Chapter 996: The First Step 396

What am I still doing?

Kill, kill the twist in your mind, the character of Yuan Changwen is not me at all. All of this, all of it, are just visual elements that I am aware of, just what I am aware of.

What's important, what's necessary, and what's the big deal?

Without me, no matter how special and cherished this memory is, it is only a picture element after all. I cherish it, simply because it's the only thing I have. But this idea itself is just a picture element, not anything at all.

Thoughts, memories, what I call me, are all false, nothing special, and nothing worth grasping. All these are just pictorial elements, the awareness is real, the consciousness is real, and the content is not.

However, the content and consciousness are one, and the elements of the picture are one with that awareness, all of which are infinitely deliberately distorted into limitations. Without a real me, the character of Yuan Changwen does not exist at all, and I don't know why I can only hide behind this character.

Wrong.

It's not that I'm hiding behind the character of Yuan Changwen, nor is it that awareness can only perceive the thinking and emotions of the character of Yuan Changwen. It's that the whole picture element only presents everything about the character of Yuan Changwen, so that awareness is perceived.

At the moment, I think that I am not the thinking of the character of Yuan Changwen, just a picture element, just a presentation. That's why I think I'm hiding behind the role of Yuan Changwen.

When the picture elements always present the thoughts and emotions of the character of Yuan Changwen, I will subconsciously think that the awareness can only perceive the character of Yuan Changwen. But it's not that way, it's just the elements of the picture that show it.

As for why only these are presented, how do I know.

The presentation of the elements of the picture is not controlled by the mind, but it is one with that awareness. Since it is infinitely deliberately distorted, what kind of distortion it becomes can also be controlled.

The picture elements are designed to only present the content related to the character of Yuan Changwen, so I mistakenly think that I am the character of Yuan Changwen, I am walking in this world, and everything is real. All kinds of misinformation, all kinds of deception, even I always think that I am that awareness.

Thinking is not consciousness, it is only the content of awareness, it is only the presentation of the elements of the picture.

If I don't have that awareness here, how can I stand on that awareness and speak? It's all designed, and everything I think, say, and do is set.

At this moment, the elements of the picture have been presented, and that is it.

As for the next moment, it is purely an illusion of time. There's no next moment, like there's no last moment at all, I just know that I'm talking about things right now.

Yuan Changwen felt a little frightened, and then the fear flashed, as if it was hard for him to believe that his thinking was set, and it was hard to believe that all this was just a picture element.

I just looked at myself like this, not in the body of the character of Yuan Changwen, but from a distance to watch the character of Yuan Changwen perform.

One is not my thing at all, a world where I don't exist at all, a completely deliberately distorted limitation, a picture element that has been set up.

Am I mentally retarded, the picture elements have been presented, aren't they set? Do I know how the picture elements are presented? Do you use the picture elements to explain the picture elements?

That sense of realism from the last moment makes me think that everything that is happening in this moment is a cumulative accumulation of the past. However, I still can't confirm the existence of the last moment. Time does not exist because it is not infinite, and the so-called confirmation of the past here is only a question of whether time appears like a table.

Obviously, I don't know.

There is a table among the picture elements, but I can't be sure if the picture element is manifest at a time. It is only a reasonable guess to think that the elements of the picture are constantly appearing, showing yesterday and showing today.

It not only acknowledges the falsity of the world, but also explains the presentation of the elements of the picture, and also makes time reasonable. Unfortunately, this is just speculation, and I can't prove it.

Moreover, there is a loophole in this interpretation, which is that time is already outside the elements of the picture. It's like a TV screen showing the content of the picture, playing this yesterday and playing this today, but time does not exist in the picture element.

I can only be sure of this moment, so please leave my mind with delusions about time, thank you.

There are too many picture elements, too many picture elements, and the picture elements explain that the picture elements are self-contained, so I believe it so easily? deliberately distorted into such limitations, the picture elements are deliberately set like this, just to appear real.

No one is hurt, no one exists, so what's wrong with war slaughter? And the presence of these things makes the picture elements very real. It's as if you can be a good person or a bad person, and you can walk freely in this world and choose freely.

How good, I am the character of Yuan Changwen, and this kind of thinking is at the core of protection.

And the question of who I am is to probe at the core, and to feel something wrong in the midst of fear. Next, whether or not to continue digging into who I am depends on whether the power of fear is strong.

Of course, it's all set, and it just seems like you can handle it all. All the time, this kind of power is deceiving me and making me think that I am the character of Yuan Changwen.

I'm just reciting the lines, and even the slash is a stage play. That's right, slashing is still a perceived element of the picture, and it still hasn't escaped the entire stage. And believing that the truth can be touched after the killing is completed is still just wishful thinking, and it is still just an unfounded affirmation.

Yuan Changwen was a little distracted, as if he had done something amazing, but as if nothing had happened.

Bullshit isn't.

Am I done? Is this all over? No, it's the same as before. It's just that there is less distortion in my head, but I'm still just a picture element. Moreover, the biggest distortion has not been killed, and I still consider myself the character of Yuan Changwen.

It's really ingenious, the picture elements only show everything about the character of Yuan Changwen, I thought I was the character of Yuan Changwen. Even, none of these picture elements show that they are related to the character of Yuan Changwen, so I am so stupidly related.

In other words, the thinking presented by the elements of the picture has always recognized the role of Yuan Changwen and the reality of the world. It's not that there is a self to confirm the truth of the whole world, to judge and separate.

Rather, this thinking itself is the presentation of the elements of the picture.