Chapter 383: Journey Reverie
The wheels of the bus run over the layers of fallen leaves on the road, slowly passing through a long, dark mountain forest road, and the low-hanging branches and foliage on both sides of the road frequently sweep the roof and windows, making a loud noise. The midsummer sunlight shines through the gaps between the dense branches and leaves, forming pillars of light that spill from the canopy that obscures the sky, mottled and reflected on Xiao Nan's face.
She looked carefully at the scenery outside the car window, but she couldn't see where she was - the GPS positioning system on the hand machine had just entered the mountains and forests, and I don't know if the hand machine could not receive the satellite signal in the mountains, or the satellite positioning signal was interfered by the nearby garrison.
The one beside him didn't know when he fell asleep, his head rested on Xiao Nan's shoulder, and the corners of his mouth were slightly hooked and he smiled like a sweet cat. This girl seems to have never seen Taihang Mountain, all the way to keep looking out of the window, casually see any scenery will be excited, immediately take out the hand machine to shoot wildly, and then use her electronic graffiti board to communicate with Xiao Nan about her shock and admiration of the scenery outside the window, like a child who travels with his parents for the first time in his life, both innocent and cute.
Perhaps to many people, it seems a little inappropriate to use the adjective "innocent and cute" in the case of a young woman in her early twenties, as if it would imply a certain degree of hypocrisy and hypocrisy. However, Xiao Nan firmly believes that it is appropriate to use this word on Qing Ran.
After getting along for such a long time, Xiao Nan was surprised to find that she was the kind of girl who could still be as clear as water even if she had experienced the cold of the world and was used to seeing all kinds of dark sides in the society. Her grace and calmness, her empathy, and her cheerfulness are not because she has just stepped out of the ivory tower, like a small flower that has just been removed from the greenhouse.
On the contrary, she has experienced a wealth of social experience, far more than other girls of the same age in the team, she once saw thousands of hands waving at her frantically under the stage at a young age, and she also had the loss and confusion of falling from the peak of her life to the bottom, she was once abandoned by the most trusted people, and she once witnessed the gradual collapse of her most admired spiritual idol...... After the baptism of wind and rain, she still preserved her original authenticity, and even Xiao Nan, who had worked hard for several years at the social meeting, thought that she could not do it.
She is really a rare stunner in the world, and her body concentrates the best advantages of various women, elegant and beautiful, sexually charming, intellectually calm, friendly and cheerful...... Although she is in the special environment of the motorcycle baby, which is all beautiful women, she can still stand out, as if wherever she goes, it will become sunny and flowers blooming, and this is the arrogant and cold Xiong Mi, the noisy and lively Miao Yutong, or the melancholy and ** Xiao Nan herself, can never reach the realm.
Xiao Nan looked at the perfect side face in her sleep, and had to admit that she liked Qing Ran very much in her heart, but at the same time, she also knew very well that her liking was not the kind of love that a boy likes for a girl - she wanted to understand her, monopolize her heart, and completely combine with her from soul to flesh, and be together forever...... Xiao Nan knew that his liking for Ran was not like this.
Xiao Nan has been bedridden twice due to injuries, and she took the initiative to move to Xiao Nan's bedroom to take care of her, and the days when the two lived in the same room are not too short, how much privacy is there between each other in the hot summer? However, Xiao Nan was shocked to discover a fact: in the face of the unguarded Xuanran, she didn't have many impulses in her heart like boys to girls, watching the almost half-naked suddenly wipe her wet long hair out of the bath room, her pretty face was crimson, and her jade body was half-naked, she could only feel the beauty similar to appreciating a work of art, but she didn't have the most primitive possessiveness at all- When Xiao Nan finally became aware of this, she faintly felt in her heart what this phenomenon meant to her, a former boy......
In fact, Xiao Nan didn't think of these problems before, such as every physical class or etiquette class, always have to be with a group of young girls in the dressing room half naked opposite, although the first time she still had a little blushing heartbeat, but after a long time, she began to deal with it calmly, and the gorgeous customs in front of her could no longer make her blood surge, and she deceived herself at first that this was because she had a gentleman's style.
It wasn't until one day that Xiao Nan suddenly realized that "this is not normal for a boy at all", that she was very frustrated and alerted to the fact that it was not that she had the style of a gentleman who sat still, but that she herself had been gradually assimilated by this special environment full of young girls.
It is impossible for a person's soul to exist separately from the body, and once the underlying flesh and body have undergone fundamental changes, the soul attached to it will inevitably be affected and changed accordingly. Because people's daily thinking is constantly influenced by their own subconscious, and the subconscious is abstracted from a person's most basic and primitive physiological needs. The soul that used to be a boy in Xiao Nan's heart is also under the subconscious influence of her girl's body all the time, under the erosion of estrogen day and night, she is getting closer and closer to the original girl day by day, but she has not noticed.
How can a "former boy" who is getting closer and closer to the original girl like another girl "in the way of a boy"? Therefore, although Xiao Nan likes it, she just likes it, just like seeing a blooming rose in the garden, just appreciating her beauty, that's all—fortunately, so that she no longer has to worry about whether she will cheat emotionally and betray Xiaoting, who is far away in England, to fall in love with another excellent girl.
However, what is his feelings for Xiao Ting? Xiao Nan couldn't help but ask herself. She turned her gaze out of the car window, the deep forest path blocked her vision, she couldn't see anything except the layers of forest branches and leaves, she didn't know where she came from, and she didn't know where she was going at the moment - just like her love with Xiao Ting, Xiao Nan couldn't predict what would happen in three years, but she just habitually chose to stick to it.
Although Xiao Ting repeatedly told her that the relationship between the two of them could no longer be separated by any force, Xiao Nan knew better than anyone that the relationship between them was no longer the love between boys and girls that it was at the beginning, because all love between men and women will eventually come to the perfect combination of spirit and flesh, and there is indeed no such desire from the most primitive instinct between them- Although, it can also be explained from another angle, this kind of feeling that is free from the instinctive needs of biology is regarded as a sublimation of love, but no matter how it is whitewashed, this relationship is still completely different from before......
Perhaps, this inseparable relationship for both of them is just the inertia of the past love, like a locomotive with its engine turned off, although it has lost power, it can still move forward at a gallop, although it is destined to stop in the end......
"Only the love that dies is eternal......" For some reason, Xiao Nan's voice suddenly echoed in Xiao Nan's mind......
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In front of the road, there was a tall and ancient rammed earth doorway, the entire surface of the doorway was completely covered by the leaves of vines, and there was even a strange-shaped whitebark pine growing in the lush bushes at the top of the doorway, a broken billboard stood outside the doorway, but the handwriting on it had long faded to the point where it was difficult to recognize, Xiao Nan stared at it with wide eyes and could only barely recognize the last few words, which seemed to be written in a certain forest resort.
The convoy walked a short distance through the doorway, and the vision in front of it suddenly opened up, only to see a large flat open land surrounded by a wrought iron fence crawling with green vines, and a half-human high grass ridge divided the open land into dozens of equal sizes. In the middle of the wrought iron fence there is a rusty wrought iron gate that is also crawling with rattans, and there are already eight or nine people standing at the door with a red banner of "warm welcome", all wearing grass green short-sleeved T-shirts, camouflage pants, and camouflage baseball caps or pennies on their heads.
The convoy passed through the rusty wrought iron gate, and Xiao Nan saw clearly that this large open field was originally a sizable parking lot, large enough to park hundreds of cars, but because of the perennial abandonment, some tenacious weeds and shrubs took root in the gap left when pouring the cement floor in blocks, and now it has grown luxuriantly, dividing the parking lot into dozens of pieces of equal size.
At this time, the two commercial vehicles driving in front as the pilot separated left and right, dividing the whole fleet into two groups, one commercial vehicle led the Volvo bus carrying all the locomotive babies and some technical support personnel to continue to move forward, towards the four-story building crawling with vines on the side of the parking lot, and the other led two American-style heavy trucks and the large pickup truck at the end, and drove until it stopped under the grid greenhouse at the other end of the parking lot.
"Whew-"
With a brake, the Volvo bus stopped under the four-story building, the door opened, and Lao Zuo, who came from the pilot car, led Han Zheng and the three test drivers to get into the car, and clapped their hands, attracting the eyes of the girls who were looking around.
"Girls, after this fourteen-hour long journey, we finally came to the destination of this secret training, everyone bring their luggage, don't run around after getting off the bus, first go to the lobby on the first floor of the hotel and wait, we have to have a small meeting, and then arrange accommodation and dinner, okay, let's start now!"