the same age. It is this maturity that makes the boy overwhelmed.

I'm naïve, and if a girl is more mature than a boy of the same age, then for me, it's super mature.

The phenomenon of classroom placement occurs every once in a while.

There are too many times in memory, and many things and seat memories will be confused. Therefore, I can only rely on the classmates next to my seat to search for memories.

After the seat was changed, there was a girl named Liao next to him. Her height is considered to be the tallest of the girls in the class, and she has a boyfriend. Her spiritual world, to me, is incomprehensible. It was so unexpected!

There were two girls in front of the seat, one named Jingyan and the other Guan Lianmei. Judging from the homonym of their names, it seems that one is a panicked swallow and needs protection. One is a sister who is related and also needs protection. Whew, literally, it's just that.

Jingyan is a little smaller, but has a small domineering spirit. Guan Lianmei, it's weird. She was born a year before me, but she insisted that I be her brother, maybe she likes to be a sister, and there will be a sense of security that her brother protects. However, I have been a younger brother since I was a child, and I don't have much but a lot of sisters! So, I really didn't want to be an older brother at that time. Because I also need protection, I don't know how to protect others, and I am still a child......

In a quiet recess, Juan really walked from the end of the teaching building to the end of the teaching building and chatted with me. Seven classes apart, she broke through before me.

She handed me a piece of paper with her new words in it. She's smiling so much!

Then, she went downstairs to PE class.

When I entered the classroom and returned to my seat, I was about to open the letter to read Juan's new words.

Guan Lianmei jokingly asked, "Brother Long, are you looking at a love letter?"

I explained very seriously: "It's not a love letter, it's a word." ”

Then she asked again: "Brother Long, is that girl your girlfriend just now?"

I...... Forehead...... wiped a handful of cold sweat and continued to explain: "It's not a girlfriend, it's a friend." Female friends!"

She would say "oh" with a smile......

Whew, open the letter and look at Juan's words.

(In my stubborn youth, I saw those pains as medals, proof of my love, and capital that I could show off.)

However, when only pain is left in love, it comes with despair and tightens step by step, making the ending more and more clear.

As it led to a doomed end, for a moment, I was suddenly confused.

This spoiled mood is still not love. ）

This is one of them, and she wrote a sentence under the lyrics, "The feeling of being single again".

I thought, did she really break up with hers?

I didn't speculate for too long, just silently kept the letter.

Time soon came to the National Day, and the three sisters returned to their hometown for a vacation.

I'm very happy! Because in high school, I only had three sisters who could talk to my relatives.

The rebellious psychology makes me have a generation gap with the older elders, and my sister and the second sister have their own families, which is more incompatible. Only the three sisters, who were slightly close to me at the time and had not yet married, could talk to me the most.

The third sister was the most annoying when I was a child, I often quarreled with her, and I dared to quarrel with her by using the two powerful backstage of my uncle and aunt!

She asked me a question when I was a child: "Do you like the term sick man in East Asia?"

Since I didn't know anything at the time, I had only watched Chen Zhen in "Jingwumen", which was very cool! I didn't know that "the sick man of East Asia" was a derogatory term, and I thought that Chen Zhen was the "sick man of East Asia" at the time. Because in the TV, Chen Zhen was carrying the plaque with the words "The Sick Man of East Asia" written on it to fight!

After the three sisters made fun of me, they helped me correct my thinking. Huhu, although she loves to make fun of me, she has always helped me grow.

As we both grew up, she felt better and better in my mind. I often buy designer clothes and designer shoes for me to wear. Actually, I don't expect famous brands, I just like her to go shopping with me. My sister is very happy to go shopping with me, just like when I was a child, my sister and my second sister accompanied me to go shopping.

On National Day, the three sisters accompanied me to go shopping, play, and take pictures. I am very happy!

At home, they also sleep together, which is normal. Several of my sisters can be like this, just like when they were children. We are both relatives and good friends!

We'll be so bored that we'll compare whose soles of our feet are better, and take another photo!

Therefore, when she was about to go to work after her vacation, I would secretly cry like when I was a child! Because I was so moved, I couldn't do anything, so I could only study hard......

The memories of family affection will always be interspersed with growth.

After the National Day, classroom life continues.

Liao said that during the National Day holiday, she saw me shopping with a girl and going to buy clothes in Yichun store. I also asked if the girl was my girlfriend......

I laughed, "She's my sister." ”

She asked, "How many brothers and sisters do you have in your family?"

Well, a lot of people have asked me this question, and I could say that I have four older sisters, and then I'm the youngest. Or maybe I have three older sisters, and then I'm the youngest.

Why do you answer this way, it depends on the person.

My answer to Liao is, I have three sisters, and I am the youngest.

She was surprised: "So many sisters love you, so happy!"

I laughed. Yes, I am happy!

Time continues to parade, and it's Juan's birthday.

The way I wish her birthday is different from the way I blessed Gan's birthday when I was a freshman in high school. Perhaps, afraid of memories.

I used the money, carefully selected a few interesting gifts, and bought them. Then write down the blessings and meaning of each small gift on a piece of paper.

On the night of her birthday, I walked up to her beyond seven classrooms and sent my blessings. She smiled, and it was fine.

That was the first time I used money to buy a birthday present for someone.

After Liao found out, he said to me enviously: "It's so good to be your friend!"

I smiled, in fact, Liao only saw the surface, after a long time, it is clear to me that I am very passive, and I often turn hot and cold to people. Not ordinary people can bear that kind of nervous feeling......

When I used the money to buy a birthday present, I felt a little uncomfortable. Because, the money belongs to the parents, not to save it themselves, and it is difficult to use it. I wanted to bless Juan like I wished Gan's birthday in my first year of high school, but I couldn't get the consent of my heart.

Whew, who knew that Liao actually jumped out of a sentence: "My birthday is coming soon, what about my birthday gift?"

I...... Smile......

If you don't want to buy it, she is embarrassed to refuse. Buy, I don't have that heart. Because she doesn't understand me, and I don't understand her.

In the end, because I didn't know how to refuse, I still agreed to buy her a birthday present.

On her birthday, many classmates gave her gifts. At that time, I thought, I don't know if she envied me, or if I envied her. I've grown so old that I've never had a birthday present, let alone a cake. Those images are only on TV and on other people. I've never ......

After giving her a birthday present, there is a simple thank you, and then, it is forgotten.

Time is moving a little pace, and my birthday is here!

At that time, it was already winter.

Gan and I were in the Cold War, but also in space, wishing me a happy birthday! I simply replied, "Thank you." ”

On the night of my birthday, the evening self-study was over, and I was ready to go back to the dormitory. Juan arrived in time, I am very happy!

When she wished me a happy birthday, she gave me her birthday present, a scarf she had knitted herself. The scarf is cute and comes in several color mixes and matches, and is the type I like.

I was so touched because I had received my first birthday present.

Juan quickly finished blessing and left with her companion. I haven't had time to say anything, I haven't thought about the significance of this gift, I just know that this gift is precious.

The next day, I put on the scarf she gave me, it was really warm! I thought, Juan is so sweet, she will prepare such a warm gift. But I really didn't know what it meant for a girl to give a boy a scarf.

I'm always so ignorant......

But when I went to college and learned what that meant, everything wasn't the way it was.

None of us understood God's intentions, but we could only accept it silently.

A lot of the time, Juan gave me the impression that she liked me, but I wasn't sure if she really liked me. I've been guessing and guessing, but I can't guess what kind of mood is behind that ambiguity......

Sometimes, the feeling she gave me even overwhelmed the feeling Di and Gan gave me, and I felt the urge to hug her. But I can suppress that urge without showing a trace.

Sometimes I think she really seems to like me, and I am about to say something without thinking about anything, but she gives me a feeling that I don't care much about me.

It was this feeling of plausibility that kept the words in my heart until I was in college......

So, Juan never knew that I used to like her, so much so that I almost violated my own principles, but fortunately, Scorpio always made Sagittarius me guess. Otherwise, I might have lost her good friend, who can still talk to me to this day.

Ambiguous, making people greedy until waiting loses its meaning.

Helplessly, you and I can't write the ending.

The beauty of regret is parked here......

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