Chapter 24: Metamorphosis XXIV
For the last time, there will be no more intersections. Pen %Fun %Pavilion www.biquge.info But, why are there so many last times??
During the Cold War, the emotions were extremely complex. Sometimes hate, sometimes regret......
However, even though I had a cold war with her, I still wanted to chat with her, and I couldn't restrain myself.
Therefore, I took the initiative to ask for an end to the Cold War and hope to return to the way it was before. Moreover, my best friends are secretly helping me behind my back. As if Heaven had arranged it a long time ago, she agreed.?
Thus, our first cold war ended. We're fine again. However, the broken mirror can be reunited, but can the rift really be restored?
So, not after a particularly long time, the second cold war began again! She said that she had learned badly and didn't want to take me badly! Such an excuse could be found! I really didn't know whether it was hatred or helpless sadness......
During the second Cold War, in order to make herself look bad, she even loudly confronted the biology teacher in class. She's not such a girl. She did it on purpose, deliberately to convince me that she had learned badly. I didn't look at her, I kept my head down, and I felt very uncomfortable. Don't you want to be friends with me?
Time has been striding forward, and all memories have shrunk......
The Cold War continued into the second year of high school.
In the second year of high school, we are both liberal arts, but we are in different classes, but we are in the same small building. I'm on the fourth floor and she's on the second floor. Muzi was in the classroom next to her. I guess that's what she wants......
Occasionally, she would deliberately avoid me. Sure enough, it really made me feel so cold.
I thought, stop pestering her, so be it. Still, I couldn't help it...... I still want to talk to her.
Later, I borrowed my classmate's mobile phone to open the buckle and wanted to add her as a friend.
So, I had to rely on my best friend to pass the note for me again. As a result, unexpectedly, the second Cold War was also successfully resolved.
That's how we started to communicate in the virtual world, and I still like to see her say. It's nothing, I just want to know her heart......
In the virtual world, although it is not as good as meeting in reality, it is easier to understand a person's inner thoughts.
In the virtual world, we still have some good communication once in a while, so as to forget some sadness. Sometimes, I also write a journal to express my inner thoughts, in fact, most of it is about her. However, I gave her the feeling that we were good friends, weren't we?
Perhaps, providence makes people like this. The good times did not last long, and the third cold war began......
This one lasted too long, lasting almost a year.
During this year, my heart was so painful! I angrily tore up her and my note! threw it away! I don't think about her anymore! Don't think about it anymore!
However, a lot of times it's not like you don't want to...... There's no way to control ......
Finally, the cold war has reached the third year of high school, and I really can't bear the pain in my heart!
In order to forget her, I held hands with a girl in my class. But just holding hands, I don't know why I'm with that girl. It's just, I don't want to think about her anymore......
However, the girl and I held hands for about two weeks, and then we separated. Without any sad feelings, I still don't think about her.
But as soon as I saw her near me, I couldn't help but approach her...... She seems to have a magnetic force on my heart.
At that time, I was already in a different state of high school. It also created a "Dongdong Family" and a "Dog House......
As the second leader of the "Dongdong family", I can say that I am calling for wind and rain! and the "dog family", I am "Samoyed"!
But no matter how happy and strong I am in the class, as soon as I see her, I am empty......
Slowly, I tried to get closer to her again. Maybe God was willing to help me, but gradually, the third cold war began to melt......
I'm still so stubborn, I still can't miss her. It is my choice to take the initiative to get close to her, and I am willing!
I took the initiative to resolve the three Cold Wars, and all of them went smoothly! God was still very good to me......
God, are you really not lying to me? Please tell me that you are not lying to me......
If I hadn't taken that step, if I hadn't said it, would we have been good friends......?
One night it was a night of self-study, but it was raining heavily, so I deliberately didn't let my brother cover me back, and then I went to find her who was several classrooms away from me.
Just then, she was about to go back to the dormitory. Yes! It's time to catch up! She just happens to have an umbrella! Wahaha, the imaginary walk in the rain is finally coming true!
She was a little surprised and asked, "Well, how did you come to my classroom?"
I'm going to add some acting skills: "Because I don't have an umbrella, do you have an umbrella?" If you do, cover me by the way......"
And so, it was done!
Going down to the first floor, she opened her umbrella to cover me to her right. However, I was not used to it, so I turned to her left and helped her with the umbrella by the way.
Puzzled, she asked, "Why are you walking on my left?"
I replied to her, "It's nothing, because I like the left, I'm used to it." "I don't know if that's what I mean......
In the rain, holding an umbrella, I walked very slowly, but she was in a hurry to walk fast.
I said, "Go slow, why go so fast?"
Actually, I don't know, my umbrella is really not in place, my clothes are not very wet, and her clothes on her right shoulder are mostly wet......
I, on the other hand, am still intoxicated with self-righteous romance......
Well, it seemed like a long walk, but it wasn't long before I arrived at the door of the first floor of the dormitory.
Then, looking at her back, she gradually disappeared around the corner, and I was still reminiscing about that part of the road......
In the last 100 days before the college entrance examination, I asked her to promise me that I would not be allowed to deduct and review until the college entrance examination was over. She agreed.
So, in those days, I often borrowed my friend's mobile phone to buckle it, and then went to her space to leave a message. Her space was unpopular, deserted, and I turned into sunlight to illuminate her space. I pedaled hard, leaving my mark. Although the words left in her space seem to be nonsensical, there are a lot of my thoughts hidden in them......
Sure enough, she still broke her promise. I was deducted before the college entrance examination, and I replied to my message. I wouldn't say anything, after all, that's the real her.
The three years of high school actually passed quickly, and when I think about it, there are joys and unpleasantness with her.
I helped her wash her school uniform once, and it was a little happiness! I bought a bubble tea for her to drink once, and it was also a little happiness! When she sang to me on my birthday night and gave me a picture she painted, it was still a little happiness...... She seems to be my painful and happy existence.
Time is really rushing, and the college entrance examination will soon become a thing of the past. The three years I spent with her have also become a thing of the past.
I didn't talk to her much during the vacation after graduation.
I was confused about whether I should go to college or not......
I went to work as a waitress in a hotel that holiday, and she also went to work as a summer worker. Everything is going on so normally......
Finally, she was admitted to university and went to school. I was also admitted, but I didn't choose to go to university. Perhaps, it was I who wanted to be close to her. Perhaps, it is because of the family environment......
When she started college, I used to cheer her on because she was going to be in military training at that time.
I also tell her a lot about my work, and I really want her to know how I'm doing.
Later, I changed jobs. In her city, she found a fairly ordinary job. It doesn't matter, as long as you can be in the same city as her, it doesn't matter......
Time has come out of a new flavor, and our friendship has begun to ferment. Because I......
I asked the "Dog House" to open a family network cornet, and I also managed to pull her in and let her know my good friends.
One day when I couldn't resist wanting to tell her a secret, I confessed to her......
She was a little surprised and a little overwhelmed. She said she hadn't been patted and she didn't know how to love someone. She doesn't know if she's a flowery girl. Anyway, all kinds of reasons are not suitable for me to be with me...... She made me think clearly.
I'm so upset, why is she making so many excuses to escape my liking for her? Perhaps, she is real......
I promised her to think about it for one night......
After that, my good brother talked to her through the cornet in the summer. I talked a lot about it, all in the hope that she would be with me. These are the greatness of the basic situation! Think about it, it is still more reliable!
After thinking about it for a day, I gave her a response: "I don't regret it. ”
She asked, "What if we break up soon in the future?"
All I could say was, "If that's the case, there's no way around it, and I don't have anything to say......"
After a moment of silence, we stepped from the world of friendship to the world of love.
Since then, friendship has ceased to ......
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