When Zifang hung up the phone, Zijun didn't know.

On Zifang's side, Xiao Yan was sitting in Zifang's office with red roses, and had been waiting for her for more than half an hour. She didn't give him a good look, she was busy with work, busy with the phone, and finally became an emotional expert. Xiao Yan was laughed at by her in the end, "Chen Zifang, how can you talk about others and talk about the Tao, but when it comes to yourself, how can you not make sense? All the things you mind, if I don't mind, then it doesn't matter." ”

Zifang was speechless, it was always easy to persuade others. But when it's your turn, all the truth is just a reason, and it can't become life.

Zijun sat in the pavilion, the roses on the table were red and delicate, some of the small candles had burned out, and some were still swaying in the breeze with small flames. The weather in Guangzhou is not cold, it is enough to wear a thin coat, and at this moment, Zijun still feels a little cold.

Yes, she is confused, looking back on these years, what is the motivation for her to persevere? In addition to her dreams, it is Zhou Can. She hopes that one day she can stand side by side with him. Even later, she decides to give up that relationship, she hopes that when they meet again one day, she can proudly tell him that she is alive and well.

Now, she has done it, hasn't she? Did she have to give up something more precious for this?no, of course not, she got up and ran out of the lotus pond as if she were flying......

"Zhou Can, Mr. Huang, why are you here?" What is the situation? Why did Zhou Can and Huang Yu stand at the intersection? She called him by his first name, which was actually a kind of intimacy. He is just her Huang Zong, back to the original, boss's, friend's position.

"You go on, I'll go first. "It's not easy to turn around, but you have to turn around in the end. When Huang Yu knew that he was the boy Zijun's first love, there was no last trace of luck in his heart. The two stood side by side, watching in the direction Huang Yu had left. His back was a little lonely, but it was straight......

"Let's go......" Zhou Can took Zijun's hand and went back to the small courtyard of the farm house that belonged to them.

"I'm sorry—" Both men said this sentence as they entered.

"Let me say first, Zijun, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have no confidence in you, and I shouldn't have confidence in myself. It's that I'm too narrow-minded, you can marry me whenever you want, as long as you want to marry me. "Zhou Can is sincere and sincere.

Zijun's heart suddenly swelled with sourness, and his serious look moved her and made her sad. Once, she loved him so desperately, sad and helpless, inferior and sensitive, suffering and losing. So she could feel the fragility and uncertainty in his heart. He is so confident that Zhou Can will have such a moment. Is it true that all people, when they love someone deeply, will suffer so much and lose? Just like that night, when she met Huang Yu, she also felt his nervousness, so she gave up her years of persistence and gave herself to him.

She grabbed his hand in turn and looked into his eyes, "Zhou Can, listen, I love you, I've always loved you." She paused, then continued, "I'm just sorry, I wasn't brave enough, you were so good, I can't believe we will have a future." I love until my heart aches, I love until I despair, and I am so inferior that I don't even dare to have the courage to fight. ”

Zhou Can opened his mouth to say something. He already knew from Huang Yu's mouth that he was not the only one who was suffering over the years. But her words still made his heart swell, touched and sour. "Zijun—"

She covered his mouth, "You listen to me, I'll only say it once, and I won't say it again." Huang Yu, he-"

"He was really good to me, so I accepted him at the beginning and decided to love him......" Zhou Can heard this, his heart ached, and his hand with Zijun became even harder. Zijun was a little painful, but she didn't make a sound, compared to the pain in his heart, this pain may be too insignificant. If it weren't for his ex-wife coming back, this love might be for a lifetime. ”

Zijun's hand hurt a little more, but she still didn't struggle, she saw the struggle and fragility in his eyes, and even his eyes became dim. Huang Yu is the knot between him and her, and he must make his words clear today. "But Zhou Can, that's completely different from me loving you. I love you because of love, and I love you. Even if I know that there is no result, even when I thought you chose Xiao Ping, I was still reluctant to give up. ”

Zhou Can listened, the brilliance in his eyes became more and more abundant, he was not stupid, and naturally he could hear the meaning of Zijun's words. Because he loves her, that's why she loves him. However, Zijun is unconditional love and dedication to himself, and the difference between this is very clear.

"Actually, I'm not as good as you think, I'm actually selfish. I was the one who broke up with Huang Yu at the beginning, but now, I know that he is unhappy, but I don't want to do more for him. My only wish is for him to be happy, because I really owe him a lot. ”

"In the same way, because of my cowardice, I also turned my back on our love. Although she really couldn't see hope at that time, he never said to give up. After listening to Xiao Ping's words, she never asked him for confirmation. While her heart was wavering, he was always working for their future.

"So, I'm sorry, I'll love you well in the future. Before Zijun finished speaking, he was hugged into a warm embrace. He hugged her tightly, but his heart was inexplicably agitated, "Zijun, never say sorry to me, it's me who should say sorry." ”

It's just that he's not strong enough to protect her, it's just that he's not mature enough to think it through. If, at the beginning, he was not so conceited, thinking that everything was under his control, if he could be more sure of his feelings for her at the beginning, how could he make her so sensitive and inferior. If he could find out about his mother and Xiao Ping's behavior in time, how could he have caused her so much harm?

In the kingdom of love, who can be 100% confident. He always minded that man, but he didn't mind that Zijun had loved him. What he minds is that he is afraid that he is not good enough, that one day, she will think that he is better than herself. The more he loves, the more he wants to be exclusive, and he thinks he is well regulated by this kind of psychology.

In fact, she actually knows all about his uneasiness. And she, still willing to love him, and has always loved him. It made his heart feel soft and warm as if it were soaked in warm water. He lifted her face and softly landed a shallow kiss on her forehead, then gradually slid down. This gentle and shallow kiss, from the forehead, to the eyebrows, to the eyelids, and finally landed on her delicate lips. With pity, with emotion, there is no crazy plunder, and she is no longer possessive, because he knows that she already belongs to him completely.