September 1, 2oo3.

On the train to H City.

6Jan opened his eyes blankly, and for a moment he didn't know where he was.

As he woke up, 6 Yang heard the sound of chatting around him, among which there were a few familiar people, those people seemed to be playing cards, and when 6 Yang woke up, he just heard a boy shouting "Three sharp belts and one pair of four!"

6 Yang was confused, he didn't understand what was going on for a while, what happened to him after he got drunk last night? Where did so many people talk next to him?

Looking over, 6 Yang was stunned.

Beneath your feet is clearly a train that is moving smoothly.

The rumbling sound that had just woken him up was coming from this train.

The voices of talking and chatting around were all from the passengers on the train.

And the ...... who is playing cards

6 When he looked up, he recognized that they were all his classmates from high school, some from his own class, and two from the next class.

6 Yang Mo counted, four in this class, and two in the next class.

They are all about eighteen years old.

6 Yang was startled at the sight of these people so young, and immediately looked down at his clothes and hands......

Simple blue jeans, black T-shirt, slender white hands......

No need to look any further, 6 Yang has already remembered that this is what he looked like when he was young.

What happened?

6 Yang looked out the window of the car in a daze, silent.

The surface is quiet, but in fact, in the heart, in just a moment, countless thoughts have flashed in 6 Yang's heart, what happened, 6 Yang has already understood.

Back in the eighteen-year-old years.

The current situation should be the year I went to the university to report.

In my memory, it was only in the first year of reporting to the university that 6 Yang took the train with these classmates at the same time.

After a while, 6 Yang's gaze silently turned to the face of the girl who was watching a few classmates play cards in the seat diagonally opposite.

- Feng Tingting.

Three years of high school, 6 Yang's favorite girls.

Because of Feng Tingting, when she was a sophomore in high school, 6 Yang chose liberal arts with her, and because of her, when she filled in the college entrance examination, 6 Yang chose the Normal University in H City.

In my memory, in the second semester of my freshman year, after the first novel written by 6 Yang was published, he confessed to Feng Tingting, and then the two came together.

It's a pity that the good times didn't last long, and when he came back from his senior internship, Feng Tingting proposed to break up with him.

6 Yang learned from his classmates that during the internship, Feng Tingting made a new friend to a rich and powerful man, and that man had a Porsche Cayenne.

She was 6 Young's first love.

is also the woman who hurts 6 Yang the most.

Therefore, looking at her silently at this time, 6 Yang was very complicated in his heart.

Probably feeling 6 Yang's gaze, Feng Tingting, who was watching other classmates play cards, suddenly looked at 6 Yang, and saw 6 Yang looking at her without blinking, she smiled slightly, and her beautiful big eyes winked at 6 Yang playfully.

At this age, she has long known that 6 Yang likes her in her heart, in fact, she doesn't feel bad about 6 Yang, and 6 Yang has been in the same class in high school for three years, she and 6 Yang are also very good friends, and the two often chat and joke.

At this time, she was still winking at 6 Yang playfully with her big beautiful eyes as usual.

It is impossible for her to know that the current 6 Yang is no longer the original 6 Yang.

Now 6 Yang, consciousness comes from 2o13.

Always remember the hurt she did to him and the betrayal she turned on him that year.

Therefore, she was surprised to see that 6 Yang did not smile at her this time, and when she saw her winking at him, 6 Yang actually looked away and looked at the scenery flying by outside the car window.

For Feng Tingting, she and 6 Yang have not yet started dating.

But for 6 Young, they were long over.

Even if he knew that next semester, he confessed to her, she would agree to date him, and even if he knew that he had done it again this time, he would most likely make her not leave him again, 6 Jan still wouldn't think about her again.

The scars in my heart will not go away.

6 Jan didn't want to have any more intimate relationships with her.

After more than two hours by train, it came to H City.

6 Yang carried his backpack, followed a few classmates, silently stepped off the train, and walked to the exit of the station with the crowd.

Feng Tingting may have noticed the strangeness of 6 Yang today, after getting off the train, she walked beside 6 Yang intentionally or unintentionally, and when she was about to leave the station, she touched 6 Yang's shoulder with her shoulder, and asked softly: "Hey!6 Yang, what's wrong with you?"

6 Jan glanced at her, smiled politely, and replied, "Nothing." ”

"Then why did you do that?"

Feng Tingting asked.

6 Yang smiled faintly, still the same sentence: "It's nothing." ”

Feng Tingting still wanted to ask something, 6 Yang sped up a few steps and widened the distance between her and her, so that she couldn't ask anything later.

Feng Tingting, who can be admitted to university, is not stupid, in fact, her senses are very keen, 6 Yang deliberately treated her coldly, and she already felt it completely at this time.

The girl's reserve made Feng Tingting swallow what she wanted to ask later.

But she was very confused in her heart, and she didn't understand why 6 Yang was on the train today, and when she woke up from sleep, why she changed so much and became so cold to her.

Outside the station, there is a minibus from H City Normal University to pick up new students.

6 Yang and a few people got into the car, and in less than an hour, they arrived at the school.

On this day, it is the first day of admission for new students of H City Normal University, inside and outside the school, there is a festive atmosphere, the old students welcome the new students, take the new students to the various offices to go through the admission procedures, countless young figures come and go, full of vitality.

Shortly after entering the school gate, 6 Yang was separated from several of his classmates.

Because, 6 Yang's history major is different from the others.

When she first filled in the volunteers, 6 Yang had the heart to choose the same major as Feng Tingting, but Feng Tingting chose the English major she was best at, and English was the weakest and most disgusting course for 6 Yang.

When he was separated from Feng Tingting and the others just now, 6 Yang was very glad in his heart, glad that he didn't choose the same English major as Feng Tingting before, otherwise, in the next few years of college, I faced her every day, and I really didn't know if I could survive.

Well, now, although it is the same school as her, the English Department and the History Department are separated by most of the campus, as long as I don't take the initiative to find her in the future, I basically won't meet her again, and after a long time, I will naturally become more and more estranged from her, and sooner or later I will cut off contact as I wish.

That night, 6 Yang lay on the bed in the new dormitory, listening to the chatting voices of the five new roommates, and his thoughts gradually drifted away.

This time, do you want to write a novel?

What's next?

……

The next two days are the days when freshmen report to school, so 6 Yang can spend these two days freely.

Because of his previous memories, 6 Yang was very familiar with this school, although the campus was full of excitement in the past two days, but with his familiarity with the school, 6 Yang took the manuscript paper and pencil he had just bought, and came to the No. 3 teaching building on the edge of the campus alone.

Teaching Building 3 is the oldest building in the school.

The building is four storeys high and has a history of more than 30 years.

The vicissitudes of obsolescence.

In addition, it is far away from the two new teaching buildings and is on the edge of the campus, so there are few people here, and only during the weekday classes, because of the classes, students will come.

Like the new students enrolled in these two days, with the memory of 6 Yang, there will not be a few students coming.

Walking into the empty No. 3 school building, 6 Yang went straight to the top floor of the fourth floor, entered an unmanned classroom, and sat down in a window seat.

With the snow-white manuscript paper spread out in front of him, the teacup with the tea brewed beside him, 6 Yang lit a locally produced cigarette and slowly sharpened the pencil he had just bought, while thinking about what genre and what kind of story the first novel would write about.

Before being reborn, he wrote novels for ten years.

For 6 Yang, his strongest ability is codeword.

He didn't have a second thing he was good at other than writing novels.

Therefore, before he fell asleep last night, he had already decided in his heart that in this life, he would continue to write novels that were not popular in the previous life.

To realize your ideals is already secondary, and the most important thing is to write novels and live the life you want.

He believes that with his writing skills ten years later, he should have a role to do in writing a novel ten years ago.

Write the works of other Internet gods who have become popular?

This thought flashed in 6 Yang's mind, and he dismissed it.

It's not because of disdain, but because he's not a computer, and he has long forgotten about the novels he has read before, the specific plots.

Write the novel you've ever published?

This thought only flashed through 6 Yang's mind, and then he ruled it out.

Even if it was a work he had written, but ten years had passed, and he no longer remembered the specific plot, not to mention, even if he did, he would not write that one again.

Because it was his first work ten years ago, in terms of real level, it can't be compared with his skills ten years later.

The reason why his works ten years later are not as brilliant as the best work ten years ago is not that the quality of the work is worse than that work, but that the times are different, in the novel industry in 2o13, there are countless masters, and there are countless masterpieces, and his works can't be encircled.

Little by little, time passed.

The pencils had already been sharpened, cigarettes were one after another, and three cigarettes were almost finished.

After many years of code word career, 6 Yang has long been accustomed to code words, and always has a box of cigarettes.

This is also the reason why when 6 Yang went to buy manuscript paper and pencils today, he bought a box of cigarettes.

If there is no cigarette when he codes, he will be very unaccustomed to it, and he will feel that something is missing at hand.

Now with a cigarette in his mouth, 6 Yang's thoughts will not be interrupted, his eyes are through the smoke of the cigarette, half-squinting at the scene outside the window, a story gradually takes shape in his heart.

This story, not any of the works he has ever written, nor any of the other authors that has ever written, is something he has just conceived.

Taking another deep puff of the cigarette, Jan wrote the name of the story on the paper in front of him with the pencil in his hand, "The Doomsday Wasteland"

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