Chapter 155: I Want to See Your Youth Bloom
Although it was time to get off work, Xiaoting couldn't leave the unit immediately, because there were still individual readers looking for books on the shelves. Xiao Nan, Xia Longfei, and Huzi stood outside the door of the borrowing room and waited, two handsome guys with great style and a petite and beautiful girl, which naturally attracted countless readers who left after borrowing books to look back.
Even without the attention of these passers-by, Xiao Nan has always been watched by the pair of cousins around her, and Xiao Ting shared half of the "firepower" just now, but now she can only "enjoy" the feeling of being watched by a handsome guy alone.
"You're enough......" Xiao Nan glared at Huzi viciously: "Stare at me like this again, be careful that your eyeballs fall out!"
"Cut, give people a look and won't get pregnant......" Huzi continued to stare at Xiao Nan's face nonchalantly: "I said you, you should also learn to dress yourself, you look at your clothes, you are still a professional in decoration design, you look at your sleeves, they are almost as long as the water sleeves of Peking Opera Hua Dan......"
"I want you to take care of it!" Xiao Nan glanced at Huzi vigorously, turned his head to ignore him, but quietly tugged his sleeve up.
"I think what Huzi said is very reasonable......" Xia Longfei, who had been silent next to him, suddenly spoke. "I can call you Xiao Nan the same as Huzi, right? Xiao Nan, you do wear clothes too casually, I have seen you a few times, I have never seen you dress up carefully, a beautiful girl like you, if you don't take advantage of your youth to bloom your youth and beauty now, and look back on it when you are dead in a few years, wouldn't it be a pity?"
In fact, Xiao Nan is not afraid of Huzi's ridicule at all, although she has never been able to talk about him, but as long as she punches down, the world will be pure, and a serious preaching like Xia Longfei is what Xiao Nan is most afraid of.
"How can it be as serious as you said, I've been diligent enough to change my clothes......" Xiao Nan said a little weakly. In fact, what she said is also true, after transforming into a girl, Xiao Nan unconsciously began to pay attention to her own image, and her clothes were basically changed every two days, compared to when she was in college, as long as the clothes were not obviously dirty, she dared to wear them all the time, and she could be regarded as paying attention to clothing.
"I'm not talking about this ......" Xia Longfei said: "I mean, you seem to have very few styles of clothes, such as the one on you, a light dark green fleece short windbreaker with a hood, paired with leggings and small booties, I have contacted you a total of three times, and you have worn this set twice in total." Also, your style of clothing is a bit androgynous, like the knitted dress I saw you wearing last weekend, which looks like a very wide men's sweater......"
Your eyes are really vicious, that was originally the sweater I used to be a boy I used to tell you? Xiao Nan spread her hands helplessly, and moved out her most omnipotent reason: "I'm a child of a poor family, how can I compare with you two rich and handsome, just my salary......"
"Just pretend!" Xiao Nan's words were immediately debunked by Huzi as soon as he came out: "You are still a child of a poor family, the year before last you said that you wanted to buy a car, your family directly gave you 60,000 yuan to buy a Suzuki Hayabusa, can you be considered poor?
"Huzi, your soul is weak!" Xiao Nan stomped his feet angrily: "Didn't I spend all the money now! Now I have more than 2,000 yuan left in my card, and I don't know when I will be paid, how dare I spend money to buy clothes! If I spend all the money, I will have to be driven by the landlord to live in a bridge hole on the street......" She looked at Huzi angrily, eager to catch this guy and beat him up. "Besides, I've been out to work for several years now, how embarrassed to ask for money from my family, it's a shame......"
"Cut...... Don't think I don't know, I heard that you even have a salary commission of almost 5,000 this month, which is more than I earn!" Huzi proudly sold. "You, don't spend all your money on your locomotive, and have a little more to dress up and dress up......"
"You're embarrassed to say that I, the money you threw into your tattered BJ2020 is enough to buy a Pajero......" Xiao Nan just wanted to sneer at him, but suddenly noticed something wrong with Huzi's words: "Wait...... How do you know how much I'm getting paid this month? I don't even know how you know?"
Huzi was asked all of a sudden, and hurriedly looked at him left and right. "I ...... I can pinch and calculate, I watch the sky at night......"
"Hey, why are you two arguing again...... What topic were you talking about just now?" When the two were talking about Xiao Nan's salary, Xiao Ting had already packed up and walked out of the borrowing room, and Huzi just took this opportunity to escape Xiao Nan's repeated questions. Xia Longfei said with a smile: "We just said that Xiao Nan doesn't pay attention to dressing up, and we think it's a pity." ”
"Really?" Xiao Ting pulled Xiao Nan's arm and looked up and down when she heard this, nodded and said, "Indeed...... This girl doesn't have the consciousness of being a girl at all, and she doesn't understand that girls should dress themselves up beautifully......"
Xiao Nan pulled his hand back angrily, and said very dissatisfied: "Hmph, why should I dress myself, as long as the clothes are not dirty or torn, it's okay, and I don't plan to get married, who will I show if I dress up beautifully?"
Xiao Ting smiled helplessly after hearing her words, and pulled Xiao Nan's arm again, this time Xiao Nan did not break free. "Xiao Nan, in fact, girls dressing themselves up are not necessarily for others to see, dressing themselves up beautifully, the mood of the day will become very pleasant, no matter what you do when you are in a good mood, it will be easier and more efficient, and it can even affect the emotions of your colleagues and friends around you, and also make them relaxed and happy because of you, dressing yourself up is a happy thing, and it can only be exclusive as a girl, don't you plan to try it?"
"Yes, yes!" Xia Longfei on the side saw the opportunity to help Xiao Ting: "I think Xiao Ting said very reasonably, Xiao Nan, you should really try it, or else, anyway, it's still early before the time to eat, and the three of us will accompany you later, how about finding a place to help you pick out a few clothes for you to dress up?"
"Good idea, I'm in favor!" Huzi immediately applauded in approval, and at the same time dodged a side kick from Xiao Nan.
"I don't want it!" Xiao Nan still resolutely opposed in the face of Xia Longfei and Huzi's enthusiasm. "I don't want to spend other people's money to dress up, so I will look down on myself, and if I want to buy it, I will buy it myself when I get paid......"
Xiao Ting knew Xiao Nan's temper, and when she saw that she was really unwilling, she didn't persuade her more. Xia Longfei hurriedly explained: "Xiao Nan, we all know that you are a good girl with self-esteem and self-love, you will not take advantage of others in vain, but Huzi and I are your friends, we are just curious, we want to see what the effect of your dress up, you can barely satisfy our curiosity! Tonight, you are a little wronged, let everyone open their eyes, it should be given to you by our friends, if you still feel uneasy, everyone will have a chance to compensate for it after coming to Japan!"
Xia Longfei's words made Xiao Ting on the side suddenly have an idea. Ever since she learned the secret of Xiao Nan's transformation, she has been worrying about Xiao Nan's gender identity. Although Xiao Nan is no longer so insistent on being a boy now, she doesn't identify herself as a girl, that is to say, Xiao Nan is now in a subtle state of "soul and body negating each other", she is very vague about her gender identity, always treating herself as a monster who is neither male nor female, and subconsciously has been resisting the current identity of a girl.
If she can't manage to make Xiao Nan accept the reality, Xiao Nan is likely to be in such a state of inner entanglement for the rest of her life, and she will never be able to live a normal life, you can imagine how sad she will be in the future, and this is by no means what Xiao Ting wants to see. Xiao Ting knows very well that she can't guard Xiao Nan's side for the rest of her life, although she has such a will, but she also knows that she can stay by Xiao Nan's side for not much time, people don't live in a vacuum, the power of reality is almost irresistible, even the parents of both sides will never accept that two girls live together, not to mention that they will also face all kinds of discrimination and pressure from society, if the two are reluctant to be together, not only will the two of them be under huge social and mental pressure all day long, and even the families of both sides will be affected, and the consequences are unpredictable。
In this case, if Xiao Nan's perception of herself can be changed in the shortest possible time, at least she can live as an ordinary girl in the future. With Xiao Nan's current excellent own conditions, as long as she is willing to accept the reality, it is entirely possible to have a happy future......
If you want to slowly change Xiao Nan's perception of her identity, then the first step is to teach Xiao Nan how to be an ordinary girl, to be honest, although Xiao Nan looks like a delicate and soft little girl on the outside, the set of things in her heart has hardly changed from before. As Xiao Nan's girlfriend and as a natural girl, she has the responsibility and obligation to lead Xiao Nan step by step to complete this soul transformation process, and finally achieve the perfect unity of "soul and body".
Thinking of this, Xiaoting decided to support Xia Longfei's idea. She took Xiao Nan's palm and gently squeezed her palm, and said softly: "Actually, I've always wanted to see how you look dressed up, please just be wronged...... By the way, I can sponsor you a beautiful dress!"
"Ah......h But seeing Xiao Ting's expression that seemed to be full of anticipation, she finally sighed softly for a long time, nodded and said, "Okay then...... But don't buy anything that's too expensive, or I'll not be able to afford it in the future......"
"Okay, that's it!" Huzi finally agreed when he saw Xiao Nan, and slapped the railing of the stairs with his hand: "Let's strike while the iron is hot, let's go now!"
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