The people in my head can also influence me, and I can be easily manipulated with simple outfits.

It's, and how many times do I have to say it to understand that the outfit in my head doesn't really look good, it's just that "I think" people will think it looks good.

I don't care if it's a direct representation of the elements of the picture, it's fake anyway, so it should be discarded.

Everything is speculation, it's all a distortion in the mind. How this limitation is presented, I don't know, whether there is anyone else, I don't know.

There is no need to know, and there is no way to know. For situations where you want to flesh out a character, of course, the more you know, the better. But for the real, there is no need to analyze these unreal things in detail.

Just throw it away, who cares about the composition and cause of a piece of? What about the lines, taste, hardness, shape, humidity of the?

It seems that it is a matter of course to take others for granted.

I just have too much to take for granted, and then I never wonder if it's taken for granted. And when you really face this question, put aside the pull of emotions and answer the question honestly. You will find that taking it for granted is a kind of nonsense at all.

What else is there to say? Kill, throw away, how long will the role of Yuan Changwen be arrogant?

I don't know what all this is about, but it has been judged to be untrue, how long will it be arrogant?

Is there anyone else who is so powerful in their heads? Why would I allow others to enter my brain? Those distortions are distortions, and even if more people agree with them, they are still distortions.

I'm still believing in the twist, and I'm still letting the twist pull at me.

Of course, all this is just a presentation of the elements of the picture, and there is nothing wrong with it. However, falsehood is falsehood, and since it is only the presentation of the picture elements, then please stand in the position of the picture elements. And don't pretend to be real, pretend that it's all real.

Fight for the role, fight for the idea, fight for the noble ideal. It seems that this is the highest way of life in life. Paul's words seemed to linger in his ears, and he would not regret his inaction.

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The school teachers don't understand these things at all, and they just blindly take the words of celebrities as true. That's how I was brainwashed, and then there was no room for resistance.

The more you know, the more contradictions you will find. Either catch one and move forward, or it will be completely chaotic, and it may directly destroy the distortion in the brain.

It seems that those who have a place in history, those who can be recorded today, should be worshipped. Their words seemed to be the truth, and I had to memorize them, even ask them to be written silently.

Wishful thinking, those words are just personal preferences. Rising to the level of life necessity is a kind of. Perhaps it will be conducive to the development of society, the advancement of civilization, and the whole life will become harmonious and colorful.

Am I talking about what this shit does? Is it true?

No, then the topic ends there, there is no need for any discussion at all. Right, I've already decided that these are not true, so what are we going to discuss further? It's just trying to prove that even if these are not true, what's still the use of them?

That's pacifying.

I don't want to hear it, and I don't need to. Stopping to reason is just a delay, and there is no way to convince at all. What kind of truth can be directly destroyed by the same level of truth?

Right, since it is a truth, then there is always something to be reasonable. Even if it's between being kind and being vicious, it still makes sense for both. The difference between doing good things and doing bad things is also not billions to zero.

After throwing it away and putting it on a false label, you don't need to pay attention to the specific content at all. The character of Yuan Changwen is not real, so in order to make the character of Yuan Changwen live a better and fuller life, it is nonsense.

It's very unreasonable, I know, and it seems pointless. But these are not reasons to stop me from killing, unreal is unreal, what do you do with so much?

Thinking back to the previous so many chapters of slashing, it was completely entangled. Once you see how you take the unreal for the real, you can let it go. But emotions are still protective, whether it's fear or worry, they just want me to cling to the means of self-definition.

The world is wonderful, and whatever the sound is, it is perfect. Because there is nothing in the first place, but you are so colorful, you are the best.

Unfortunately, falsehood is falsehood, and deception is deception.

That awareness is everything, even I don't exist, what is there to live? The awareness of this me is not me at all.

Damn it.

Yuan Changwen felt that he had no strength and could not move forward, like a withered grass quietly waiting for death.

Why should I care about my family? Can they help me kill me? No, I don't need any help anymore, my sanity has seen everything, there's nothing to be sane.

Just throw it away, what kind of cleverness does this behavior need?

Without a me, these are just the presentation of picture elements. So, how do I get out of this picture? How do I get back to that awareness?

It's better to be dead, I don't know what state I'm in, and I don't know if I'll be able to kill it. The only thing that is certain is that I haven't finished the kill yet.

What exactly are you doing?

Yuan Changwen felt a little flustered and uneasy, and a little overwhelmed.

But I should have been flustered and uneasy, and throwing away the distortion in my head would naturally be flustered and uneasy. I didn't settle for "I don't know", I didn't settle for the moment. I want to achieve a certain goal, but the distortion in my mind no longer works, so I naturally panic and get upset.

Damn it.

Why am I talking about all this stuff? How do characters have to do with me? Character sadness, character joy, it's all unreal. Why do I always want to get the character out of the discomfort and into the joy?

It's not real, it's all unreal. I don't have any reason to define sadness as unreal, fear as unreal, and joy and joy as real.

Yuan Changwen shook his hands vigorously, and this obvious feeling was difficult to make people feel that they were not human.

Everyone seemed to be full of smiles, and it seemed that life was so wonderful. Chatting, singing, playing games, traveling, being presumptuous, reading, going to tranquility.

And I seem to be the cursed one. The only prayer is not to return to the good old days, but to hope that this will end soon. If I have to die, then die.

What are you waiting for?