Chapter 162: I'm Sorry

PS: Sorry, I'm a little tired today, this chapter was written too slowly......

The body of youth may not be plump and enchanting, and it cannot bring people much strong stimulation visually, but it is the most beautiful, beautiful and delicate to make the carcass of the girl wiping her tears under the moonlight at this moment, like a work of art.

The moonlight also seemed to soften.

Before this, Ahn Joon-hyuk thought that he could retain careful thinking in the face of anything, but when Yoona wiped her tears and revealed her youth to him, he felt helpless for the first time and stayed there in a daze.

The moonlight came behind him, and the shadow with his silhouette passed by the girl.

"Oppa just said that I had grown up, but in fact he still treated me like a child, and he decided to send me away without asking me a word......" Tears kept flowing, sliding down her glazed cheeks, falling from her chin, and then shattering into the light, blooming into countless crystals.

In the midst of the bursting tears, she sobbed and said, "...... I just saw you there, I ...... Woo...... I wasn't angry that I was going to get a needle, but Oppa drove me away...... Domineering, not trustworthy, you are obviously ...... Woo......"

She cried so hard that she couldn't even speak clearly, and Ahn Joon-hyuk woke up from her stunned, grabbed a blanket from the sofa, shook it away, and ran over to drape it over her.

However, Yuna jerked back, breaking away from his attempts to wrap her carcass.

"Don't touch me!!"

"Yuna ......"

"Don't touch me, you big liar who doesn't talk much!"

Tears poured in. It seems that it can't be wiped clean.

He didn't quite understand why she was so sad, he was at a loss for a while, and took a few steps back, allowing her to get out of the moonlight, and was drowned by the darkness that lingered beyond the moonlight, and the whimpering sound continued, and after a while, she covered her mouth: "You obviously said it...... Will always be there for me...... It turns out that they are all lying to me like her!"

"I'm ......" Ahn Junhyuk raised his hand, a little abruptly.

He knew who the "she" that Lu Dao Yun'er was talking about, so at this moment. My heart softened suddenly.

The aftermath of the girl's screams and cries echoed in the room. It ripples in the air that are invisible to the naked eye, and then quietly disappears. Outside the window, the city at night is still noisy, and there is a faint sound of singing flying high in the sky and whirling and floating. The neon that escaped like a mist splashed into the vast space with the moonlight. The sky is dark. The stars faded into shadows. And inside this window, the silence of darkness spreads.

The strong contrast gives the illusion that everything is moving away. They retreated, retreated, retreated into the elusive distance.

An empty emptiness spreads in the heart.

I don't know how long it took, Ahn Jun-hyuk, who was silent, stepped forward again with a blanket, and without waiting for Yuna to continue to struggle and retreat, he wrapped her in the blanket and hugged her into his arms.

The girl struggled hard, kicking with her feet, with her fists, and even with her teeth.

The only difference from a moment ago was that there was no more sound, there was a commotion in the darkness, and after a while, everything was calm again, in the dark space, on the edge of the moonlight, the silhouettes of the two hugging each other slowly squatted down, paused, Ahn Junhyuk said softly:

"I didn't try to lie to you, I just ...... I'm sorry...... OPPA won't chase you away again, sorry ......"

“…………”

Her lips trembled uncontrollably, her small, fluffy head was buried in his chest, and the girl cried silently but sadly.

"Don't cry...... Don't cry. ”

Every twitch of her thin shoulders clearly conveyed the pain in her heart to the heart of him who hugged her, he patted her back lightly and comforted her blankly, but he vaguely understood, and some didn't understand, why did she cry so sadly?

No answers!

Black surrounded the body, and as time passed, the moonlit path paved to the feet, and the placket of the chest was greatly moistened with tears, and it was close to the skin, gradually turning from warm to cold.

At one point, Yuna raised her head from his arms and asked him in a somewhat nasal voice, "Are you serious?"

"Hmm!"

"If you lie to me, I'll really sue you!" the girl warned him, "I'm only 15 years old, and you've taken me all the light up, it's a molestation of minors!"

"......" Ahn Joon-hyuk felt that he couldn't keep up with her thinking, and he was still smothered with grief a moment ago, and in the blink of an eye, he seemed to have forgotten everything, threatening him with this extreme means that would only make him want to laugh.

But with a secret sigh, he still nodded, "I really don't lie to you, I won't let you move away again!"

Yun'er didn't seem to believe it, in the dark, he could feel her suspicious gaze staring at him, and after a while, the girl's crisp voice sounded: "Then, let me kiss you!"

"Huh?"

"If you still hurt me, let me kiss you!"

Hesitantly paused, not how difficult this request is, in fact, if she is very happy once in a while, Yuna will always hug him or Jisoo and kiss her on the cheek, which is a way for her to show intimacy, not a big deal.

But at the moment, she is only wrapped in a blanket, and it doesn't seem appropriate to do this kind of behavior again.

But after thinking about it, Ahn Jun-hyuk still nodded and chuckled, "Okay, let you kiss it." ”

With his words, Yun'a in his arms stretched her neck, and the next moment, Ahn Jun-hyuk, who was waiting intently, didn't wait for the soft touch on her face that was already familiar to the girl's lips, and the only place where she felt it was her lips-

Two wet flaps of lips abruptly pressed against the corners of his mouth, where a lip print was imprinted, invisible to the naked eye, and only cold marks could be detected.

Ahn Jun-hyuk was stunned, and then Yun'a whispered in disgust in the dark: "Why do you have a beard on your face?

"Uh......"

Ahn Jun-hyuk couldn't cry or laugh, and some doubts that had risen in his heart suddenly disappeared.

Maybe the light was too dim for her to see, so she kissed the wrong one!

Thinking like this, he decided that it was better to pretend that he didn't know the way, so he shrugged: "You want to kiss yourself." ”

"Hmph, my sister is right, men are sloppy, dirty and smelly creatures!"

“…… Which sister said ......"

"Sister Xiuying!" the girl knew everything.

“…… Why does she always teach you some nonsense?"

"Really, then you're going to spank her tomorrow!"

Outside the window, a veil-like cloud crept in, obscuring the moon, and the earth darkened for a moment, and in a short time the clouds passed and the bright colors returned.

This huge city near the river still has no rest, standing quietly and noisily under the vast moonlight, the night is late, and the night has just begun......

……

This is a diary entry that begins with this:

I'm sorry I lied to you!

The girl's handwriting crawls all over the red lines of the manuscript paper, arranged from left to right, and the undried ink still leaves wet marks on the paper, which reflects the light and looks bright.

However, the words they recorded were not so clear:

"I must be acting like a madman today!"

"Shamelessly stripped naked, impulsively made you look at them all, and then threatened you with this, saying that if you drive me away, I will sue you! In fact, it is all a lie, I did that, but I really don't know what to do, so that you can soften your heart, just like I cried afterwards and said, you and she are also lying to me, just want you to feel that I am pitiful, sympathize with me, and then stop driving me away!"

A few teardrops fell, blurring the lenses, and the girl who was struggling to write under the lamp paused, took off her glasses and wiped away her tears, her eyes swollen like peaches.

The method of discarding dignity and leaving a dead face is really not an easy choice, she has no advantage, and she can't be like Lin Xiujing, who can slowly melt him with tenderness on an equal footing. Tonight's events made her real, and she was as pure as his sister in his heart, without the slightest impurity, so that at the slightest sign of possible deterioration, he was ready to send her away at once, and to strangle the process of deterioration.

So if she wants to stay, she needs to abandon her dignity more completely, and then show him her sadness and pity.

It was undoubtedly a very sad thing, standing in front of him nakedly, facing his stunned and shocked appearance, her heart seemed to be torn apart.

The girl may still be ignorant of many things, but it does not hinder the occasional beautiful fantasy, her body should not be used as a tool so cheaply, that is everything she cherishes the most, romance novels always write like this, how many years the heroine treasured, never showed her innocence to the hero, and then they lived happily ever after.

The so-called innocence that has never been shown is mostly equated with her barren concept, which is always wrapped in clothes and never let other boys see it. It is so precious, it should be shown to him again when they both have love, as a proof of her firm love, not when she loves him now, but he doesn't love her.

So he wept bitterly, and he couldn't take it back.

But......

"I don't regret it!"

Wiping away her tears, she continued, "You always taught me a lot, you told me that fate is the embodiment of the right to choose, and what a person's fate is is not predestined from birth, but which direction he will go in when faced with a choice. For me, if you let me move home today, fate is that for a long time in the future, I can no longer get along with you day and night, watching you drift away and live sweetly with Lin Xiujing, and my shadow in your heart is finally erased by the power of time. ”

"So I used my choice – even if it hurt!"

"I'm sorry I lied to you!"

"But I think one day, you won't be willing to drive me away because of something. I think one day, I can kiss you on the lips, and I don't have to pretend to kiss you wrongly, and complain about your face and beard as if nothing happened. I think one day, you can say you love me!"

"At that time, I will let you see this diary, and let these handwritings tell you that Lin Yuna loved you a long time ago, ......" (To be continued.) )