Chapter 391: Revealing the Biggest Secret
He Silang had a sense of powerlessness in his heart, he didn't want to force Xiao Nuan, but he was very worried, the state and pressure in her heart, especially the almost crazy look just now, and what Liu Kai came out of her mouth, killing him Yunyun's words like this, like a time bomb, He Silang was not only worried, but even faintly afraid.
This time, he must ask, he can't let Xiao Nuan struggle in the whirlpool, he hopes that she can believe in himself and let himself help her solve her troubles.
Having made up his mind, He Silang led Tian Xiaonuan to a quiet position on Lover's Slope to sit on the stone board, away from the men and women in love around Lover's Slope.
Tian Xiaonuan's expression was a little sluggish, with a trace of palpitating sorrow in his eyes, He Silang couldn't help but hold her in his arms, and wrapped her weak body tightly in his chest, as if in this way he could not be afraid or worried.
"Xiao Nuan, tell me, why? Who is Liu Kai?" He Silang's voice sounded softly, and when he said the word Liu Kai, he felt Xiao Nuan's body in his arms stiffen.
He Silang held Tian Xiaonuan's arms on both sides with both hands and pulled her out of his arms, looking at Tian Xiaonuan deeply with concern and worry in his ink eyes.
The corners of Tian Xiaonuan's mouth twitched, the words were in her mouth, but she didn't dare to say it, she was afraid!
I'm afraid that He Silang can't accept that he knows that he is reborn, I'm afraid that He Silang knows that he treated his relatives so cold-blooded in his previous life, and I'm afraid that He Silang knows the story between himself and Liu Kai, she has never suffered as much as she does now.
Looking at the struggle in Tian Xiaonuan's eyes, pain, anger, sadness, and guilt flashed, and then intertwined, and finally He Silang saw a fragile Tian Xiaonuan.
She was helpless like a lost cat, her originally clear eyes were clouded with a haze, and the expression on her face became more and more painful.
"I love you, I only love you, I love you as a person, it has nothing to do with all your secrets, please trust me, I love you more than myself. ”
He Silang looked at his loved one affectionately, full of encouragement, hoping that she would no longer bear the pressure and fear on her own.
The love between these eyes wrapped Tian Xiaonuan's cold heart, she gritted her teeth, and finally revealed the biggest secret in her heart.
"I am born again. ”
In the cold voice, with a hint of cold reason, Tian Xiaonuan's eyes gradually cleared, and she gradually calmed down.
This sentence made He Silang's pupils shrink, and his eyes were instantly confused and confused.
"I can't believe it, I'm not actually 18 years old, I was 37 years old before I died, I was killed by my own husband, my husband's name is Liu Kai, he is my brother. ”
"So you just ...... See him?" there was a hint of hesitation in He Silang's deep voice.
Hearing this, Tian Xiaonuan began to be surprised, "You...... Why do you believe that I am a reborn, you should think that I am a psychopath, or have paranoia, why do you ......"
Tian Xiaonuan finally couldn't say it, although rebirth brought her a lot of convenience, but it also caused great pressure in her heart, she was afraid that one day she would be taken back by God, she was afraid that because of her rebirth, she would bring inexplicable harm to her family, she carefully observed for so long, and still couldn't rest assured.
"One time I brought some Russian snacks from He Lao Er, all of them were in Russian, and I didn't know any of them, but you quickly called out the names of these things, and I overheard you say that you used to eat these things the most. ”
"So, you started to wonder at the time?"
"I was strange before this, and I couldn't understand it that time, these things can't be bought in China, but you said that you used to love to eat, I was very confused, and I couldn't figure out the meaning of your words all night, and now I finally understand. ”
He Silang smiled slightly, with a hint of doting warmth in his eyes.
"You...... Don't you think I'm a monster? I'm 37 years old, and I've lived a year since I was reborn, and I'm ...... I'm 38 years old, and I'm more than enough to be your aunt at my age, you...... How can you still laugh?"
For some reason, Tian Xiaonuan was a little angry, she was angry that she had said such a big thing, and this guy could still laugh.
"I said at the beginning, I love you, it doesn't matter what is outside, in my heart you are 18 years old. Looking at Tian Xiaonuan's bulging cheeks when he was angry, He Silang couldn't help laughing.
This time it was even more ruined the atmosphere, Tian Xiaonuan's originally heavy and sad mood, for some reason, after seeing He Silang's smile, began to want to lose his temper.
He Silang hugged it in his arms, "I'm so lucky, no matter who you are or where you come from, I'm very happy, I met you, Nuan Bao, you are the treasure of my heart for a lifetime." ”
Tian Xiaonuan's nose was sour, and she couldn't help crying, in the year of rebirth, she tried her best to help her mother get rid of her scumbag father, pay attention to her sister's psychology, and study hard to be admitted to college, these things did not come out of thin air, even if it was her golden finger, she also put in a lot of effort and sweat.
He Silang wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes extremely gently, and looked at her intently, "Tell me everything, I will carry all the difficulties for you." ”
Tian Xiaonuan spent more than two hours, during which she wept and cried several times, intermittently telling He Silang about the events of her previous life.
"I've always ...... I have never dared to mention it to anyone, including my teacher, and what I am most afraid of is to tell you that I have always refused to agree to be your girlfriend at the beginning, because I am afraid that if I fall in love with you, I will be hurt again, and I am afraid that I will not be able to have children. ”
Tian Xiaonuan's various emotions in the two lives have all been released at this moment.
He Silang didn't say a word, just hugged Tian Xiaonuan tightly in his arms.
When Tian Xiaonuan told the secret in her heart, especially after confiding the biggest secret in her heart to her lover, she got a sense of relief, and the mood of suffering from gains and losses before disappeared.
It was already dark, and the two of them realized that it was already nine o'clock.
"I'm going back to the dormitory, or I'll turn off the lights in a while, I won't be able to take a shower, oh no, I haven't boiled water yet. ”
Tian Xiaonuan seemed to have something big happening, stomped his feet and shouted depressedly, He Silang couldn't help laughing, he preferred this kind of Xiaonuan, cute and confused like a little fox who had just woken up.
"Let's go, I'll send you, if you don't have water, you can go to the next dormitory to borrow some. ”
"What I told you, you have to keep it secret for me, and no one can say it, otherwise I will not be polite to you. ”
Xu is a lot more relaxed, Tian Xiaonuan actually began to sell cuteness, and the girl's nature was revealed at this moment.
"Are you sure you're 38 years old, Tian Xiaonuan?"
In Tian Xiaonuan's angry little eyes, He Silang's laughter came from afar.