Kim Lian helps the empire, somewhere, the martial arts field.

One-legged recycled the streamer, and the whole person fell silent again.

The third skill of crystallization, no one knows what it is, and Lin didn't know what crystallization was at all before.

But why not take advantage of this time to attack the one-legged?

Lin didn't ask, she already felt that something was wrong before, why did she keep saying something very retarded.

However, when I was talking, I didn't seem to feel retarded, and only when I calmed down, or when I was not distracted, I felt that my words and deeds before were a little weird.

The twin blades returned to the woman, seemingly waiting for One-Legged to bloom his third crystallization skill.

Brother Dao: "Lin, are you okay?"

Lin was a little perfunctory: "Hmm." ”

Brother Dao: "What's wrong? Did you remember something? Look at your absent-minded appearance." ”

Lynn: "I don't know, I suddenly feel so weak, along the way, I didn't play any role, I'm just a burden." ”

"Don't say that. ”

Brother Dao slowly stood up, and the severe pain made Brother Dao, a man, couldn't help but inhale slightly.

Lynn: "What are you doing? Don't move!"

Brother Dao: "You think you haven't done anything, so you feel like you're a burden." Then you put it this way, I am lying here, isn't it a burden among the burdens, and even the battle scenes are shared with me by you. ”

Lin: "Nonsense! Brother Dao, you are very good, and you have helped me a lot along the way." From the beginning of escaping from the fall of the wreckage of the starship, to meeting random adults, and being blackmailed by one-legged, you have always been by my side. I am the one who is protected, and Brother Dao is not a burden. ”

Brother Dao: "So, now do you want to protect me?"

"Of course. ”

After Lin finished speaking, the two fell silent, as if they didn't know what to say.

Even, these words were so abrupt that Lin once again felt uneasy in her heart.

I have no idea why I say these words, I don't know why I am here.

Like, the whole thing is full of weirdness and absurdity.

But when you think about it, it seems so reasonable that these things happened.

Lynn felt a little uncomfortable, as if she wasn't supposed to be here at all, but she was here, and she didn't understand where that uncomfortable feeling came from.

Brother Dao: "Do you feel it too?"

Lynn: "What?"

Brother Dao: "That uncomfortable feeling, that feeling that no matter what you do, it doesn't seem right." Do you also experience a kind of absurdity, as if life should not exist at all? ”

Lynn: "I ......"

Brother Dao: "There's nothing bad to say, do you remember when I murdered you before we met One-legged?"

Lynn: "Hmph, you remember, you didn't apologize!"

Brother Dao: "I didn't mean to kill you, but at that time, the whole person was like exposed gunpowder, just a little bit." I'm sorry, Lynn, I know I shouldn't have murdered you, but I can't help it. Just like you are now, you can't resist that uncomfortable feeling, or even have the heart to care about anything else. ”

Lynn: "So, are we all in trouble?"

Brother Dao: "I think, this is the so-called growth in the mouth of any adult." We all listened to the words of random adults, and we gradually became like this. And, in the beginning, casual adults came to kill us. It's just that in the downstream, casual adults don't choose to believe in thinking, but choose to believe in downstream.

He said that he felt that he needed to say these words, what to go downstream, what three paths and so on. In other words, we arrange for any adult to tell these words, and arrange for them to be presented to us. Perhaps, this is the opportunity for us to grow. ”

Lin: "However, this feeling is so uncomfortable, as if I can't lift my energy, as if those major events in life have become nothing, as if there are no important things at all." Even in such a dangerous situation, I didn't seem to feel any danger, but ......"

Lin didn't say any more, after all, it was better to keep fairy tales and princesses and other ideas in her heart.

However, she is really like a princess, going through all kinds of hardships without being hurt in any way.

Just like in a fairy tale, the guardian knight is bleeding, and the princess seems to be fine except for a dirty face.

Oh, why did I start thinking about fairy tales again?

It's just that this feeling of a princess seems to be the way it should be.

I was meant to be a princess!

Lin suddenly thought of her origin, Yuan Changwen's daughter, the daughter of the first person in the empire, what is the difference between this and a princess?

An illegitimate daughter is just as much a daughter, right?

Why should I have low self-esteem?

Why do I always feel like I can't lift my head?

What about illegitimate daughters? Who put the idea that illegitimate daughters are lowly in my head?

It's just an identity, it's just a character attribute that I can't choose at all, it's like being born blonde, what does it matter?

Why should a person's origin be ridiculed?

Why should I have to go along with the fact that a large crowd is laughing at this origin?

Like, the other party laughed at me, or I had low self-esteem and hid aside, because I was an illegitimate daughter. Or, I'll work hard to make a career so that those who laugh and laugh at me don't dare to laugh again.

However, both of these behaviors are manifestations of low self-esteem. To struggle and work hard in order to prove yourself, no matter how brilliant your achievements are, this in itself is a kind of inferiority and a kind of weakness.

It seems that I worked hard, and under the label of an illegitimate daughter, I overcame adversity and finally achieved supreme glory. But behind the whole incident, there is inferiority and weakness, and fear is whipping.

Is this what is called, a drag show of fear?

Lin suddenly thought of the words of a casual adult, could it be that these words were really told for the sake of her own growth?

What is the difference between thinking that she is an illegitimate daughter, so she has low self-esteem and is underground, and thinking that she has no money so she can't raise her head and be a man?

These ideas are so ingrained, and there's a whole bunch of rhetoric out there, tying itself up like a twist.

It was the first time Lynn had seen her thoughts so truly, and for the first time she had been so disgusted with the thoughts in her head.

It is a fact that I have an illegitimate daughter, just like I have no money, this is a fact, and I have nothing to deny.

But why should illegitimate daughters have low self-esteem, and why can't they be raised without money?

Where do these ideas come from?

Even if the whole society thinks so, what does it have to do with me?

The point is, why do I think so?

Thinking that she is an illegitimate daughter, she is not worthy of stepping into the Yuan family and is not worthy of being accepted by the entire Yuan family.

Thinking that he has no money, so he doesn't deserve this, he doesn't deserve that.

These ideas, so ridiculous and disgusting, really stench like shit.

So, what should you do?

It suddenly occurred to Lin that since she shouldn't have low self-esteem because of her illegitimate daughter, and she shouldn't try to do anything to prove herself, what should she do?

For a moment, Lynn became a little confused, as if, it was not right to do this, and it was not right to do that.

No matter what you do, you are inferior and weak, and you are whipped behind your back by fear.

What to do?

"Fuck off!"

Lynn suddenly roared loudly, as if how could she be caught by these shit things, how could she tolerate these ghosts in her head.

One-legged was preparing for the third skill, and the heel of the knife slowly stabilized the supported body, while the woman stood not far away with the double knife.

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