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When I was a child, I thought that women should wear dresses and have flowing hair to look like women. Therefore, when I was a child, I liked such a woman more, and regarded this as a standard for finding a wife in the future.

When I was in elementary school, I added gentleness, cuteness, beauty, and vitality to create a new standard.

When I was in my first year of junior high school, I wore jeans. Too greedy!

However, the standard collapsed in the second year of junior high school......

Di, I don't have long hair, it's like my hair reaches my shoulders. I haven't seen her in a dress, so what would she look like in a dress? I can't think of it, I can't think about it. She didn't seem to wear jeans, she was wearing very ordinary, a little laid-back pants.

She's not a beautiful girl, she doesn't have too much energy, and she's not cute, but sometimes she's a little gentle.

Yes, many aspects of her are not on my criteria for choosing a mate. However, she fascinated me.

I didn't seem to see her all of a sudden, and my heart felt so uncomfortable. Just by chatting with her, watching her smile at me, and listening to her call me "oolong", I will feel a kind of special and special happiness!

Because of her, I began to understand that there is no need for standards to like someone.

When you like someone, you can't see anything, you just feel a good feeling of comfort.

That feeling may make you entangled, it may make you fall in love, it may make you unable to extricate yourself. However, that feeling is a magic that can affect your life. With this magic, you can turn your world into heaven, and in the same way, you can make your world hell.

In a thought, heaven and hell.

As for me, I have this magic, but only half of it. So, I happened to be somewhere between heaven and hell – on earth. I like it, just watching her next to her without showing a trace. Not close, not far, just right, that's how far I like her.

In between classes, Kaijin's childly behavior can make Di smile very happily! No! Di should be happy because of me! So, I will let Di turn her attention to me. I'll talk to her......

However, one person is hard to beat both sides.

There is also a pear brocade, and he even sings the theme song of Dragon Ball GT to Di. Of course, we didn't know Japanese, so he just hummed out. I hummed not very much, but Di praised him for being amazing! I suddenly felt messy in my heart, if I hummed like this, I sang more like it, and it sounded better! But I just said in my heart, alas! The behavior began to be a little abnormal......

My math learning ability was very slow, and I couldn't figure out a lot of questions. As for Lijin, he has a good math score, so I'll ask him to teach me. But I'm so sluggish!

He taught me for a long time, but I still don't understand. He called me stupid and stuff like that, and I didn't like people calling me stupid and calling me stupid. Of course, it's okay to joke. However, he is not joking! I want to refute it, but I have no confidence, after all, I really can't learn. My heart began to feel uncomfortable, and my eyes were wet with tears, thinking about the rhythm of the tearbank collapse......

It was nap time, and Di was in the classroom. Di said: "It would be good to teach one or two more oolongs, he will understand." "But Rijin still says I'm stupid.

At that time, I forgot a lot of feelings, but I only remembered that Di cared about me.

I was secretly crying at the time, in addition to grievances, more importantly, moved!

No matter how beautiful and sweet the smile is, it's not yours, it's not special. No matter how bitter and salty the tears are, it is a sunny day with your comfort. I will be obedient and sticky, gentle and considerate, and never perfunctory. I only have feelings for you......

It's just lyrics, but it really says what I was feeling at the time.

The season of youth passed silently, because I was intoxicated......

That year, there was an idol drama that became popular, called "The Ultimate Class". It's so good-looking, it's funny. I didn't watch TV series much at that time, because I watched Superman and Dragon Ball.

There were also a lot of people in the classroom discussing the plot, but I wasn't really interested. However, Di suggested that I go and have a look. So, yes, I went to do something I wasn't really interested in — buy the DVD of "The Ultimate Class" and watch it at home.

If you don't look at it as usual, you can see it very much!

I was attracted by the creativity and funliness of the plot, and I was really addicted! The consequence of addiction was that I bought a lot of idol dramas to watch! I bought a lot of good-looking and boring ones. Ten dollars a disc, and now my little box is full of DVDs. The cost of six or seven hundred yuan should have been exhausted......

I really didn't expect at the time that these DVDs would become the spiritual sustenance of my junior high school memories. Just because of Di's words......

When I was in elementary school, there was a time when spinning tops were very popular with boys.

It's not a toy top, it's a self-made top. They are made of nuts, they are made of toy car wheels, and most of them are rolled directly with adhesive tape. Play secretly in class, play crazy after class!

In junior high school, there was no longer such a phenomenon, but I still enjoyed playing. So, I rolled a spinning top out of adhesive tape and made a launcher out of a pen case. Play by yourself at the end of class......

Di, after observing what I was playing, curiously asked me about the situation. crackled a large number of words, in exchange for a sentence: "Oolong, you are so smart." ”

I smiled shyly...... But my heart is already like a wild laugh when I won the jackpot!

As for me, I like freedom, I don't like to be controlled, because it's very restrictive......!

I often desert from Lijin in class, and Di can see clearly behind my seat. So, she'll kick my stool. I looked at her, and she glared at me. Then, after a second, I was listening to the lecture as normal.

After class, she would say, "Dead oolong, always talk in class, don't listen to class!"

What else can I say but giggle?

It's strange, being controlled by her like this, I can't even chat freely, why do I feel so comfortable?

It's been a long time, I've been managed for a long time, and I'm used to her managing me.

I don't have anything to talk about in class, but I'm always trying to find something to talk to. Just for her special kicks, as soon as she kicked my stool, I stopped chatting first, continued to listen carefully, and enjoyed the comfortable feeling. After a while, we continued to talk, and she kicked again, and I stopped to enjoy it. And so on and so forth......

What does that feel like? Well, happiness! Happy, happy!

I couldn't have imagined that I could ignore my own freedom because of her. I've really changed!

I hope to make her smile every day, and as long as I see her smile at me, my heart can be sweet all day. Looking at the smiles of other girls, I really don't feel anything.

I will do whatever she tells me to do. In terms of learning, behavior, etc., she said that I am good! In addition to being happy, I am happy.

I may be perfunctory to other girls at times, but I have never been perfunctory to Di.

Because, at that time, I only had feelings for her......

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