Chapter 48: Love is Fulfillment
"Zhou Can?" the two voices sounded at the same time, and both of them looked at the man who walked in from the door.
"I'm sorry for wronging you. Zhou Can walked straight up to Zijun, his face full of apologies.
"I'm fine," it's true that I'm uncomfortable, but I can't talk about grievances. She can distinguish the priorities, and it's not that Zhou Canzhen has done anything to be sorry for her, "I'm really fine." Isn't the front busy? Xiao Ping, she-"
Xiao Ping looked at the two of them as if there was no one around, and her heart had already broken into pieces. I wanted to run away from the wilderness, but my feet seemed to have roots. To this day, she still wants to hear what he has to say, to understand where she lost. She is a person who admits death, and she doesn't know how to turn back after hitting the south wall.
Zhou Can was tender and sweet to Zijun, and when he looked back at Xiao Ping, his eyes were naturally unfriendly, "Xiao Ping, you are also in your twenties, can you not be so naïve!" Before Zhou Can's words fell, Xiao Ping, who was not far away, covered his mouth with his hand, and his eyes were red. It really hurts, her years of dedication are just in exchange for these two words.
Zijun pulled Zhou Can's sleeve and signaled him not to be so ruthless,
His wife had an order, and Zhou Can had to follow. Moreover, in the end, they are friends of the world, and they will not have a chance to meet in the future anyway. Zhou Can's tone was finally a little more tactful. "Xiao Ping, the so-called love is nothing more than wishful thinking, and neither party is reluctant to be consummated. ”
"Whether you are good or not, good or not, it never means anything to me. ”
"What I love is, of course, the best one for me. In my heart, she is the best in the world. ”
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Xiao Ping covered her mouth and ran out, tears sliding down the air. His words swirled in her mind over and over again. She didn't want to, but she couldn't forget. It turned out that his existence was never meaningless. It turned out that her existence would only bring him trouble.
She ran straight through the crowd. At this moment, all the unwillingness and grievances seem to be meaningless. For people who don't love themselves, the more you do, the more you get bored. It's her mother, Uncle Zhou.
Yes, she knows it all. Her mother has always loved Uncle Zhou in her heart, and she has never loved her father. Dad loves Mom so much and treats Mom as well as possible, she thinks Dad is so pitiful. However, the same emotional experience made her full of sympathy for her mother.
But at this moment, something seemed different. Her heart is like a mess, and she still needs to sort it out......
"Zhou Can-" There is always unbelievable suffering in love, and she once deeply experienced it. Seeing Xiao Ping like this, Zijun really felt related. Fortunately, he loved her, otherwise she would have loved so hard.
Oh no, if he didn't love her, she wouldn't be so entangled. Even if she loves her heart, she will fulfill it and bless her. Perhaps, this is the biggest difference between her and Xiao Ping.
Zhou Can is such an absolute person, a beauty like Xiao Ping, no matter how much obsession he is, he can't be moved. He has always pretended to be her in his heart, but she gave up because there was no hope, will he feel that she doesn't love him enough, thinking of this, Zijun suddenly felt a little scared in his heart.
"Zhou Can, do you think-" The words came to her lips, on such a day, she suddenly couldn't ask this sentence. But if she doesn't ask, she always has a stalk in her heart.
"What?" Zijun's sudden aura did not hide from Zhou Can.
"Zijun, what do you want to say?" he wrapped his arms around her, pressed her head against his chest, and his soft voice sounded in her ears, "Zijun, you don't have anything to say to me. ”
"Do you think— she loves you more than I do? You see, we're both married, and she's still sad for you, and—"
"Zijun—" Zhou Can pushed into her eyes and looked into her eyes. Zijun's eyes were confused, fragile, and pitiful, "I wouldn't think so, and neither are you." ”
"Won't?"
"No, Zijun, why do you think that? Actually, I'm a sane person, and I haven't been able to understand Xiao Ping as a person. Why is it that I am so bad to her, she can still persevere. In my concept, love is mutual, you see, I love you, you love me, this is the best way to love. ”
"Is that so?"
"One-sided love is not meaningless. It's just that knowing that the other party's heart belongs, and still entanglement, this is no longer worthy of being called love. If you really love someone, how can you be willing to destroy their happiness with recklessness? Shouldn't loving someone be fulfillment?"
On the National Day that year, I finally met Zijun again. Knowing that she had a boyfriend, she turned him down. No matter how painful his heart was, he had to give up. Giving up is not that you don't love, but that if you are well, it will be a sunny day, and his life will go on.
"Fulfillment?"
"Yes, it is fulfilled. If you were in Xiao Ping's position today, I believe you wouldn't have done that. "Yes, she won't. No matter how much she loves, she can't do anything like that.
"But that doesn't mean you don't love me. ”
He is such a Zhou Can, he will love someone deeply, if he can't get along with each other, then forget about each other. Therefore, he can understand why Zijun fell in love with Huang Yu at the beginning. When Zijun said, Zhou Can, I love you, I have always loved you. He was suddenly relieved and understood, why did she reject him when she was obviously in a state of lovelorn.
He and her are the same kind of people, so the love between them can last for a long time, and it finally blossoms.
"And if it were me, in her position today, I wouldn't have done that. But, Zijun, that doesn't mean I don't love you. Do you understand?"
I understand, it seems that I can't understand better. Her heart finally settled. The word love, so difficult, who can say that they fully understand.
"Understood, husband, I feel like I love you more, what should I do?" Zijun looked at him, his expression was still a little silly.
"Then love me well. Zhou Can gently pinched her cheek and collected his thoughts. It's been so long since I've been out of the place, but my endurance has increased in some ways. remembered that when the two of them were just together, Zhou Can was a little embarrassed, "You rest, I'll go out first." It's almost time to start the table, I'll ask Xiaoyang to help you bring some food over to eat. ”
At the banquet, the two of them had to take turns toasting from table to table, and they didn't have time to eat at all. If she didn't take this opportunity to eat something, Zhou Can was worried that she wouldn't be able to stand it for a while.
"Okay, there you go. ”
"Hmm!" he watched Xiao Ping come over, and was tripped up by the guests outside, otherwise he wouldn't have let her come to the new house at all. He disappeared for so long, and if he stayed in the room for a while, it was estimated that someone would come to urge him. Sure enough, before Zhou Can could reach the door, he was called out.