Chapter 231: Memories Vignette XIII
"Save Yourself" -
Time always comes and goes without a trace. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 However, it always leaves one problem after another.
I thought I had solved a lot of problems and thought I had grown. However, the same questions, the same feelings, have never left me. I seemed to be cursed by time, without confidence, without motivation.
I always complained about my own incompetence, and slowly shifted to complaining about others, and I didn't know what my soul had been destroyed by myself. If there is no love, my family has always supported me. Whew, it's just that I didn't have the heart to experience it. If no one understands, it's just that you don't confide in others. Who is to blame? Time? Time changed me? Hehe! What a ridiculous excuse.
Every time I try to commit myself, I feel like I'm going to do it. However, time will not agree.
After all, I've broken my word so many times! Seriously, I've lied to myself about how many times. If someone else lied to me, I turned around and ignored him, let alone lied to me so many times.
Although I lied to myself, I still treated me very well! I still tried to give me health and confidence. Looking at my selfish thoughts, I feel ashamed. Is that why the mind is always so broken?
Cutting my bangs means that I want to pay less attention to my appearance. Before, when I had cut my bangs, I would be very unhappy and think that I was bad. Now, I'm trying to regain my confidence. My goodness is in the depths of the heart, not on the surface. So, this time, I want to slowly prove to myself that even if the world laughs at me, I am definitely the most loyal fan who supports me!
After all, he can only be rescued by himself.
If you promise your own thing, you must strive to do it. I don't have a credibility to myself, let alone others. The first step to save yourself is to do what you promised yourself. Perhaps, do what you want. Feeling happiness and having a rise of faith is a sign that you have been rescued.
I don't want someone to hurt another me. So, I'm going to be stronger!
Love yourself and save yourself who has sunk in time.
"Invisible" - 213.5.3
God has blessed me with a pair of healthy and bright eyes, but I have not used them to see the true beauty of the world, and I have always chosen the ugly critically.
Perhaps, I'm normal. Perhaps, I'm nervous.
Yes, man is such a contradictory animal. I want to, but I don't want to. I don't want to, I want to. So, I can't guess.
It's so simple, you can't guess it yourself, how can you have the spare time to guess others?
Happiness seems to come to me often, but I can't see it all the time, and it's hard to hug it. So, I forgot that I could see, I forgot my eyes, I forgot the beauty I had, and I always felt that the night of the world was so long, and the day had been waiting for a long time......
I've slept enough, I've slept so tired and tired that I want to see the sun and the blue sky. Why doesn't it dawn, why doesn't the sun rise, why ......
Happy, maybe you feel sorry for me. It doesn't need me to look for it, it's always there for me. When it hugged me, I really felt its heartbeat, its mood. Yes, I can't see it with my eyes, but my mind can feel it, just as my mind has eyes. I was so moved by the happy hug that my eyes were wet, and when I wiped away my tears, I realized that my eyes could see it too.
No, it should be her. Because she is alive and beautiful and beautiful!
I smiled, and the sun rose with joy, so the sky was bright and blue.
I know that I am in love with happiness, and I believe that the other half I will fall in love with in the future will definitely have a happy heart. Although I can't see where my future partner is, my heart is happy for her.
What the heart sees is what it really sees.
"Write It for Yourself" -
After reading such a sentence, if you want to become an expert in a certain field, you must insist on practicing in this area more than 10,000 times. At first glance, it's a bit shocking. In hindsight, it does make sense.
365 days a year, even once a day, it probably takes nearly 28 years. Wow, the more I think about it, the crazier it gets, it takes so long!
Think about it, though. If one is interested in something, that's a different story. Because interest can drive people crazy!
For example, practicing something many times a day, sometimes even without sleep. It's no wonder that some people don't feel tired, interest is important!
And what about my interests? It's too scattered, it's not very focused. However, writing is one of them. Writing songs and singing are too, although they don't sound good.
Actually, as long as you like it, it's fine. In a place where no one is around, singing aloud to yourself is not just comfortable. Imagine if I wrote 10,000 journals one day, would I be an expert? Hehe! Or if I wrote 10,000 songs myself, would I be a master songwriter? haha!
It was just a joke fantasy, but when I think about it, I think it's funny! Even if I can't become an expert, it will be a meaningful milestone in my life. 10,000 times, it's not just talking. If you can write 10,000 journals and 10,000 songs, regardless of whether you write them well or not, what kind of concept is that in terms of quantity? How many people in the world can have this patience? Suddenly I feel that there is a sentence that makes a lot of sense. That sentence is "to do ordinary things well, is extraordinary"!
I was confused just now, but I could think of what to write. As I wrote, my mind was clear, as if I had a goal.
Yes, whether I'm happy or not, I can express my feelings by writing. Again, don't care if it's written well or not, it's logical or not, there will definitely be progress anyway. Just as "read a book a hundred times, its meaning will be seen by itself". If you write too much, even if you scribble one day, you may find that you write well! This is the progress of the subconscious!
The most important thing is that in the process of pursuing 10,000 times, you will feel very fulfilled and happy! The scenery of life is always changing. There are a lot of words in life, and there are naturally a lot of things that can be written.
There may be a lot of pressure outside the society, which means I have to take on more responsibility. However, no matter how difficult it is, there must be a spiritual world to support me. Yes, writing is a very important factor in shaping my spiritual world. Writing songs and singing songs too. There are many more, but they are not as big.
Now in college, I don't seem to learn much. However, I think it's still worth it. If you haven't gone through this stage of college, you always feel that it is not complete. Studying in college is not necessarily to make better money in the future, but to cultivate a good mentality and exercise soft power in order to adapt to the future society. For college, what I gained the most was the factors needed by the spiritual world. Other technologies and so on, it's just a little bit of a snippet.
Of course, there is a gap between the ideal and the reality, and no one can deny this. That's why I need a good attitude. If you don't have a good attitude to accept the cruelty of reality, you will be bruised all over your body. And my good attitude comes from my spiritual world. Therefore, writing and singing is as important as it is to me now!
Yes, when the seedlings of the soul need to be irrigated, I have to write, write songs, and sing songs......
Write down family, friendship, love, and human affection to build my spiritual world.
I'd love to see that I've written 10,000 journals and 10,000 songs. Maybe when you're old, you'll be able to see it......
Either way, when you want to write, write it.
I believe that in the future I will be grateful for the current mine!