I suddenly remembered what a game god-level character had asked me: "Why do the weak fight?"

I've been a weak person since I was a child, and I've been bullied almost all the time, even if I scold people, I can't scold people hard. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info evade harm by constantly showing weakness, and there is hardly any reason to be brave. Accidentally, in a corner that no one else can see, secretly shed tears.

Character so, habit. I'm not a wolf, and I can't learn the strength and courage of a wolf, the self-confidence of a wolf, or the ruthlessness of a wolf. Wolves fight to survive! Am I also fighting to survive? But I'm weakling......

My dark side really doesn't like to say I'm weak! But it's also true......

From a certain point of view, wolves are also weak! Many prey are difficult for a wolf to catch, and they must be a pack of wolves! They know that they are weak, so they make use of their strengths and avoid their weaknesses, and unite to concentrate their strength. Therefore, it can reproduce from generation to generation in the harsh living environment.

My dark side is extremely competitive and proud!, but it has been diluted to the point of cowardice by the gentleness of the angelic side......

This time, let the dark side speak.

Yes, so I'm not a wolf!

Survive in the darkness of loneliness, unless you have the ability to save your life, then, you are the king!

The king is very lonely.

Okay, the dark side is too extreme, let's switch back to a normal me......

Back to the life of the second year of high school, the days of recuperation.

I thought I could take a leave of absence, but I was so disappointed! I hurt the middle finger of my right hand, and I can still hold a pen and write with my index finger and thumb. Therefore, continue the class with two wounds! one with a finger injury and one with a heartache. Call......

It's okay to take a bath, but how to wash the clothes? You can't touch the water with your right hand, can you only rub it with your left hand? Can you rub it? And there is no washboard. It's too violent! I've never been willing to kick my clothes, and the point is, is it clean?

Fortunately, there is a life. Lai Sheng's surname is Lai, "Sheng" is not his name, I like to call him that, just like Liu Sheng, Liang Sheng.

Lai Sheng is very kind, and he also calls me Brother Long. Whew, yes, no one thinks I'm like a child in my second year of high school anymore because of my height. Therefore, the title of "Brother Long" really embarrassed me. The psychology of a child, the title of a big brother. Discordant rhythms......

Lai Sheng helped me wash my clothes for almost two weeks, and I am really grateful to him! Of course, the most important one is to do it myself. Rattle......

In the same way, in the days of recuperation, be quiet. Maybe it's good to be hurt, because every time I get hurt, I quietly think about life.

It was during those days that I actually liked to go to the big supermarkets to read books. Before, I didn't have the patience to read a book quietly, even if it was a few pages, it was difficult to read.

The injury changed me, and I read the book for several hours, and from then on I began to like success and inspirational books. From there, I felt like a turning point in my life.

After reading the inspirational book, I actually had a feeling that I wanted to learn.

I have a feeling coming, so I have to hurry up! With that feeling, I turned on the idiot mode!

How do you learn it? Take a geography book and read it! I don't understand it! I didn't understand geography when I was in junior high school!

Well, I'm fighting with you! I started from the first page of the geography book, and I read it carefully, sentence by sentence, not sparing a word! Fighting in the stupidest way! However, if I was wise, I slowly learned what learning was all about. only to find out that the previous reading was all dead reading, and I didn't use it at all.

I began to understand the feeling of learning and liked the mood of learning! So, I read books in class, read books after class, read books after lunch, read books after dinner, and read books after self-study in the evening. Reading books intoxicated my life at that time, and made my previous reading life seem so bleak.

That's it, I fell in love with fighting, in my stupidest way.

Lonely and quiet progress in their own world, proud, smiling.

The angel face will feel life like this, look at the sky, how small and happy I am!

The dark side will rule life like this, touch the sky of your own spiritual world, laugh wildly, I am my own god!

In life, there are many factors that motivate you to continue to struggle, either because your dream gives you direction, or because you are lucky enough to see a TV series you like.

Quietly, two weeks passed, and the stitches on the injured finger could be removed.

When the threads are off my fingers, touch, change. The other fingers didn't recognize the injured finger anymore, it looked disfigured, and it felt like a change of heart.

The hand snail is not like a snail anymore, as if it is a distorted space-time.

As if to tell me that my fate has changed. And the key to the variable is myself!

Every time I touch my disfigured fingers, I think so.

Time flies, the end of the first semester.

Learning is learning, and there will always be a moment of relaxation. At that time, I forgot who downloaded a few episodes of the idol drama and played it in the classroom, and I felt so good about watching it!

That idol drama was "Shanghai Sweetheart", which had just come out at that time, starring Luo Zhixiang and Rainie Yang. Because of Luo Zhixiang, I like to watch it.

I watched an episode and it was funny. After watching two episodes, I was a little touched. When I saw an episode, I fell in love with the songs in it. There are "Love Is Not Alone" and "Rain Love", which gradually became the background music that I often hummed in my mouth.

My mood fluctuates little by little with the plot. When Da Lang became a handsome Xue Hai, I liked his hairstyle so much, it was so handsome! Since then, I have had the idol of Luo Zhixiang.

Of course, the feelings in the play are the focus. I sympathize with Xue Hai, and he doesn't want to do that, but......

In order to catch up with the drama, I asked my classmates to borrow a memory card to watch it at night, and I didn't feel sleepy until I saw it at 0:00 in the morning.

In the last week before the exam, I want to revise and get a good score! But at the same time, I also want to watch "Shanghai Sweetheart"! So I worked very hard to revise in those days, just to be able to watch the drama at bedtime with more peace of mind!

Study hard, work hard in dramas! Finally, I didn't even let go of the three days of the exam!

After the exam, the drama was in place, but it hadn't been updated yet, and the guess was about to end at that time......

Well, let's wait until after the winter break!

The study life is temporarily over, and the holiday life begins......

That year's holiday, so gray, like today's rainy day. There was no joy in the New Year. The dim sky always seems to be waiting for something......

Slowly, silence obscured the light of the family. It's all quiet......

Back to school, I'm quieter.

Looking at the sunny sky, humming the melody of "Rain Love". The rhythm of sentimentality, still accompanied.

Life, do it and cherish it.

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