Chapter 95: Folding Wings VI

At the beginning of 2016, half of my mind returned......

On the morning of New Year's Day, I slept until nine o'clock. When www.biquge.info got up, I was dizzy and my whole body ached. It's all a consequence of taking too much medicine......

Exhaustion mixed with all kinds of emotions captured me, I was miserable, and my world was dark.

The sun was already shining with enthusiasm outside, and I only felt a chill inside......

After everything was ready, I rode the "big black" to the city center, because I needed to talk to that person.

2013 was the most painful year since I thought about it. That year, whether it was family, academics, or emotions, I fell into a trough. So that year, my thoughts were very complicated and my mood was very chaotic, but I survived that year......

That year, I wrote a lot of poems with mixed emotions, and although they were all oiled, they were delicious oils for me.

After that year, I want to copy all those poems into a notebook, after all, in reality is the most secure reality.

However, plans have not always kept up with changes. Because I became obsessed with writing and then drawing, I didn't have time to copy those poems. This is one reason. Another reason is that the number of poems is not less than two hundred and fifty, and laziness will be prohibitive......

So, in the years after 2013, I kept moving forward and moving forward. Although I seemed to be walking quite fast, I seemed to be missing something. I didn't know what it was, but after thinking about it for a long time, I probably knew what I was missing.

That thing is called calmness.

In the past few years, I have only thought about rushing forward desperately, but I have never been able to calm down and reflect on my past, which will only make me more and more impetuous, and my heart will become more and more empty.

When I got to the city center, I still used to go to the top floor of Suriya's supermarket to order something to eat, and then chat quietly with myself.

That day, I copied ten pages of poetry.

There is only one feeling, such as the fulfillment and joy of learning in the age of reading.

In the process of copying poems, my fingers can relive the handwritten memories of the reading era, and my soul can re-experience the feeling of that year......

Yes, the Internet and mobile phone writing really occupy the most natural and really beautiful ones. Convenience is convenient, but there are some beautiful things that cannot be replaced by technology. Like, human feelings.

After chatting with myself, I listened to the song with a good mood and returned to "Big Black" at ease.

For the same long journey, I used to be tired and dehydrated when I first started riding, but at that time I didn't need to stop to ride all the way back to my dorm and I wasn't very tired. Perhaps, conquest requires a process.

On the night of New Year's Day, I was going to paint a few pictures. However, Heaven has brought me a small gift......

At that time, the wifi in my dorm had not been connected for a long time, but on New Year's Day, it magically connected! On top of that, I also downloaded Monster Hunt to watch it......

I haven't seen a new movie since I got there. Every time I see many domestic movies on the Internet that the box office continues to break 100 million, I really want to watch it, but I can't watch it.

So, when I was able to finish watching "Monster Hunt", I couldn't have been more excited!

At that time, I was lonely. It's not that others are away from me, it's that I'm hiding myself, because I'm in a very complicated world. So, emotions can be uncontrollable from time to time. The best way is to be alone......

2016 is destined to be full of challenges! Will I be able to break through myself and get to the point I want to get to in this challenge? I don't know, but I will work harder in going with the flow.

This year is also a very critical turning point for me. Whether you can hone from a spiritual child to an adult is a very important year.

Perhaps, I will return triumphantly. Or maybe I'll lose everything.

Anyway, I'm on my way......

Time goes on.

One evening, I rode the "Big Black" around and returned to the dormitory. Well, let's take a shower!

Take off your shirt, take off your belt, and pull the zipper all the way, and just as you are about to take off your pants, the phone rings in "Those Dreams You Are Adventurous......

Well, answer the phone first.

"Hey, Sister Lina. ”

"Come over here now. ”

I looked down, "Uh...... Is there a hurry?"

“…………………………”

"Oh, I see, I'll go now. ”

"Come to the office. ”

Honk......

Whew, I said that I wanted to take a good bath, and suddenly there was no joy......

Zip up, belt on, jacket on, well, go to the office.

My 2016, will I be a surprise?

Those days were challenging. It can be said that they are all going towards the path with the greatest resistance, after all, there is only that path.

In the past, I was afraid of challenges. At the time, it seemed that fear had also learned to numb. In other words, there isn't much to feel other than a bit of chaos......

To do things is to be a person. It's hard to be a man, and it's hard to do things. can be a person, and when you do things, you will get twice the result with half the effort. It feels so.

In those days, I saw a lot of strange angry faces, and heard a lot of strange angry words. It's all because of two words, being a man.

People do not do well, and the wrong way of doing things will lead to the continuous deterioration of things, which will affect the overall benefit. The more I saw and heard, the more I seemed to be able to accept the reality of society.

Everyone has their own difficulties, everyone has their own annoyances, and when the two are accidentally mixed, the fire of anger will burn and burn more and more.

When I saw with my own eyes a middle-aged female factory manager who was gentle as a sheep at the beginning and had a gentle smile, and suddenly turned into a female wolf with a swear mouth and an angry face after experiencing the blows of one problem after another and being troubled by many complicated things, I thought that I was walking on her way......

Sister Lina said she could understand. Because, that's what this job is. However, she didn't expect that the power of her own anger was not half that of the female factory director's anger.

So, she smiled and said to me: "Golden Dragon, look, look at you, you still say that I am not ...... fierce."

I smiled and replied, "Did I say you were fierce?"

She jokingly said, "I know you must think so!"

Well, the world of women. Alas......

It feels so difficult to take over Sister Lina's order, but one step at a time is one step. Who knows what the future holds?

Archimedes said, "Give me a fulcrum, and I will pry the whole earth." ”

Then I said to myself, "Give me a trust, and I will give you a miracle back." ”

At the time, I thought so......

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