An An's words made Xiao Nan's originally chaotic thoughts suddenly become clear. "Sister-in-law, I kind of understand when you say that...... It may be that I have gradually adapted to my current identity recently, and I am unconsciously becoming more and more like an ordinary girl, so it has touched Xiaoting's sense of crisis......" Xiao Nan thought for a while and said: "Maybe she also subconsciously thinks that the relationship between the two of us is difficult to continue, so she took the opportunity to put pressure on me to force me to show her attitude, as you said, what she needs may be just a commitment......"

"Well, I think it's probably like that anyway. In fact, this can't be blamed on Xiaoting, think about it, change any normal girl to her position, and see the boyfriend she has always loved become a girl, and it becomes more feminine day by day as time goes by, no matter who it is, it will shake the relationship between the two, and it is normal for her to subconsciously have such insecurity. ”

"Well, I understand......" Xiao Nan sighed softly: "Don't say it's her, even I feel hopeless about the future of the two of us......"

"So, sister-in-law wants to ask you, how do you plan to respond to Xiaoting, give her the promise she wants, or ......?"

"Sister-in-law, I ......" Xiao Nan has always been most afraid of facing this problem, no matter how many ideological struggles she has done before, how many wise sayings she has spoken, when she finally faces this problem, Xiao Nan becomes afraid. "I don't really know what to do, and if I could, I wish someone else could make the choice for me......"

"This is not like you, Xiao Nan, although you are a real girl now, but you shouldn't forget the time when you were a boy so quickly......, right?

"Sister-in-law, I ......"

"Xiao Nan, if you can't hold her hand and lead her into the palace of marriage, accept the blessings of your parents and friends together, build a family together and grow old together, if you can't give a girl the most basic yearning for happiness, then, sister-in-law hopes that you don't easily write a blank check that is destined to be incomparable, love her, is to hope that she can be happy, if you can't give her, then let go of your hands, so that she can have the opportunity to find the happiness that really belongs to her......"

Xiao Nan was speechless for a long time into the phone. Let go, it's not like she's never thought of it, but really having to carry out this matter is an unimaginable thing for her and Xiaoting......

Seeing that Xiao Nan on the other side of the phone had been silent, An An knew that Xiao Nan's heart was struggling in pain at this moment, but when she encountered this situation, she could only encourage Xiao Nan to face it herself, because in this matter, there is no one in the world who can replace herself.

"Xiao Nan, sister-in-law, you must think about it seriously, you are already a real girl, since you can no longer bear another girl's yearning for happiness as a boy, then, decisively let go, not only to give Xiaoting a chance to find happiness again, but also to give yourself a chance, so that you can unload the fetters of your past life, conform to your new identity, and find a new future that belongs to you......"

Listening to An An's words, Xiao Nan let out a long sigh. In the past days, she was always deliberately avoiding all the thinking related to her and Xiaoting's future, so she felt a lot of things but couldn't explain it clearly, and her sister-in-law's words helped her lift the fog in her mind, allowing her to see clearly the ending between herself and Xiaoting that had been doomed almost since her transformation, as well as their respective futures.

"Give myself a chance, ......too? My yearning for happiness has been shattered forever since the day I transformed......" Xiao Nan looked blankly at the night outside the window, and said in a gloomy tone: "But sister-in-law, you're right, I can't hold on to Xiaoting and let her yearning for happiness be shattered with me...... As someone who has loved her in the past, present, and foreseeable future - whether I am a boy or a girl, I hope that Xiaoting can have a happy future, and if my letting go can help her find the happiness that she is already destined to get from me, then I am willing to let go......"

"Hey, Xiao Nan, why did you suddenly become so serious, you scared your sister-in-law a little like this......" An An said a little worriedly. "But...... You are like this, which reminds me of you when I was a boy, and I said...... This is like the original you!"

"Sister-in-law, Cheng Xiaonan is still Cheng Xiaonan, her body has changed, but her heart hasn't changed...... Xiao Nan said with a wry smile.

"Go, you got it, say you're fat and you're gasping! It's not the sad girl who was trapped in love when you first called, you......"

Xiao Nan's face was hot, she knew that her emotions had become very sensitive recently, and she didn't dare to pick up her sister-in-law's topic: "Okay, sister-in-law, thank you for analyzing me so much, it's too late today for you and my brother to rest, let's talk about it later, I'm going to hang up the phone......"

"Well, hang up, sister-in-law, sleep well......" An An just wanted to hang up the phone when he suddenly remembered something again, and hurriedly shouted into the phone: "Wait, don't hang up yet!"

"What's the matter, sister-in-law, are you okay?" Xiao Nan was taken aback by An An, and didn't know why her sister-in-law suddenly did this.

"Actually, it's nothing, I just think...... Your college classmate, Huzi, his motives in this matter are a bit questionable, although I have no basis, it's just a woman's intuition...... Anyway, you'll have to keep an eye on him in the future......"

"Sister-in-law, do you mean he ...... me" Xiao Nan couldn't help but get goosebumps when he thought of this: "This impossible sister-in-law! He knows everything about me, how could he be tempted by me, doesn't he feel disgusting?"

"Hey, man! It seems that you really don't understand your own temptation in the eyes of men, a girl as good as you, if you mess with you all day long, what man can not be tempted?"

"No, absolutely not!" Xiao Nan's words were categorical: "If he dares to touch my mind, I will abolish him with one kick!"

"Well, that's what my sister-in-law said. But you should also have some girlish self-consciousness, if you don't plan to develop with him, then it's best to be able to keep a proper distance from him, this is a little advice from my sister-in-law as a person who has come over......"

Xiao Nan said goodbye to An An and hung up the phone, leaning on the head of the bed and letting out a long sigh. finally came to this day, and he had to face the things that he and Xiaoting would have to face sooner or later. "There is a kind of love called letting go", this sentence has never been incomprehensible before, but today, she finally understands the various attachments and helplessness contained in it......

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The next day was Saturday, another busy day at work. Early in the morning, Yang Feng brought the customer's revision opinions on the new content of the 14 Ps. Because the customer attaches great importance to this foreign trade fair, the company's boss who feels that his brother-in-law is not good at doing things directly followed Yang Feng to Tuopu Advertising, the 50-year-old slightly fat, but looks very shrewd and capable The CEO of the company moved a chair and sat directly next to Xiao Nan, and personally watched Xiao Nan change the manuscript according to his opinions.

Fortunately, this boss is not like his brother-in-law Director Wang, who is unlearned and unskilled, although he does not know how to form a layout and color matching, but he knows how to express the specific effect he wants to the designer, and the politeness and conversation when communicating with Xiao Nan are more than a dozen streets away from the hooligan Director Wang, which also explains why he is the boss and Director Wang is just his brother-in-law from another angle.

Although the communication between the two sides is much smoother, the boss's pursuit of details is countless times harsher than Director Wang, who is completely bullshit, so that Xiao Nan's on-site modification results are often rejected by him again and again, and Xiao Nan's nerves are like taut strings, and he doesn't dare to relax for a moment, and even lunch is brought back by Yang Feng from the street. And the CEO of the company can completely put down the shelf, nibbling on flatbread and drinking Coke with Xiao Nan, with a posture of accompanying him to the end, he really deserves to be a doer.

Due to the smooth communication between the two sides, Xiao Nan's work progress was also smooth, and he just finished the almost completely redone product album before getting off work in the afternoon. While signing his name on the printout, the customer also praised Xiao Nan's communication and understanding ability and professionalism, and praised her for being "gentle and beautiful" by the way, which made Xiao Nan very embarrassed......

Saturday was spent in a tense work, Xiao Nan, who had been highly nervous for a day, felt extremely tired, after work, she politely declined Yang Feng's invitation, dragged her tired body to drive Z4 back to the urban village, and when she was about to go downstairs to the unit she rented, she saw an Infidini G37 parked downstairs from a distance, the license plate number was very familiar, and she couldn't help but move in her heart, and when she came to the front, it was Zhao Yuxuan's car, it seemed that Zhao Yuxuan was waiting for her here on purpose, but there was no one in the car at this time, but I didn't know where Zhao Yuxuan went。

Xiao Nan accidentally stained Zhao Yuxuan's white coat with blood last time, which made her so embarrassed that she couldn't find a crack to get into, and said that she would wash the coat for others and return it, but because she couldn't get cold water these days, the clothes were still soaking in the big basin, where was she embarrassed to see Zhao Yuxuan now? Seeing that there was no one in the car, Xiao Nan was secretly glad to push Z4 and ran to the storage shed, but before she had just run a few steps, she met Zhao Yuxuan who had just bought cigarettes from the store.

"Xiao Nan! What a coincidence! I'm worried that I don't know which floor and which household you live in, I met you here, we really have fate!" Zhao Yuxuan immediately smiled brightly when he saw Xiao Nan, in all fairness, he was indeed handsome and chic.

Fate, you are big, you are obviously here to block me, right?" Xiao Nan sighed helplessly. "yes...... Is...... What a coincidence......"