Chapter 68: Still reluctant
"Meimei, you eat more, this chicken soup is your brother-in-law has been boiling for a long time, it is very replenishing, you should also drink more. At the dinner table, Zijun carefully prepared the dishes for Zimei, and his face was full of distress. Zimei has lost a lot of weight recently, and even if she wears makeup, she can see that she is a little haggard. But Zijun, a pregnant person, had a ruddy complexion and delicate skin as if he was about to pinch out water.
"Sister, don't be busy with my vegetables, you can eat more yourself, you still have a baby in your belly!" Zijun is pregnant, Zimei feels sorry for her sister, and often comes over to help with some housework. Occasionally, Zhou Can was busy with work, so she cooked the meal in advance. changed the state of not seeing a figure last year.
Zimeiren doesn't look like anything, but he's losing weight day by day. Even the smile is a little more far-fetched, as a sister, how can Zijun not see it. Zhou Can and Zimei talked once, and Zijun knew it. Zhou Canwei also knew what Zijun was, and she also knew it at the time, and she didn't feel that there was anything wrong.
This kind of thing, tell her that it must be sooner rather than later. It's just that looking at her sister's situation now, she is beginning to be uncertain again. As the youngest child in the family, Zimei has never experienced any twists and turns since she was a child, and Zi'an and her help in everything. Suddenly encountering such a setback, it is normal for her to be unable to withstand it.
"Sister, if you really love him, your brother-in-law and I are really-"
"Sister, it's none of your business with my brother-in-law, it's my own choice. Zimei interrupted Zijun's words and forced a smile, but that smile was more ugly than crying. Since her brother-in-law told her that Huang Yu was her sister's ex-boyfriend, she has not contacted him again.
She hid at home for days and nights, wondering if she should continue. She loves him, but what about him? Does he have the slightest love for her? In the past, he always thought that sincerity was the result of sincerity, and he would be moved one day. But now, knowing that the person he once loved was his sister, she wanted more than just his touch.
She thought that if he took the initiative to contact her once, she would not give up. That way, at least it shows that he has her in his heart. No, not once. Her phone is never turned off every day, and she keeps it at the head of the bed when she sleeps. As long as there is no sound for a while, she will check to see if there is no power or no money. However, no, family calls can come in, but there is no one without him, not even a word of greeting.
It's just that there is no phone from him. yes, who is she? The former bed-keeper, just a person he knew. Knowing that he loves him, he is always refusing, so why did he take the initiative to contact her?
He didn't have her in his heart at all, and she didn't have the point to hold on. From love to worry, from love to fear. is so uncertain, I am afraid that she will inevitably wonder if he still has a sister in his heart. was jealous of love, and when she thought that she might hate her favorite sister in the future, no matter how painful it was, she would have to give it up.
My brother-in-law said it didn't matter, but how could it be? I watched a lot of bloody TV series, and it really happened to me, so I could really understand the pain in it. She doesn't blame her brother-in-law for telling her, although the truth is painful.
"Then you eat more. Zijun opened his mouth, but he still didn't know where to start. If the man hadn't been involved with her, she could have said it, whether it was to encourage her or persuade her to give up. But now, the only one who is not suitable to talk about this topic is her. In the end, it was just a sigh.
Zimei left after eating, and Zijun sat in the living room in a daze. She wanted to know what Huang Yu thought, but she couldn't ask. Zhou Can came out of the kitchen, the TV series in the living room was being broadcast, but his daughter-in-law was sitting motionless on the sofa.
"Daughter-in-law, what's wrong?"
"Zhou Can, did we do something wrong?" Zijun raised his eyes to look at Zhou Can, with confusion in his eyes.
Zhou Can picked up the remote control and turned off the TV, then sat down, pulled Zijun over and leaned comfortably on him. Then he said slowly, "Don't worry, she'll get through." She made her choice, and now she was told that it was better than facing it all at the end. ”
"Really?"
"Yes, the pain is just a necessary process, you have to believe that it will be dealt with. It's just that we don't know, and since we know, it will hurt her if we don't tell her. She will be happy in the future, and if she is unhappy, you will also blame yourself. ”
Zijun also felt that he was right, otherwise, he would not have agreed to tell him at that time. However, it is one thing to know, and it is another thing to be able to put your mind at ease. That's her sister, the sister she loved since she was a child.
"Okay, daughter-in-law, if she knew that you were so sad for her, she would blame you for not feeling sorry for her little niece. Zhou Can touched Zijun's slightly convex belly and said jokingly.
"Hmph, do you know it's a daughter?" Zijun glanced at him squintedly, amused and angry.
"It must be a daughter, I've dreamed of it, it's small, it's soft, it's so cute. It's definitely like you were when you were a kid. The man's smile depicted his child, and Zijun couldn't help but imagine this picture, and finally suppressed the worry for his sister. Everyone has their own way to go, I just hope that my sister's love road will not be so difficult.
"Daughter-in-law, let's go down for a walk, the doctor said to exercise more. ”
"Hmm. In fact, Zijun now does pregnant women's yoga in the beauty salon every day, and the flexibility of her body is very good. However, Zhou Can had the heart to take a walk with her, and she was naturally happy. Zijun stood up from the sofa with his waist up, grabbed Zhou Can's arm, and said with a smile, "Let's go, husband." ”
At this time, Zijun was more than three months pregnant, and when she came back from a walk, someone finally stopped using the five-fingered girl to help. It's just that in the end, I cared about Zijun's body, and only tasted it. When Zijun fell asleep, Zhou Can looked at her ruddy sleeping face, he gently hugged her, and he was also thinking about Zimei's affairs in his mind.
He and Huang Yu are actually connected, but not much. told Zimei Huang Yu's identity that he had selfish intentions. Of course, it's not all selfish. After all, his concerns were real.
For Huang Yu, Zhou Can actually appreciates it. It's not surprising that his sister-in-law will take a fancy to him. He is a courteous gentleman, and in the past few years, he has never been entangled with Zijun. That day, since he was able to send the pieces back, at least it showed that he was not completely ruthless to them.
It's just that does he know the relationship between Mei Mei and Zijun, and if he does, what choice will he make?
Zimei didn't go home directly when she came out of her sister's house. She walked around the neighborhood, and she desperately needed to blend in with her surroundings and not shrink into her shell. She's been running away for too long, and it's time to cheer herself up.
She walked alone, the river breeze blowing her long hair, and her mood was relieved, but from time to time a sour feeling floated. Before the smile was shown, tears came up again, and after all, I was still reluctant......