The 2016 Rio Olympics came unknowingly, and it turned out that another four years had passed......

After taking a shower that night and watching the women's rifle final of the Olympics, I wanted to write a quiet article. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info found that they couldn't be still......

So, I still rode the "Little Perfect" to the "March Wind". It seems that only the "March wind" at night can bring peace to me at that time.

In dark corners, fingers jump naturally around the phone screen......

I didn't buy glasses that day, and after drinking warm bubble tea, I rode the "Little Perfect" back.

On the way back, a phone rang, and because I was wearing headphones, I habitually pressed the button on the headphones. However, the music came from the headphones. Press it again, and it becomes "beep...... Honk...... ...... beep" sound.

I parked "Little Perfect" on the side of the road, thinking it was my aunt calling, but I took out my phone and looked, oh, it's a god.

Then, I called back.

There was a very tired voice on the other end of the phone, and the tired voice was like a rope that automatically tied me up in an instant, and made me feel exhausted.

During that time, he often worked overtime until late at night, and after taking a shower, it was past midnight, and the mountain of work tasks had overwhelmed him.

He was tired of being busy, and I was tired of being empty.

I was like a floating straw, I couldn't fall to the ground, and the feeling of unsteadiness made my heart empty and tired.

In contrast, the tiredness of fulfillment is better than the tiredness of emptiness, and at least the tiredness of fulfillment will be rewarding. And the tiredness of emptiness is only emptiness.

He also fantasized about how nice it would be if he could travel on a budget! That is, when he went to a place, he would get a job, and he would visit a place by the way. After that, I went to another place, worked another job, and continued to visit another place. Feel free to travel on a budget......

I also said that it was a good idea.

However, we all know that reality simply does not allow it. Because, we all have parents to take care of.

Therefore, he looks forward to becoming a father in the future, so that he can take care of himself and his wife, so that his children can have their own free space, and he does not need to think about the two of them all the time. That is, the old have the old entertainment life, and the young have the freedom of the young.

I also think it's a beautiful vision! So, encourage each other and work hard!

After talking to Ah Shen on the phone, suddenly a young man asked me for directions, and I was happy to help him. Two people asked me for help within two hours......

Okay, after that, I went to the Bank of China ATM in front of Xidesheng company to withdraw money.

Unexpectedly, I actually saw a very familiar back - the back of the beast squad leader!

He just turned around, I smiled and tilted my head to look at him, he looked at me for about two seconds and smiled: "When are you coming?"

I also laughed, "Long time no see! I just came over." ”

After that, I didn't actually talk about anything, because of the withdrawal of money.

But I asked him, "Is there anyone else in there?"

He replied with a somewhat wrong expression: "It's more difficult to get in now, and the company stipulates that people who have left the company are not recruited." ”

At that moment, I felt a heavy loss tearing my heart down......

In fact, I already knew that it was unlikely that I would enter Xidesheng again, but it was just a sad feeling to hear the beast squad leader say that I couldn't enter.

It's like you know that that person is no longer possible with you, but that person hasn't said it. But when you hear that person say that it is impossible between you, that feeling will be more deeply uncomfortable.

After that, the Beast squad leader took the money and left. After I withdrew the money, I couldn't see him anymore......

I smiled.

Sure enough, God has arranged it like this, and once I leave, it will no longer belong to me.

In fact, the result is the same, but the mood is different.

Looking at the night sky and blowing the wind, the next fate may be more suitable for me......

Time goes on.

The folded wings represent the state of mind in which I fell from the sky to the abyss. In this state of mind, I did see a lot of things that appeared in front of me because of the sense of disparity, and felt a lot of feelings that I didn't want to feel but had to feel. When I felt enough, I felt that I should climb up. Therefore, the folding of wings is going to end.

I don't know how many new topics I'm going to write about, but as long as I'm not married, there will always be them, in other words, they'll stay with me until I get married.

I once posted a message at the time, saying that I heard a sentence that touched me very much: you should take good care of your hobbies and talents, because they understand you.

Yes, because they understand me, they will always be with me.

After getting married in the future, "The Girls I Like" can be regarded as the real end. Moreover, the working era after marriage is no longer the working era, but the marriage era. It's a new journey, it's different.

However, that's all in the future.

At the moment, I was still at the bottom of the abyss, looking up at the darkness above me......

The broken wings have long since rotted. But I still have a heart that wants to fly......

So, groping in the dark and slowly climbing up, I need the sun, I need to feel the breath under the blue sky and white clouds again.

Sometimes, I'm me.

Sometimes, I'm not me.

Sometimes, I know I'm not me.

Sometimes, I don't know I'm me.

Sometimes, I'm gone......

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