In my spiritual world, the ideal is not very full, and the reality is not very skinny. The pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info because, when the ideal wants to be plump, the bony feeling of reality is pulling, and when the reality wants to be skinny, the plumpness of the ideal will be neutralized. So my ideal and reality belong to the "body" that is neither plump nor skinny......

Perhaps, it has something to do with going with the flow.

My dream is to become a great artist. This is the first time I've spoken my dream in Dongdong-ri. Well, there doesn't seem to be such a title as a great artist in the world. Yes, this is what I thought of myself.

How do you say that? Let's talk about its origins. Before I went to university, I still didn't know what I wanted to do, what my dream was, and I didn't have a clear idea at all......

It wasn't until I went to college and experienced a spiritual baptism that I had a vision of my dream. Yes, although I used to say when I was a child what I would do when I grew up, it was all a whim, at most a yearning rather than a dream. In college, I thought about all the things I had longed for in the past, and then combined with the thoughts of the time, and finally, a dream that included all my longings since I was a child was born!

Of course, how can this dream be realized? That's the point.

Well, that's ten thousand. This is not about money, but about quantity. Maybe 10,000 times, maybe 10,000 articles......

There are too many "10,000" I mean, so let's take two of these hobbies as an example, painting 10,000 pictures and writing 10,000 songs.

Doesn't it seem simple? No, it's not that simple at all. To realize that dream, it does not mean that painting 10,000 paintings will be realized, but that you must realize the "10,000" of other hobbies to truly realize it. Well, it's like a fantasy......

Moreover, even if you just paint, based on a maximum of three paintings a day, it will take about ten years. However, the pursuit of dreams is the pursuit of dreams, but life still has to go on. Therefore, while putting your heart into life, how to spend more time painting, it is not bad to be able to paint one painting a day. Even if it is a painting a day, it will take about twenty-seven years. What's more, what about other hobbies? I haven't even counted them. Especially when it comes to writing songs, even people who are good at music in ancient and modern China and abroad have never written 10,000 songs. So, if this dream is to come true, it is really a dream......

However, who says that dreams must be realized to be meaningful? Personally, I think that as long as you are willing to work hard for your dreams, even if they don't come true in the end, it is already very meaningful. Because, meaning is in the process of chasing dreams......

Yes, my dreams don't correspond to reality. However, I am happy to chase. Because in my opinion, dreams are meant to be realized in a lifetime. And those that are easy to achieve are not dreams, they are called ideals. A dream is like a dream that is beautiful in front of your eyes, but you can't touch it. So, dreams are very close and equally far away......

Because I have dreams, my job can be any job, as long as I can adapt. No matter what work I do, I can chase my dreams, after all, my dreams are closely linked to my life and are not derailed.

Because of this, although my work is not a high-level job, I can also put my heart into it naturally. Although there are often many unexpected work difficulties, there are still natural solutions. So, all my life is going with the flow. Good is good, bad is bad, and it's useless to lie to yourself. The ideal can't be plump, and the reality can't be skinny, only the dream can be the plump and the skinny......

Whether one's dream can be realized or not is not for outsiders to decide, but for oneself. You have to protect your dreams.

My dream, very near, very far away.

Not afraid of "10,000", just in case.

Every day is one step closer to the dream, even if the road is long, still willing.

Time goes on.

Memories are doubly precious because they can't go back. It's nice to have a little time in the aftertaste. But, only occasionally.

One evening, while I was painting, "Curiosity" suddenly miraculously quirked at me and called me "Oolong". At that time, there was a feeling of going back to nine years ago, and then to the subtlety of that time.

The title "oolong" entangles the deepest throbbing of my youth. So, it feels so special.

I asked Curious why she suddenly called me "Oolong", after all, that's not what she used to call me. After getting the answer, oh, it turned out to be an abbreviation because of my buckle name. She just wanted to ask me about the visa to go abroad, because she was working her studies at the time......

Well, I'm also quite grateful to her for suddenly q-me, because, I really haven't remembered that youth for a long time. Thinking about it at the time, it was really wonderful! Someone would be willing to take care of me without obligation, a bit like "Those Years"......

The next afternoon, a female colleague from my company called me and asked me who I was......

Here's the thing, the female colleague's name is Mei, and I had something to ask her about the day before work, but she asked for leave. And I, don't have her phone number. So I asked her, got her phone number, and called her to ask about it. As a result, no one answered after three calls. And then, that's it.

It wasn't until that afternoon that she called to ask who I was. Whew......

Well, she's a bit skinny-looking girl. Of course, just looking. In fact, she is already a thirty-two-year-old woman who is about to have a baby. The leave she took was maternity leave......

Sister Mei is actually quite cute, but in the eyes of many people, she has always been associated with the words "stupid", "slow", and "proud".

When I first came to work in the office, I didn't know her well. And she was already in a very irritable mood because of the complaints of my three bosses at that time, so her attitude towards me was a little cold.

As we communicated more at work, and my temper was better, she gradually became very good to me. She always greeted me with a smile and spoke very softly, and I never heard her say a dirty word. Even if others call her stupid and scold her for being slow at work, she will at most reply loudly: "Where am I stupid/slow?"

So, in my eyes, Sister Mei is kind. Why? Because I know that feeling. I have felt all these feelings of being scolded by others for being stupid and being scolded by others for being slow at work. Yes, even if the reaction is a little sluggish, but do you really need to scold?

Every time I hear those self-righteous so-called seniors say bad things about Sister Mei, I feel that those seniors are very ugly. Because in the eyes of those so-called seniors, what they see about Sister Mei is all bad shortcomings, and she is useless. The root of human inferiority can be seen very clearly at that time.

I think I am very high, and those who seem weak are low. I don't usually talk to such seniors too much, except for work......

Even if Sister Mei's belly is already quite big, those seniors who only care about their own performance will not consider what it feels like for a pregnant woman with a big belly to hold a lot of clothes, they will constantly urge to hurry up, and they only have their own achievements in their eyes. Yes, performance is very important for the survival of a company. However, kindness is also very important for a person. People who are desperately urging, sometimes they can go over to help with their clothes when they are free, but they are swiping WeChat. Therefore, I smile most naturally at Sister Mei. Because, she is kind.

After I communicated with Sister Mei better, Sister Mei no longer had the irritability I saw when I first worked. Because, with so much help, I can help her......

That afternoon, when she knew it was me, her lifeless voice suddenly had a happy smile. Ha ha......

What will happen to me in three months, and how will she feel after she has a baby? Hmmm......

I wished her a chubby child on the phone. She smiled and said, "It's hard to be a woman, you have to have children." ”

I replied: "When a woman is also so happy, when you give birth to a child and hold the child in your arms, you will feel so happy." ”

On the other end of the phone, there was still happy laughter......

I'm not a woman, how do I know that a woman is happy after giving birth?

Whew, feel it......

Like, when I finish painting a picture with all my hard work, my heart is also happy. Because, my work is also my child.

Hmph, so I don't have a lot of children?

Call...... That's that......

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