Chapter 119: A Justified Failure One Change

At night, the lights are gentle.

The buildings on both sides of the road are sparkling with prosperity and splendor in the night, they extend together with the road, the orange street lamps follow closely in the background, and the cars drive on them, full of faint and warm colors brought by the colorful colors.

The light shining in from the window, every time it passed by a street lamp, it quickly changed direction, and Xiao Xian, who had fastened his seat belt in a proper manner, looked at the pedestrians and buildings receding outside, humming happily.

After tonight, the girl will be 14 years old, 15 years old, and officially enter the stage of a girl. But in Xu Zhuxian's world, the world is still like that, if she is asked to choose how to allocate her time in her later life, most of her options are still learning as the main thing - learning classroom knowledge, learning piano, vocal music, dance, and other than that, there is a blank.

Driving the car, listening to the melody that the girl hummed carefully, the corners of Ahn Junhyuk's mouth hooked up a smile.

If when he was with Taeyeon and Yoona, he treated them as sisters, then with Xiaoxian, his mentality would probably be very old, so old that he regarded girls as daughters.

In the dream, he was not married, nor did he have children, and he could not understand what it was like to have children, only in the occasional moment of exhaustion and emptiness, there was a momentary reverie, thinking that he would take care of a little life with his own hands, pull her up little by little, teach her to know this world, teach her knowledge and the principles of how to behave in the world, and then watch her gradually grow up to be able to take over his inheritance—the fantasy came to an abrupt end.

Ahn Jun Hyuk in the dream is not so great, and he has worked hard all his life to benefit future generations. He only has himself and Jisoo in his eyes, and for so many years, he has been constantly ups and downs in the business world, first for life, and then for ambition and unwilling to be lonely.

He felt that Ahn Jun-hyuk in the dream would really fall if he really reached the end of his life, and the only arrangement he had for the career he had worked hard for many years was to set aside a part of the establishment fund for Ji-so. The rest. Destroy them all, and don't give anyone a chance to get their hands dirty!

After I die, the flood will be monstrous!

That Ahn Joon-hyuk is so ruthless. Stubborn as a mule. An image that interprets selfishness and control to the extreme.

The environment makes character. After all, there is truth to this sentence, and now that we do it again, everything is different. There is no such hard life in Jeju Island as in the dream, struggling at the bottom of society, suffering poverty and loss of dignity, Ahn Junhyuk's heart does not seem to be so hard, and as he has more and more contact with the girls around him, and the warm fragrance around him every day, his heart seems to be softened by that warmth.

Especially after establishing a relationship with Lin Xiujing.

Recently, I have been thinking about the future of the two, imagining how the two will start a family, and thinking about the children in the future.

Unlike the disgust for children in the dream, the content of the reverie at this time is soft and soft, like a hot towel tied to the face in winter to dispel the cold, and a kind of warm throbbing has spread to the deepest part of the heart.

He often thinks that it would be nice if his future child is as well-behaved as Xiaoxian.

From a father's point of view, a child like Xiaoxian is undoubtedly the most perfect daughter, never willful, never crying, consciously studying hard, knowing how to plan her life in an orderly and organized manner, and knowing how to regulate her physical and mental health.

If this is the case for the child, he must worry less about it.

However, after all, it is just a reverie, in reality, he is just a big brother role, if you look at it from this point of view, Xiaoxian's life situation is very worrying.

Who has seen how many children who don't like to eat snacks, don't like to play with friends, and whose daily focus is nothing but learning?

As the saying goes, if you don't explode in silence, you will pervert in silence.

She tensed her nerves too hard, and he was really afraid that one day, that tight nerve would suddenly break, and the girl would become a pervert......

Thinking about it, he pondered his vocabulary and said to Xiaoxian: "Xiaoxian, come to the house to play more in the future, don't always stay in the classroom when you are in school, and after class, go to your sister Yun'er." ”

Xiao Xian was very puzzled by his sudden proposal, and the girl stopped humming in her mouth, turned her head to look over, and blinked: "What is it for?"

"Heh, there's not so much to worry about, oppa just wants us Xiaoxian to be a little happier every day. ”

"But I'm so happy every day!" said Xiao Xian's eyes, which dimmed slightly, "Besides, Sister Yun'er doesn't like to be with me!"

Rigidity does not mean that there is a problem with the brain, and low EQ can also make up for it, for Yun'er's evasion in the face of her, Xiaoxian can naturally be aware of it, although he doesn't know the specific reason, but he is not ignorant.

And similar things don't just happen to Yoona, Taeyeon, so-young, Yoo-ri, these sisters, all have similar reactions when facing her, many times, they won't stay with her for long, most of them find a reason to run away after a while, among the friends around, only so-yeon is willing to be with her often - of course, we all know what Su-yeon can stay by her side for her......

In private, she once overheard some trainee juniors say that she is not easy to get along with.

Xiaoxian felt very sad, she didn't know why they had such thoughts for Lu, and she thought that Yun'er and their sometimes evasion was also a similar reason, and she had been depressed for a long time.

This evening, Yuna's sister asked her what she wanted for her birthday, and she said that she hoped she would grow up soon, but she didn't tell Yuna, because she felt that she was too young and didn't have a common language with them, so she couldn't fit in with them and became closer to them.

In that case, pray that you will grow up quickly!

……

These thoughts and thoughts in her heart, she would never say it in the past, the girl's reserve, most outsiders can't understand it, but today, maybe Ahn Junhyuk took the initiative to ask, in the quietly driving car, the light kept flashing, and in the flickering atmosphere, the girl was depressed.

Speaking of the most embarrassing, she looked up at Ahn Jun Hyuk: "Does OPPA think I'm not easy to get along with?"

When she asked like this, her eyes were full of moisture, and she looked extremely pitiful.

Ahn Jun-hyuk didn't answer, in the quiet, the girl's eye circles gradually turned red, and Ahn Jun-hyuk, who saw all this out of the corner of his eye, drove the car to a secluded section, stopped, raised his hand to touch the girl's soft hair, and said with a smile: "Of course, OPPA doesn't think Xiaoxian is difficult to get along with, but you Yun'er sister and they don't want to be with you, I'm afraid it's really a problem in this regard." ”

Xiaoxian lowered his head and quietly wrung his fingers.

After a moment of silence, Ahn Jun-hyuk asked her, "Do you want to know what Lu Dao is for?"

"Yes!" she nodded.

"Actually, the reason is very simple, your attitude towards life is too upright. Rubbing the girl's soft long hair, in her puzzled gaze, he said: "Everything, you have a good idea of how to do it, or what can be done, what can not be done, strict can not be a little overstep, but you must know that people are not computers, and not everyone can keep up with the rhythm of your thinking, they are not willing to stay with you for too long, not that they hate you as a person, but they can't stand your rules!"

"But...... But isn't it the healthiest way to live with rules?"

"It also depends on the situation, you can demand yourself, but you can't force others. ”

Xiao Xian was very confused by this result, and hung his head and stopped talking.

"I know that you have your own ideas, and I hope that Yun'er and them will accept what you think is a healthy arrangement, and it is a little difficult for you to change, but I think you might as well change your way, learn to tolerate their sometimes unhealthy, learn to tolerate some of their bad habits, be tactful when giving opinions, and of course, the most important thing is that you have to learn to laugh!"

"Laugh?"

"Hmm!" a car drove down the road behind the fork in the road, and the diffused light spread into the carriage in an instant, and then flew away, the light and darkness changed, and under the dim light that came again, the girl's face was delicate, and her skin reflected a faint light, like a porcelain doll.

It's cold, her expression is stiff, and although she doesn't have the taste of being thousands of miles away like Xiuyan, it's not warm either.

"There are many kinds of laughter, and in the way you understand it, physiologically, it's nothing more than the movement of the facial muscle groups, the traction of the cutaneous, radiant, and annular muscles. But you can't express a lot of things in this stereotyped way, the real reason why people can make expressions is because we are emotional, I know that you will laugh, but you laugh without emotion...... "Like a father who earnestly teaches his daughter, Ahn Junhyuk makes a few smiles, sometimes cold, sometimes depressed, sometimes warm.

Xiao Xian watched intently.

“…… I agree with the healthy attitude you insist on, so I don't force you to change, since that's the case, then we'll start with the details. Do you think that if you could have as rich expressions as I have, and convey warmth and kindness with a smile when facing others, will they still find you unapproachable?

"......" thought in silence, and Xiaoxian shook his head.

"So!" Ahn Joon-hyuk patted the girl's cheek with a sense of accomplishment, "Now, let's laugh first!"

"Hmm!" Xiaoxian nodded vigorously, then held his breath.

One second, two seconds, in Ahn Jun-hyuk's expectant gaze, the dim outside the car shone from afar, and under the dim light, Xiaoxian, who was trying to exercise his smile, went from a beautiful porcelain doll to a burned-out porcelain doll......

Helplessly patted his forehead, and Ahn Jun-hyuk, who was deeply frustrated, smiled bitterly.

"Uh...... It's good, at least it's better to smile than Sadako......"

Giving up the desire to teach for the time being, he is so encouraged that he never watches horror movies, and he doesn't know what Sadako is, thinking that he is complimenting Xiaoxian, who continues to work hard, and then gets back on the road.

The first training ended in failure...... (To be continued.) )

PS: Actually, the title of this chapter is "Training", but I'm a disciplined person......