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That morning, I woke up a little later than I usually do on weekend mornings. Because I didn't fall asleep until after 3 o'clock in the morning......

Even if it was late, I set off on the "Big Black" at eight o'clock. Every weekend, the company arranges a car to take us out to the city center for shopping, and I can actually take the company car instead of riding it myself. But I love cycling.

I rode a long route, but the road was easy to walk, the air was good, and there was no traffic jam. The route of the company car is relatively close, but the road is so bad, and the air quality is very poor, and there is a high possibility of traffic jams.

Perhaps this can reflect the difference in our outlook on life.

If we take the city center as the destination, the route from the starting point to the destination as the way to achieve the goal, and our mode of transportation as the way to achieve the goal.

Well, they are smart, they can use the power of the company to avoid the influence of the outside world, and despite the high competition in the complex traffic and people, at least they can reach their destination safely and with nothing to lose.

I, on the other hand, am willful. I chose to ride my own bike on a different route, which meant that I was much behind in time for them to get there. Moreover, I rode my own road alone, and if anything happened on the road, there was no acquaintance who could help me, so I had to rely on myself. Although the road is smooth and the competition is small, it is a great test of one's will. Under the scorching sun, a bare road is steaming the "tail of fire", and the water in the body is dispersed quickly, even if you know how to take the route ahead, you will easily feel tired and weak. Because, physiology may not be able to survive, and psychological assistance is also needed.

They are smart in life to use the quickest and least loss-making way to achieve their goals, so they succeed quickly. And in my life, I chose stupid ways to achieve my goals, so I succeeded very slowly.

In this regard, I can only say: "There will be gains and losses, and there will be gains and losses." ”

They succeeded, but lost a lot of fun, and in order to succeed, buried themselves in a monotonous and boring mass population. I got a lot of pleasure for personal freshness, but I lost a lot of the many qualities that I could have cultivated to be successful, such as maturity.

Because there is only one me in the world, then I will be myself, and let the future tell whether I succeed or not. I just wanted to live what I wanted to live......

Who told me to be so willful?

Time goes on.

I am a proud person, and I have pride in my bones......

My pride comes from my family's pampering of me when I was a child, but I am not averse to it, and I am grateful to God for giving me this beautiful pampering. Because, for me, without that pampering, maybe I wouldn't have my own way.

Besides, my pride has gradually converged in the process of growing up, and it has converged to the point of even being a little modest to the point of hypocrisy.

This proves that primary education is successful, and the famous saying "humility makes people progress, pride makes people backward" has been deeply implanted in my brain.

It's just that the "famous sayings" don't grow very well in the brain, and some are malnourished. As a result, I behaved awkwardly. I can't tell if I'm humble or proud. For example, when people praise me, I always humbly reply to things like where and where, but my heart is proud to smile......

Pride is the motivation for me to win first. Before I knew the famous saying "humility makes people progress, pride makes people lag behind", I was proud, I like to take the first.

However, after learning that famous saying, I don't know why, I have already hesitated about being the first. Every time I encounter a game or something, I start to run away and feel that I don't want to fight. Because of the competition, unless I have a proud heart and a desire to win the first place, I am not motivated at all. Since I was not motivated, there was no point in competing, so I didn't compete in a long time......

There is another reason, the heart of pride is always there, but it is hidden a little deep. I don't want to participate in the competition because I am afraid of losing, and my proud heart does not like to lose.

Here the contradiction begins, the competition, saying that his pride is not strong enough, and he has no desire to compete for the first. If you don't compete, you say that you are very proud and afraid of losing. So, what's going on?

Timid, this word is easier to describe.

On the road that morning, I saw three people who were also riding mountain bikes. When I see people who have the same hobby, my heart is very excited, and then I have an inexplicable desire to surpass them. This is my pride!

Their bikes were better equipped than my "Big Black" because my "Big Black" couldn't shift gears.

But the more different the conditions, the stronger the desire for me to surpass them! I am proud! Yes, I am really proud!

As I slowly overtook them and rode for a while, they seemed to have a desire to overtake me. So, they sped up ahead of me and threw me out of the way.

I'm not in a hurry, because I know there's a big slope ahead.

Sure enough, on the big slopes, they all shifted gears and rode up in a low-effort way. My "big black" didn't change gears, so I had to accelerate in front of the big slope and use the inertia of the momentum to help me get up the slope. As the momentum of inertia decreases little by little, my feet have to maintain a fast output all the time.

So, I rode faster on the big slopes than on the flat roads! one had already been left behind by me, the second was overtaken by me on the uphill, and the last was thrown off on the downhill.

After that, there is no after. My pace was always in the upper middle and didn't drop too much. I haven't seen them anymore......

I'm proud!

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