The car stopped in front of the villa, and Su Nange looked back at Wang Nanxi, he was honest and didn't speak halfway through the way, but he talked to Xia Meng on the phone in the car and made porridge all the way.

People in love are different, the whole person seems to be in a very good state, so at this time, even when he has arrived at Sunange's house, Wang Nanxi has not realized that he should have gotten out of the car a long time ago, while walking, he was on the phone, and he didn't forget to show off with Xia Meng.

"Hey, it's almost there, shouldn't you go home, why did you really come along. Su Nange stretched out his hand to glance at the time, and then saw that Wang Nanxi was still chatting with Xia Meng with a smile, he was about to follow up the house.

"I went in first. ”

Ouyang Heyue didn't want to talk more, she just felt uncomfortable at this moment, every minute and every second of her life was painful, and she couldn't even find the source of this pain, if she kept trying to trace the source, it would still be traced back to the final destination, death.

She walked into the room by a kick and tap, her thin back looked thinner and thinner, she had barely eaten in recent times, and her whole person was so thin that she was about to lose her appearance.

The camel-colored trench coat was blown by the wind, and it looked like a quilt wrapped around her. Fortunately, her height and skeleton are still there, otherwise she would be a little thin.

"Hey, no, I said......" Wang Nanxi only found out at this time that Ouyang Heyue seemed to have changed after not seeing him for a while, he was not good at words, he was not smiling, and he had lost a lot of weight, and he was not at all the big grinning and cheerful character he used to be.

It was she who knew, and those who didn't know thought it was her twin sister.

"Xia Meng, I'll talk to you later. ”

He hurriedly hung up the conversation with Xia Meng, chased after him for two steps, and blocked Sunan Ge who was walking into the house, his two long legs crossed directly in front of Sunan Ge, and spread his hands, as if the old hen wanted to protect the chick, "Brother, I said you have to explain." ”

"Why haven't I seen her for a few days, Ouyang Heyue has lost weight like this, and the whole person looks like she is going to die, is she being abused?

The windbreaker was open, and a gust of wind blew, which made Wang Nanxi shiver and his teeth chattered, but he still looked like he wanted justice for the people.

"Gotta get out of the way for me. Don't be looking for trouble, what are you doing here with me, go with your girlfriend, talk about your love. ”

Sunan Ge stretched out his hand and pulled him to the side, his eyes glanced at the last trace of Ouyang Heyue's closed back, his heart chuckled, but not to mention, how did she lose so much weight recently, he didn't even notice it.

I just thought she was in a bad mood recently, but I didn't notice that she had lost so much weight.

"I've got my own business, but I have to tell you, don't bully her. If you do something to upset her, I'm sure I'm not done with you. ”

Wang Nanxi really felt sorry for Ouyang Heyue, of course, he himself knew very well that when he pursued her at the beginning, she would not accept her even if there was no Sunan Song, because he was not the one that Ouyang Heyue liked at all.

But this does not affect his liking her, no matter what happens to him in the future, who he is with, as long as she needs help, he will always be obligated to rush to the front.

These things, he will explain these things clearly to Xia Meng in the future, so that she will not misunderstand or misunderstand.

Because Ouyang and Yue will always be his friends, very important friends, not just his brother's woman, his sister-in-law.

"What's the matter? You still don't give up? This is eating from the bowl and looking at the pot, are you worthy of Xia Meng like this?"

When Sunan Ge heard this, his face also pulled down, this kind of thing is also the most taboo for brothers, not to mention that their mother is not alone.

The wind blew the two of them, their faces were red, their hands were also blown cold, and the two men were not wearing many clothes, but they stood in the wind.

After Ouyang and Yue entered the house, she was a little uncomfortable when she saw Yue's sister-in-law carrying the child upstairs, and she didn't know what to do with it to pass the time, so she stood by the window, wanting to see when Sunan Ge would come in, and she didn't want him to see that she was loveless in this life.

For her, the most painful thing in the world is not to die, but to live, and now every minute and every second of her life, no one can experience that pain.

It was a torment that was 10,000 times more painful than physical pain.

Seeing those two people, standing in the wind arguing about something, she suddenly felt very meaningless, such two brothers, what is there to argue about, is it really that important who is right and who is wrong?

She turned around and looked back to see a bottle of medicine on the table, it was a jar of vitamins, but she had quietly filled it with sleeping pills. Because sleeping pills are forbidden, she has accumulated them with great difficulty, Sunan Ge never eats these supplements, and Yuesao is the same, she is even more afraid of death, and always says that it is a medicine that is three points poisonous, and she will not eat it if she can not eat it.

So she wasn't worried at all that the nanny and Sunan Ge would have food problems.

At this time, she really felt very tired, and thought of many reasons to survive, but because she finally saw the dispute between the two brothers, she wanted to leave even more.

Depression is terrible, and she knows very well that she may be depressed, but there is nothing she can do to save herself.

She had suffered from depression at one point, but at that time, she survived and managed to save herself, just because she had a reason to live.

That reason is to live for her parents, no one knows how painful she was at that time, but when she thinks of her death, her parents are white-haired people to send black-haired people, and their bodies may collapse because of this.

Therefore, she just wanted to die herself, and even her parents died, and said to herself, "Live, no matter how painful, you have to live." Wait until your parents are 100 years old before they die. ”

It's just that there is still a trace of worry in her heart, just because she still feels indebted to her parents, so she survived for them at that time.

But now, she couldn't find a reason to survive.

She didn't have any reason, because with Coco, she even felt that she was dead, and they had something to rely on, so she didn't worry about what would happen to the others after she died.

In this world, if there is no concern, then she wants to choose to leave.

If she's selfish, then she's tempted to admit that depression is painful and no one knows how much pain it is for her to be alive.

Because every day, every moment, she is looking for the meaning of life, but she has walked into a dead end, and she can't get out.

All she could see was the dark side of life, so she felt that life was boring.