Chapter 1142: The First Step 542
The anger of the heart swallows everything, and nothing is left.
There is only invective, only madness.
The rest, will roll aside.
What's important?
No, I don't see, the world is not real, who has the right to pretend to be real?
In other words, they are all qualified, and it is precisely because they are not true that all are qualified to pretend to be real.
You don't need to live a good life, and the fear that life will be a mess is.
The anchor tugged at the ship of life, and the twist in my head was self-directed, and I didn't know why I didn't kill it.
I don't know why I really didn't kill it.
Distortion requires an infusion of energy, and even letting go of this natural state requires effort, what the hell is this.
Fear held me firmly, kept me energizing, as if I didn't need to think about anything, and instinctively felt that letting go was a kind of death.
In fact, it's true, to let go is to commit suicide, to destroy the character, to let the character die.
The character of Yuan Changwen was originally formed after distortion, and after stopping injecting energy, the distortion will naturally recover.
At that time, it was the death period of the character.
So, what else do you have to catch?
No matter what the specific content is, it's all, it's all the product of emotion.
Mom, what's it?
A person who is very good to me, a person who gave birth to me and raised me, a person who obeys me in many things, a person who can sacrifice himself in order to make me better.
And then what?
Where does that must be filial come from?
Where does the idea that a family naturally want to be united come from?
I don't know why my mom was so nice to me, but that doesn't justify me for what I have to do.
It's all just a man-made distortion, and it's still just fear in control.
Society needs stability, and it naturally preaches filial piety, after all, the family is not harmonious, who will build the dream of an empire = na.
I need to solve my worries, I am old, I don't have a good body and I don't have a lot of income, so the filial piety of my children seems to give me peace of mind.
Mom is just a stranger, and she doesn't have the right to be arrogant in my head.
I have to kill my mother, and the idea that my mother is sacrosanct is in itself an obstacle.
Mom is very good to me, so what?
I don't need to make any senses, it's all artificially distorted.
Mixed with this inner anger, he rushed directly to his mother, destroyed his mother, and didn't need to leave anything behind.
Is there any reason to allow my mom to be presumptuous in my head?
And why shouldn't it be based on fear?
How can my mother stay, I won't allow it, and I don't want to see it.
Kill my mother, at all costs, of course, there is no such thing as a price.
It's just that the emotional tug makes me think it's a very scary thing, but it's just a twist in my head.
I will enjoy my mother's good with peace of mind, and I will not have so-called filial piety towards my mother.
It's the so-called white-eyed wolf.
This kind of thinking is a great rebellion in itself, but unfortunately, it does me no harm, and it does not even attract my attention.
There is no need to explain, there is no need to cover up, and what is just the killing of the heart does not mean the killing of the body.
There is no need to explain.
I'm a white-eyed wolf.
It doesn't matter what other people think of me or what they think of me.
There is no one else at all, just the presentation of the elements of the picture.
Anything can be presented, I won't stop it, and I can't stop it.
Who knows what the elements of the picture will present, but as long as they are, then I will resign myself to my fate, and there is nothing to resist at all.
As for what I'll do next, that's another matter entirely.
What's not to do to kill my mother?
I mean physical killings, the kind of shocking murders done by the rebellious white-eyed wolves.
What's not to do?
Who gets hurt?
It's all just a bubble, it's just a sense of reality formed under the pull of emotions.
If you need it downstream, then why not?
In fact, this sentence has become an obstacle, as if I can kill my mother when I need it, but I can't do that with Shunliu, so I won't kill my mother either.
It was a relief to me, but it was just a reassurance, just a compromise.
The anchor is still there, and the false can easily get me to divert the target by a simple trick.
Why can't you kill my mother?
I don't need to find any reason to make the whole thing true, such as my mother treats me badly, such as my mother has been cruel to me, such as my mother has abused me since I was a child, such as my mother directly drugged me in order to break up......
These reasons or excuses are just to prove that I have not done anything wrong, and I am still enriching the role.
There's no reason, just kill my mother, what's not to do?
My mother is very good to me, my mother cares about me, my mother is very accommodating to me, my mother has almost no shortcomings, and then I can't kill my mother?
Where does this idea come from?
There is no mother, and it is not the real person of Yuan Changwen and the real person of the mother who interact in this real world.
None of this is real, if you want, the picture elements can present countless dramatic conflicts between the character of Yuan Changwen and the character of the mother.
Dead and come again, come and die.
I can't be sure of anything, but I'm aware of a lot of things at the moment, and it's to assume the reality of the world based on these things.
Mom has to die, and it's impossible to continue to be presumptuous in my head, even though Mom has always been presumptuous.
Break mom, cut off the emotional pull, I won't allow this shit to continue to control me.
Personal preference, although it will not be recognized by others, but it still can't change the so-called filial piety is just a personal preference.
If there are a large number of people, you can pretend to be real?
Mom will die here, and then she won't be able to survive and become a stranger.
I don't need to pretend anything, all my words and actions are just to make myself comfortable.
If filial piety can make me comfortable, then I will be filial.
If it makes me feel comfortable to do something unfilial, then I will not hesitate to do it.
In the end, everything will turn into a downstream, that kind of heart-pounding life.
I don't miss my mother, and I have no reason to worry about her, or even think about taking care of her.
That's just fleshing out the character, just doing something for the character's attributes.
Thinking that others scolding me for not being filial, thinking about other people's pointing at me, it seems that I have to be filial to my mother.
It's all characters, it's all self-defined, it's all shit.
It's not the first time I've faced my mother, it seems that anger never ends, and my mother can always be presumptuous there.
However, it didn't take long for my mom to peel off my head.
There's nothing left, and I don't need my mom to leave anything behind.
It's just the presentation of picture elements, what can't be presented?
Kill my mother, don't allow my mother to be presumptuous in my head, and end this. (https:)
Please remember that the first domain name of this book is:. Mobile version reading URL: