Xu Shu left "angrily", which scared Kou Yan a lot, and when she was on the rise, she was not afraid of heaven and earth, and she regretted it later. The teacher got angry, and I got into trouble again. I usually look at words and looks, why didn't I see anything just now?

Standing by the door looking in the direction of the teacher's departure in annoyance, Kou Yan couldn't help but pat his forehead with his hand. It's miserable, offended the teacher, in case the teacher doesn't come to the meeting tomorrow and the day after tomorrow, how can she continue to be a guard!

She was a little frightened, and stood at the entrance and paced back and forth with her hands rubbed, going around and around, and couldn't think of any way to make up for her mistakes. Sending food, the teacher is expensive for the long history, he originally eats what he eats, and he can't send anything new. Not to mention gifts, I and my teacher are used to living frugally, and I can't give it at this time.

This doesn't work, that doesn't work, Kou Yan has no master of the six gods for a while. No matter how strong and calm she is in front of others, in front of the teacher, she will always be half a cut shorter, she has always known that the teacher is the only one in her heart, and no one can compare.

Kou Yan, who couldn't figure it out after thinking about it, turned around and saw the pile of bamboo slips on the ground next to the table, and sighed helplessly: "That's it, I'll write a letter of apology, I hope the teacher can forgive me." ”

Not to mention that Kou Yan was nervous in the study, but Xu Shu couldn't cry or laugh after returning to Changshi Mansion, he really had nothing to do, so he wanted to give Cai Lu away, and he was caught by that girl in vain. Fortunately, the girl had always regarded me as a teacher, always in awe and careful, and I suddenly left to scare her. Otherwise, if she really put on a face that was too guarded and asked me to accept Cai Lu, what should I do? Thinking of this possibility, he was scared into a cold sweat by himself.

Since the death of his father, Xu Shu has left a psychological shadow, and decided to stay with his mother for the rest of his life, serve his mother for the rest of his life, and never want to get married again.

He knew that his mother had always hoped that he could let go of the big stone accumulated in his heart and quickly marry a daughter-in-law and start a family, not that the old lady wanted to hold her grandson or anything. What Aunt Hu is worried about is that after a hundred years, her son will have no one to take care of. People in this era sometimes regard the afterlife as more important than when they are alive, no one collects the body after death, no children send them to the end, no one goes to the grave to send food, and sending money and spending is the thing they are most afraid of.

Yuan Mei, a famous scholar of the Qing Dynasty, in his famous article "Sacrificial Sister Wen", has a very sad sentence: "If you die, I will bury you, who will bury me when I die?" At that time, his son had not yet been born, and this embarrassment was precisely the biggest embarrassment that people thought of life in the old days.

Xu Shu is still unmarried, he himself is iron-hearted, and he is anxious about the Hu family, but it also makes Kou Yan's heart go up and down. He didn't know that after he left, someone was nervous and annoyed, he just knew that he had passed this hurdle in a thrilling way.

It's just that today's pass is just a fluke, but it also buries hidden dangers. Xu Shu also had his chagrin, and he had nothing to mention to reward Cai Lu to the soldiers, which was really a bad idea. The apprentice was originally naïve, and he probably didn't know that women could also be objects, especially after a battle, and the captured women were the property that the superior could dispose of at will.

In the future, Changsha's foreign wars will have to be fought, and there will be more "Cai Lu" defecting to Changsha, and he was evaded this time, what about next time? If the apprentice sees a beautiful woman again, will he still offer a treasure to himself as a teacher? Can he hide from the first day of junior high school and hide from the fifteenth?

If at this time, Kou Yan knew that the teacher was full of regrets for teaching her badly, she would definitely cry and laugh again. How could she not know the cruel fact that women were trophies? How could she not know that she could give Cai Lu a reward to any passer-by? She just didn't think about doing it at all.

To put it bluntly, it is because of her soft-heartedness, even if she is tormented by great hatred and pain, she is unwilling to copy the same hatred and pain to others. Don't do to others what you don't want to do to yourself, I'm afraid that in this world, except for Liu Bei and Gan, who can make her hate so much that she raises her knife, no matter how much others hate, she won't do too much.

Just when Xu Shu regretted it, someone outside reported that the Taishou person sent an urgent official document and asked the adult to deal with it immediately. Xu Shu was stunned, urgent official document, why is it so urgent? He just came out of the Taishou Mansion on his front foot, how long has it been, why haven't he seen the apprentice take it out before?

Although his mind turned nine twists and eighteen turns, he still subconsciously took the bamboo slip handed over by his subordinates, and picked it up with all his energy. The result, of course, is not a real official document. It's Kou Yan's letter of apology. After Xu Shu watched it from beginning to end, the previous regrets, annoyances, worries and other things were gone, replaced by positive feelings such as relief, warmth, and fun.

After all, the apprentice is still a child, and if she is fierce, she is afraid, thinking that she has lost her temper. I wrote an apology letter and sent it to me, apologized to myself and bowed my head to admit my mistake. Actually, she's not wrong at all. She is a Taishou, and she is also a Taishou who holds the land of the four counties, how can she always show such a childlike appearance in front of herself.

Ay...... Or I think too much, after all, the apprentice is only eleven years old, and the teacher can't be like outsiders, confused by her work status, thinking that she is a mature adult. She's just a child, she can't be too strict with children, too fierce, she will scare people, you see, isn't this scared?

Xu Shu sighed, he really cared about it. Where does the apprentice seem to be serious about stuffing people into himself, it is obvious that he is a child's heart, and he is playing with himself, how can he take it seriously!

I can't help but say that it is really a big failure to tell her what happened to me before. She has completely mastered her weakness, and every time she mentions it, or pokes at something related to it, she loses control.

In the end, it's still my own problem, and after so many years, I still can't let it go. Even if he has made up his mind not to talk about lifelong events, the wound in his heart has still not healed, and every time he is touched, even if it is unintentional, it still hurts.

Xu Shu sighed, it's not your fault, it's me. Sorry for making you fidget. Look at the bamboo slip in your hand and think about the worried expression. Xu Shu decided to come early tomorrow for the regular meeting to calm her heart.